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sherlock-is-ace · 2 years

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i never understood the difference between pms and pmdd, cause i'm like, everyone is depressed when they're on their period, everyone has absolutely horrible anxiety, everyone wants to actually die when they're on their period right? right?

and then i actually read about it and... i might have to talk to a doctor or something lol

#i mean i can't because i'm not in a place where i can make my own decisions without even explaining them to my mother #and my mother is the type of person who thinks mental health is cured by ''being strong'' and ''making an effort to be happy'' or whatever #and i don't think if i add periods and the already normal mood swings to the mix she would react in a supportive way #i also can't spend the little money i have right now #but that's another thing to add to the list of shit i gotta take care of when i have money and independence enough #tho i'm pretty sure that if i start T all that will go away so it might be worth it to wait a few years you know...#i'm not going to kill myself or anything so it's alright #i am a mess tho that is for sure #angel talks #personal #kye avert your eyes #once again i don't need my partner to worry about me ;)#also pls nobody worry about me i'm just venting and also my blog is like a journal to me lol

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sherlock-is-ace · 2 years

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making handmade stuff for my partner is cute in theory, but actually, it's just sad cause it means i don't have money for proper gifts... :/

#a few embroidered goodies #a few clay things #all useless...#if only i wasn't an unemployed loser lol #kye avert your eyes #cause i don't want you to see how pathetic i am djfhkdfg #angel talks #personal

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sherlock-is-ace · 2 years

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#i haven't been online much today so my depression vent posts from last night and the one i'm about to do will be very close together #but i am having a horrible time again and i want my brain destroyed and thrown in a ditch (:#i'm just having pretty bad anxiety and i'm crying about anything and everything #like i literally teared up because i was trying to close a cardboard box and couldn't fit the little lid flap where it's supposed to go #i feel like i really am having pmdd... it's been like that for a few months now #like i gotta pay attention next month to see if it's roughly at the same time every time but like yes #once a month i am convinced i have depression and maybe i do actually #i am currently sitting on my bed thinking how great it would be if i didn't wake up tomorrow... that's not a normal thought to have ya know #specially since a few days ago i was so fucking excited about hanging out with my partner in a week #but now the anxiety and horrible thoughts have clouded that a bit #like i'm still excited but if i died now i wouldn't care...#again. that's not normal...#(:#i just want to either get my period and stop this or die in my sleep tonight or idk a miracle cure to my brain issues #SOMETHING #angel talks #personal #kye avert your eyes

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sherlock-is-ace · 3 years

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it's always unexpected to see full frontal nudity in a movie but having the actors jerk each other off on camera was... a decision...

#and it wasn't even a particularly sexy movie either #maybe that's why it was so unexpected #or maybe because my ace ass doesn't put two and two togther when it comes to sex scenes lol #anyways... that was an experience lol #angel talks #kye avert your eyes

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