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I'm so anxious abt this week and also this summer ;-; and also my life and future in general but Especially tonight bc tomorrow is kinda like.......the beginning of my career
#shut up hanna#like kind of??????#the online intensive begins and idk what to expect#but also hello Broadway starts and thats a year long thing#and im going to be about a month behind for. the foreseeable future bc of camp#but this is when i begin legit seriously training#and like yeah i have been but without any guidance or accountability or criticism#which !! u need to grow no matted how devoted u are#and now im gonna get that#and im very anxious#plus and i know it doesnt matter but i want to acknowledge my anxiety abt being the oldest there and the least experienced#i know its fine and we are there to learn but i am who i am and who i am is anxious and thats okay and very valid!!!#i am veryyyyy worried abt hello Broadway tho yall#thats a multi-thousand dollar investment i made right there#for a year !!#like . hdjsndhsjdj#also annoyed w camp bc apparently we arent.....leaving between training and week 1 which.........they should have told us ???#also we DONT KNOW WHEN WEEK 1 STARTS#or when training ends#like . hmm would rlly love some communication#and i get rlly frustrated bc . u cant criticize anything they do as an organization or as ur employer#bc they hit u with the 'this is what the lord needs from u right now and we have to make sacrifices' like#it........feels rlly shitty and like they use jesus as an unlimited get out of jail free card#and like. anything they do is justified if its in His name and i cant say anything bc its like......being selfish and a sinner and etc#its.....icky#ANYWAYS so hb told me i could join if i did my work on the weekends when im home so i paid !! $400!!!!!! for the month!!!!!#and now i find out?? i wont be going home??????#but i didnt even find out from my boss i just heard from 2 secondhand sources like.....bruh we gon be there in 5 days......pls communicate#also they got pissy abt my Facebook posts and i wouldnt apologize lmao#hsndbshsjs
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