#legit i could afford a nose job if i didnt loan money to everyone in my family (no intention of paying it back)
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dreaming of a nose job lmao
#rambling in the tags as usual so. read more w caution girls#but like once again i saw my side profile and i look just like my dad who.. well hes a shitty person who did shitty things#my hair colour is identical too so that just adds to it#but reality is i hate myself because of my nose. ive hated it ever since i was 7 and i always hid behind my long hair#but i *want* to cut it short because its a constant source of dysphoria. i want to look neutral but everyone assumes im a woman#but i can't. i just fucking cannot. i have so many things i hate about my face id go up in flames the second i saw my reflection#and like my nose doesnt have bumps. its just too fucking long and high and well. just like my dads#some days i just want to smash my fucking nose in to maybe change the shape#ive already accepted my fate with the horrible acne scarring covering like 25% of my body but i cannot get over looking like my dad#its just too much and i fucking trigger myself constantly by looking in the mirror and seeing his face staring back#thank gosh i did not inherit his blue eyes. id go insane#but in conclusion i hate my face and i hate my dad. and i hate how i look like him#legit i could afford a nose job if i didnt loan money to everyone in my family (no intention of paying it back)#i think ive given them about ~5000€ in the last years and idk that might cover a nose job but. surprise bitch youre broke#PLUS my nose is so fucking long that it distracts me constantly because i can *see* it 24/7. i dont have to pay attention to it#its just there hindering my vision lmao#to delete#tw#hi if you read this
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