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remy i feel like there's something about you and the concept of first loves because your ex's to lovers is becoming you vow to love me even as the years pass by
hhhhhhhhhh chels T_T this wasn't on my list of topics to talk abt w my therapist but idk man! maybe we need to add it to the running total T_T
idk though like . idk i don't like first loves? i think (gag) it's like just the thought that someone will stand by u thru everything and choose u again and again and ... again. idk i'm a very sentimental person. oh to be chosen (and to choose), over and over again. it's magical when people choose each other and continue to choose each other right, be it friend or partner or whatever it is
#i am a romantic to say the least. call me a silly little goose for this#idk if what i'm saying is getting conveyed i am always worried abt getting misconstrued#do not worry i'm plenty jaded but what is writing if not to be silly and goofy and fun#but i think i find it easiest to convey this sentiment thru a classic exes to lovers. i am also a huge huge fan of reincarnation plots#but i can't seem to express that in my writing as easily#first loves r fun but realistically i will never be someone's first love so idk and i also don't wanna think abt my own first love HAHA ew#the worst part about this whole exes to lovers shit is that i don't even have an ex that i would willingly get back with#like maybe one situationship but that was traumatizing enough without any labels so#not to psychoanalyze ... myself on main#there's a lot more i could say on how i feel .... but i feel so much and alas there is no time to be wasted on reading all of that#i actually rlly wanna write a reincarnation au soooooo bad#remy rambles
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