#kotostarion

[emetkoto]

Need a pop team epic kotostarion Keychain or I'll die immediately

[emetkoto]

sdfgfndhgnmghsfgnds......

“One day someone is going to hug you so tight, that all of your broken pieces will stick back together.”

— Unknown

[emetkoto]

I love the them

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I wuv dwawing

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Drawing kotostarion (almost) every day until I'm as good at it as I want to be: day 11

Don't forget to give your catboy scritches

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Day 3 of drawing kotostarion until I'm as good at it as I want to be

I also messed with day 2 some more bc I just love it so much

[emetkoto]

I haven't played bg3 so I'd love to hear how astarion's views of koto change throughout the story pls <3 like is he immediately attracted or what. and what about koto's feelings and how they change. gimmie the deets.

Honestly, Astarion sums up his part pretty well in his confession dialogue!

and then hilariously another tidbit from his final romance scene literally right before he tells you he loves you and you have sex on his grave (ignore old k'oto i havent gotten there on new k'oto yet and also the different outfits these are from two different play sessions)

basically tldr. astarion didnt really care for k'oto at all at first, it was all just manipulation in order to get him to trust him so he would keep him around and protect him since he was terrified of his master finding him (he's a vampire spawn and the only reason he has his free will up until we kill his master is because of the mind flayer parasites all the characters have, he only got away when the mind flayers kidnapped him and has been paranoid about being found since, rightfully so since we come across a monster hunter sent after him early on) so it was all just. seduction and charming! he was really kinda annoyed by k'otos whole 'good guy' thing, like 'ohhhh wow youre a hero. what good are you. nobody ever helped me or saved me. where were you when i needed you.' (obviously completely unfair, k'oto is only 28 and he was turned 200 years ago) and kind of a little bit afraid of him? sure he's shorter than him but he's also way stronger physically and has fangs and claws and strange beastly habits that really just kinda put him off for a while bc yknow. fangs hurt him once. sure this guy seems harmless but he knows better than to trust!!!

except he doesnt. because k'oto was completely unexpected in every way. he's kind and funny and genuine in a way astarion had completely forgotten was possible. he loved him so completely and so honestly the whole time. even when he told him sweet lies and was just so obviously using him he just. kept loving him!!! (k'oto voice) its not real now but someday it might be, and ill still be here when it is. when hes ready to love me back. <--------shit like That!!! the icing on the cake was coming to realize that he and k'oto had. a LOT more in common than he wouldve ever thought. particularly when it came to matters of sex and how they had trouble viewing their bodies as their own due to their circumstances and how it all made it difficult for them to say 'no' to things out of fear/obligation…the very last thing he ever expected from this dumbass catboy was to see himself 100-something years younger in him…..he just. was exactly what astarion needed…uegh!!!

k'oto was pretty much head over heels from the beginning despite the red flags. he was far from home and work where nobody would even think to offer him money for his time and would just spend it with him because they genuinely wanted to for nothing more in exchange than just their own time and company so even if he was being blatantly manipulated it was still the realest shit he'd experienced in years from probably the most attractive guy he'd ever met upto that point so it was a recipe for some good ol fashion love at first sight…or i guess. love at first knifepoint.

maybe a bit of confusion at first bc he'd never been in love before so there was probs a brief period of 'am i in love or is this just lust' until after he slept with him the first time and it didn't go away and in fact only got stronger and he was like 'ok yeah im in love actually!!!!'

sorry this is completely incoherent i love them so fucking much it makes me sick to my stomach and also im so very tired

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Drawing kotostarion every day until I'm as good at it as I want to be: day 7

Low inspiration day=the silly

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Drawing kotostarion every day until I'm as good at it as I want to be: day 6

I was off the last two days for hand hurt and chronic fatigue but I'm back!

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ty luka for another image ever

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Being able to draw whatever I want rocks

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i got. the freecam mod. so i got os ee. the leg thuign.. i feel sifjck

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I love the kotostarion sketchbook sm

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More kotostarion thoughts bc there's something wrong with me

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Sorry i eont stop reposting my kotostarion lore tidbits until you read them and become invested in them ❤️💜🫶 you know you like them oooo you wanna talk to me about them ooo ooooo (rolls a crit fail on the dc 2 illithid wisdom check) oh

[emetkoto]

Actually let's pretend this is day 4s drawing