#like i do feel vetter but . realising how deep rgis does go is alwahs Depressing
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#therapy sypposed to help me deal w * n i think it made it worse to a degree#im not evne confused or anything#like i do feel vetter but . realising how deep rgis does go is alwahs Depressing#i am Not Escaping this anytimw soon andnim Stuck#until something gives way and i can move (#figurativrly or literally#like i am not getting over him while i live in the same town as him. thats not happening. i cant . go uptown n run the rusk of seeing him#while also trying to move on and date other ppl#vx while i am Open to that and want to do tbat#i cannot . if he exists. bc he just . no one is Going to give me the same feeling he fid#n thats freeing n saddening btw . its a horrendous mix to feel 👍#saw his ass ultown n cemented the End of me n this guy ive been talking to for 2 months .wgat can i say. hes a Curse#(it was more so#i wantes Out anyway bc i didnt like this dynamic and i wasnt gonna bother w it . not when i had other dhit to b worrying abt#n i already saw him as . Nothijg but a friend or wtv its hard to budge from that#so whatever#like i Obviously dont have to date or wtv . but like . i want to . i just am Struggling to get to that point when hes just fucking Everywher
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