#like it wasnt great before but now its just weirdly difficult

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am i losing it or has the desktop version of this hellsite gotten progressively worse

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IS THAT WHO I THINK IT IS 

ITS MY BOY ENYU!!!! ON THE FRONT PAGE???? okay also a big deal for zhaohao and li hao too!!!

ok now into part 2 of the ep

interesting that they focused on junhao for everybody. can understand he probably has the most different and struggle experience so probably more interesting for dramas sake lol im surprised they dont spend more time on shengen, considering his popularity. 

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA JUNHAO FREAKING OUT over the fact that they only learned the dance for 40 mins. LOL thats the level of tyger + kou cong + shengen, i can imagine the struggle of the yang guang nan hai group in comparison AHAHA i just imagine him running down the hall freaking out like HOW DID THEY LEARN THE DANCE IN JUST ONE CLASS WHAT ARE THESE PEOPLE 

lollll “theyre all dachang boys” “theyre all zhang yixing’s students” HAHAHAH you know even though he is slightly struggling compared to the rest, he aint bad and theyre all taking it light hearted with laughter so seems like a good learning environment! and he’s confident he’ll get it LOL thats good! i think thats what makes him so amusing 

HAHAHA i love how lin mo just keeps giggling at junhao like he genuinely just finds him so amusing LOL yay for making new friends 

awww bc junhao’s always been a leader i feel like for him to finally feel like hes being taken care of is so nice. i have absolute confidence that this group will treat him kindly. AW HE CALLED HIM MOMO 

im still disappointed they have YET to show zhan yu’s funny/strange personality and this wouldve been a great opportunity bc hes surrounded by friends he’s comfortable with!! like his friendship with kou cong! or akey and lin mo! but sigh...

THEY PUT ZHAN YU IN THE FRONT FOR THE SEXUAL LINE HAHAHHA PERFECT BUT I SEE LIN MO BEING ONE OF THE ONLY ONES NOT SHOWING HIS ABS HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAA

wow the lyrics are so fitting for lin mo to scream LOL but also ay his vocals?! aw im glad they put in a little rap for shengen and akey! honestly was kinda hoping for more bc they havent had a proper stage together before and i feel like itd be awesome but also junhao and zhan yu vocalization at the end was on point!!

lol all the kids being like zhang pd’s words are so detailed and professional... sigh theyve been missing out until now 

im glad they really pointed out how each member of this team did well! they really all did a great job with each of their parts, and they each got a little part to shine, and when put together, it was a complete performance. im proud of them and happy for them!

aw.... i feel like we’ve been waiting so long to hear lin mo get complimented.... i feel like it’s been since qcyn namanana that we’ve been waiting for him to redeem himself and climb back up to the peak. ugh its been nearly a year and a half. im just so terrified of whats gonna happen next bc im way too skeptical at this point to expect this high to continue, esp with what happened after namanana last time......... but for now, im happy. relieved hes finally getting the recognition he deserves and im happy that hes happy. lol i was also half scared we were gonna get spirit of the knight-ed again with his pink hair (nightmare flashbacks to lin mo and changxi’s deletion from that perf) i dont think ill ever get over that :( i feel like as a lin mo stan, ive been trained to not keep my hopes up and to prepare for the worst bc hes the type of person who just always gets the short end of the stick, it feels like. 

aw the part when they go back to the waiting room and jin fan is waiting for them with an encouraging smile and the whole exchange of "帥的真的帥的" "哇~可以吧" "我沒想到" "那必須的" our leader did them proud :’) 

ugh the part where luo jie calls them and tells them he can’t come back........ heart breaking. i can see why lin ran and xikan would be really affected. lin ran has been luo jie’s go-to since he left and knowing how their usual friendship involves making fun of one another and jokingly complaining about each other, it hits hard when lin ran says he cried his eyes out. it hurts that they didnt get to share the stage again before he left. xikan may not have shared the stage with luo jie during ip, but hes known him since then and has been with him through both rounds here. it interesting bc i feel like the namanana perf was very light hearted on qcyn but i cant see that happening here, esp with their outfits? 

aw shiwei and chaowen taking charge to raise their spirits :’) 

lin ran’s voice fits so well with this song wow! i really like his lines! also lol i didnt know xikan would have abs but okay and tbh im always hesitant about dances with props bc it always is so easy to look messy..... like every slight difference in angle in the way you hold your arms is immediately magnified 

and like sxl’s fan is obviously broken and having performed fan dances myself i know that that’s like the most annoying thing to happen on stage, and can be really difficult to deal with, even tho it happens ALL THE TIME with those types of fans ugh :( 

i mean its super kind of them to leave luo jie’s space empty for him, but its kinda weird to have parts of the audio missing sadly :( and also chaowen’s voice did something weird in the middle there, like its sounds weirdly weak 

wait didnt yixing tell them to close the fan? but they didnt? 

xikan’s facial expressions are perfecttt, good for him! wish they gave more screen time to shiwei during shiwei’s lines lol... but also i cant help but hear lin mo’s voice during that part LOL ugh speaking of which i miss that team dynamic namanana team a on qcyn HAHAHAH hwx being a brat and fjj running around wild and lin mo giving up on them all just laughing like idiots for hours on end while bo yuan just judges them from a corner LOL i love the beginning of the wenxuan and lin mo friendship good times :’)  

HAHAH ENYU AGAIN WITH THE REALEST COMMENTS - i agree AHHAHAH i love these kids too but there was something off about this stage 

im surprised but also not surprised by what the judges are saying 

o didnt realize sxl was supposed to be center but i guess that explains the big puffy thing on his shoulder lol.......... agree with cx tho, even without his broken fan, i think the fans made them look worse bc it just looked messy 

well idk if we’re getting all the stages today but at least jin fan’s is also getting aired! TYGER HUG FOR JIN FAN YESS

jin fan teaching them dance? yes thank you for showing us he is a good dancer. oof jin fan’s just too nice :( hes trying to avoid conflict too much that it caused conflict smh......... lol oscar trying to talk to su er hes having such struggle i feel that bro LOL hes doing really well though, tbh being relatively young, hes really trying his best and is being reasonable. 

LOL HE CALLED HIM JIN FAN GE i forgot jin fan is considered old lol..... jin fan really taking the higher road here and im glad they sat together and talked it out a bit

THE JIN FAN VOICE YESSSS hahahhaha kou cong holding the tyger sign!!

oo is that some of his bel canto-style singing coming through LOL 

AY NICE for hong weihao and oscar to put in some rap 

some of those high notes were a bit questionable at the end but okay jin fan is really claiming that vocal + dance teacher role i see.... interesting 

but agree with yixing that he doesnt need to force himself to do high notes bc his voice is so nice regardless!! yay for oscar getting recognition! im still waiting for jin fan to do a cool dance performance sigh

wasnt expecting an enyu feature BUT ILL TAKE IT 

oof huang enyu saying hes really trying to put himself out there by going for leader and the realest comment that he hasnt considered getting to debut he just wants to pass this round oof and he feels like his opportunities may be cut short bc hes getting old oof

enyu and chenxu crying watching the movie 

AW THEIR HAHA VIDEOS ARE THE CUTEST THING I LOVE THESE KIDSSS so sad that so many of them are at risk of elimination :(  im glad these vocals made their own friend group! I hope itll be a memory they carry forward. they do all have shared experiences as vocals on this show. 

this reaction to junrong’s voice

same tho :’) but actually all of their voices are so so nice like actually these 5 are all people whose voices ive really listened for on this show, but wow renyu’s voice in particular like really ugh just sounds so pure 

also enyu looks really nice in this performance but thats a side note okay moving on

i mean literally these reactions

and li hao crying while singing and so many kids in the waiting room crying while watching OOF this perf has got me emotional 

HAHAHHAHA THEIR INTROS HAHAHHA

UGH ENYU his plea just.... the way he yelled it bc it mustve taken courage and it mustve been a frustration on his mind for a while now and bc maybe he wouldve broken down if he hadnt yelled it out but im really crying now.... and its so out of character for him that you know he really really is feeling desperate and feels the need to speak out

lol wait gjm posted on weibo about him? is that why hes getting more attention lol..........

i really hope the vocals win :( 

no tygers in the next ep preview? hmmMMMMMmm okay 

well also interesting that they put the other 4 perfs with the elims...... seems sketch but at least most of my kids got to go this week ahhhhhh i feel bad for the other groups already. esp the ones with the kids who arent as popular... 

[wolfinshipclothing]

How would Star Butterfly come out as a lesbian? How her family and friends react to her coming out as a lesbian?

Well here it is! I was gonna write about Star coming out to Marco and her parents too, but this became way too long as it is?

So here it is for now, i hope its ok! Its basically Star coming out to her lady friends!

Star looked at the faces in front of her. Sitting on her bed was Kelly, Starfan13 and Ponyhead (Of course Pony wasnt really sitting asmuch as floating, but that’s beyond the point). Ponyhead was face deep in hercellphone and Starfan13 and Kelly were talking. Star wasstaring at each one of them.

After a while, Kelly broke the silence.

–So, Star… its not that i am not having a great time here,but…

–What the heck are we doing here B-fly?! –said Ponyhead,interrupting the other girl -. You got us here for half an hour, looking at uswith that… that constipated look on ya face.

–Whaaaat? I am-I am-i am not doing that –said Star.

–You’re right, it looks more like you stepped on a pointyrock –said Kelly.

–Haha, yeah! Or-or like you ate too many hot dogs and got,like, super sick –said Ponyhead.

–Yeah! Or you look like-

–Alright! –yelled Star-. Alright, alright i got it, maybe ido have a constipated face. Aaand maybe i got a reason for inviting you girlshere today. And ma-maybe i did that cause i got something super important thati need to tell yall.

When she Heard this, Ponyhead closed her cellphone anddropped it in bed.

–Lets hear it then! I got a party tonight that i so need togo to! By the way, you girls can come too.

–I’m in –said Kelly.

–Guys, please –said Star, interrumping what already felt like a derailing conversation-. What i got to tell you it’s, well it’s shocking. Imean really shocking. Not gonna lie it-it may change the way you girls see me.

–I could never hate you, Star! –yelled Starfan13, adding hertwo cents in the conversation.

Star stared at her.

–You know i never really said “hate me” but now that’s athought, so thanks Starfan13 –she said. She was playing with her own hair,tugging it a little. That bit of pain was somewhat relaxing.

Ponyhead didn’t miss that. She has seen Star do thatbefore, when she was ultra stressed after a nag from her mother.

–Girl just spit it, i can promise you, we will not hate you –shesaid.

Star smiled a bit at this. She was right. She need to behonest with herself. Or she was already honest with herself, and now she just needed tobe honest with her besties.

–Ok. Here goes nothing. I’ll just say it –said Star. She wasready. –Girls, i like girls!

There was silence in the room.

–I mean not you girls! Other girls!

More silence.

–And it’s not cause you girls are not pretty or whatever.You are all beautiful!

And even more silence. The teens looked at each other.

–I’m not saying i wouldn’t date any of you girls, i would! Imean i will not, but i could, you are all hot. And i mean that in a nice waynot a flirty way, cause that would be weird cause we are friends and all that,but also kinda like, you can like your friends sometimes. But not you guys! Other friendsthat-please don’t let me keep talking!

–Yeah, please stop –said Ponyhead.

Star took a deep breath, cause that was one long exposition.For a momento they stayed in silence. Star breathing heavily, trying not to have a heartattack. Starfan13 was very jumpy in her seat (as Star asumed she would be). Ponyheadlooked upset. Kelly face was a mistery.

–So, yeah. That’s it –said Star.

Ponyhead was the first one to talk.

–Alright B-fly, not to break ya bubble or anything. And iknow that was something, like, super important and i can tell it was difficultfor you to say it and all that… But we already knew it.

That was like a punch in the liver. Not, actually it waslike somebody suddenly stuck your head in a washing machine while it was…washing.

-Come again?

Ponyhead laughed loudly.

–Aww B-fly come on. It was obvious.

–Yeah, sorry but i agree with Pony –said Kelly, anaccomplice smile on shined on her face -. You always, kinda, gave me that vibe.I thought it was just me cause i don’t know you that well. But hey! I ain’tjudging. I like both boys and girls, you know?

–…come again?

–Yeah, come again?! –said a voice, but they didn’t seenobody.

The top of Kelly huge mane of hair was moving. While itstand up on it’s own, it became clear.

–I didn’t knew any of this! –said Tad, Kelly’s boyfriend(A.K.A exboyfriend and then boyfriend again) that lived in her hair.

–Tad, go back down there! This is a girl’s party! –Kelly pushedher hair down and Tad dissapeared in her mane.

Starfan13, who has been pretty calmed up until that point(if by calm we mean bouncing in her seat the whole time), jumped from the bedand got Star in a tight embrace.

–I would never hate! –she said. There was amixture of bubbling happiness and a strange sadness on her voice. –Speciallynot for that! Or for anything.

For Star, this was all very surreal (a handy word that Marcoteached her, but she hasn’t used until now). She thought a lot about the posiblescenarios, some included inmediate acceptance, and other some fighting andarguments. But she didn’t thought that… well that her friends could tell.

–Wait a minute, wait a minute. How did you guys knew? –said Star.

–Girls, how couldn’t we? You could see it from another dimensión.You always check out other girls when we go to clubs –said Ponyhead. For thefirst time since the talk started, she stand up and floated next to her friend-. Also no offense at all, but you haven’t dated anyone since the demon boy.And he was your only boyfriend, AND it felt kinda fakey.

Star had to admit that was true.

–Yeah i guess i was… kinda forcing myself to like Tom. He isstill a good friend tho, i mean, when he is not a jerk –said Star. She wantedto add “which is not often”, but she decided not to. –And you… i mean, you guys areok with this then?

Ponyhead frowned.

–Well, i am a bit upset that my bestie decided to tell me atthe same time and momento that these other two –she said, and when she realicedhow it sounded, she  enchanged a lookwith Kelly and Starfan13 -.No offense girls, but i am the main Bestie here.

–Right –said Kelly. –And you know Star? The thing is, itdoesn’t really matter what we think? You are who you are. If we haven’t beenaccepting that would have been our problem, not yours. But for the record, weare.

–Big time! –said Starfan13.

Star felt like someone was pumping air in her heart, causeit no longer fitted in her chest.

–Aww girls!

She grabbed her friends and hugged them tighly, as strong asshe could. She didn’t stop until she hear a groan and a snap. She turned pale.

–Uhh, who’s back was that? –she said.

–Mi-mine –breathed Kelly. Star quickle let go of them.

–Sorry Kelly. Got that, super mewman strenght, you know?

Kelly cracked her back in a fast movement. It gave a painful noise, but she could stand taller now.

–No problem, its better now. Kinda.

The air in the room felt lighter, at least for Star. Ormaybe it was just that she could breath a bit easier now.

–So, did you tell her? –said Kelly, trying to find somethingmore to add.

–Who? –asked Star.

–Janna. Did you tell her you like her?

Star became pale as a ghost. Ponyhead and Tad gasped.Starfan13 gasped and fainted, but she landed in the soft rug, so she was ok.

–What.the.ever.loving.Mewni!? –yelled Star. –How could you…possibly… i mean… ugh! I dont even now what i am saying!

Kelly burst into laughter.

–Chill Star, i just guessed it! I mean, she is the only oneof the gang that is not here, isn’t she.

Star wanted to faceplant herself. Mostly cause she didn’tthought about that, but also because she didn’t imagine Kelly was so smart andobserving. You learn something knew everyday, they say. And they are friggingright (whoever “they” are supposed to be).

Ponyhead got close to Star face, almost close enough to gether horn through Star eyeball.

–What the hey girl, now i AM offended! You got a crush andyou didn’t told me! –said Ponyhead, breathing loudly.

–I am sorry Pony, i myself am still trying to process thiswhole… les-bian thing –said Star.

–… the what now?

–That’s the earth Word for woman that like other womens.

–Ok i don’t care about that –said Ponyhead -. Besides, comeon B-fly, couldn’t you get anything better than the bean hat girl? I mean she isnice and everything but a BOMB like you? You could girl any chick you want!What do you even see in her?

Star thought about this. She could explain to Pony aboutJanna. About the way she looked at Star, like she was both the person she knowsmore about, and the greatest mistery in the Universe. The way she laughs,loudly and weird but cute. The way she always knows what to say to get what shewants, or to get Star to smile. She could tell Pony of Janna’s big brown eyesand weirdly shaped hair that she is super sensitive about but that Star thingsits beautiful. She could tell her that Janna is dangerous, and smart, andromantic, and insecure but in a way that she wouldn’t let anyone see but Star.

She could say all of that, but she doesn’t have the guts.Not to tell it to Ponyhead, less of the less to Janna.

Instead, she just sighted and said:

–Janna is Janna.

It didn’t satisface Ponyhead, but it calmed her. They talkeda little more about the matter. About Star and how she found out, about hercrush. But then they talked about everything. They even woke up Starfan13. Shewas devastated but she calmed quickly, still happy about being Star’s only Fan.Kelly enchanged a few reasurring words with her.

After that they went to the party Ponyhead was going to, andcelebrated without a care in the world.

Later that night, when Star was in bed, at no less than sixin the morning, she reflected in what an amazing group of friends she has.

And that Kelly and Starfan13 would make a cute couple. Sheneeded to set them up.

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And here it is.I am happy with how this turned out. But please remember that english is not my first language, but i still hope this is readable!