#like cmon his product isnt THAT good and you dont look like the special K(roger) type
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mildly related hut even with eds. i even think anout hanging out with him and being normal siblings makes me so emotional
#it could be because im so disconnected from my real brothers. i never got to grow up with them and were so different.#i was daydreaming about just hanging out in his room doing nothing. just hanging out. and i almost fucking cried#the thought of being able to just exist so comfortably around someoen gets to me it GOT me ok#me: thinks about beating him relentlessly at go-fish and having heated arguments about which band is better or which movie character is#better in a movie or discussing what wed do theoretically if we were in the movie were watching#thinking about playing pranks on him or drawing on his face in sharpie after he passes out like the lightweight he is#or thinking about just existing. doing his hair up in stupid styles while he does homework or doing his make up for fun.#or passing him in school and flipping eachother off or trying to trip eachother. (i did infact get held back TWICE aswell im a dumbass)#or just being protective of one another cause were all we have. or thinking about certain girls ocming up to Me trying to get the deets#and i just sabotage the hell out of his dating life cause are u blind? hes gross as fuck u MUST be blind no other reason#like cmon his product isnt THAT good and you dont look like the special K(roger) type#like that#crashing eachothers dates 'didnt tell me you were dating X hey hi hello-'#and so much more believe me i think about it all day. it just makes me so. emotional.#i care about eddie so fucking much he means so much to me hes such an idiot. hes my freak big brother and id do anything for him :(#thinking about steve always rounds me back to thinking about eddie because id gove anything to#have a family member like that. feeling outcasted from my own family as it is i see so much of what i want from a brother in eds.#hes so stupid and dumb and hes a freak metalhead and hes just like me. i look up to him so much in the purest form of big brotherhood you#can even fucking begin to fathom.#i want to feel safe and equal and not like a baby. and i think eddie would treat me like that. equal and normal. not weird or standoffish.#supportive and kind and hed fucking care. thats all i want. and hed give me that.#this turned itno a 'why ellie projects eddie as their big brother'#also i think its funny were the same age and have similar names. were basically twins. eddie and ellie munson the twin satanic cult freaks#it just fits too perfectly#dl
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