#like im going to throw upppppppppp im a 15 year old surrounded by people in their 20s ITS NOT NORMAL! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ynwa-chiesa · 5 months

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Btw almost every single person in my uni housings corridor has been studying for like 3-5 years and they all looks so old and ive noticed that its just because when i look into the mirror i still see my 14 year old self

#may be because i lost 4 years of my life to depression induced memory loss EL OH EL!#like im going to throw upppppppppp im a 15 year old surrounded by people in their 20s ITS NOT NORMAL!#ive got some girls in my anglistics classes who are around my age btw and 1. theyre ALL ALMANS (german germans) 2. my age yet i STILL dont #fit in #and idk if i started uni too soon if uni is even right for me but i feel like i need to do something now or ill lose my mind #sham!s rambles #i ate only spaghetti and chocolate today and made my dream husband in sims 4 and ran around for an in-game week #gifting every villager their favourite items in stardew valley #because today was my rest day and i already have mandatory reading to do and im going to be sick #because when people say enjoy uni i didnt think its just 6/12 months in a year of stumbling through life #sorry for the friday night scaries 😭

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