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#like they still sometimes miss the mark ANGAHDGD but theyve been rly reassuring and im proud to see how theyve changed since like frosh yr
alltheglowingeyess · 2 years
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#venting in the tags again like a girlboss ->#ive been simultaneously overwhelmingly stessed and completely relaxed at the same time i ahte it#biggest thing is colleges lol yk#i turned in all my ea and rolling stuff which is great#buuuuut now its a waiting game#and a bunch of my friends got back stuff already#or they will get more stuff soon bc of early decision#and i just rly wanna get in somewhere so i can feel like ok. im going somwhere#even tho realistically i think i will bc i have a shit ton of safeties jagdhdh#but my parents have been v helpful w this#like they still sometimes miss the mark ANGAHDGD but theyve been rly reassuring and im proud to see how theyve changed since like frosh yr#but i wish i could talk to my friends abt college stuff yk? tho that would stress them out too so yk#idk tho ive jsut in general started geeling so lonely in my irl friend groups again#like i just feel like everyone has a number 1 person and im usually like back up friend 5 HSGDHSH#its rly jsut specific friends who perpetuate that feeling for me tbh but i think that just spreads to how i feel w everyone#its just me feeling annoying ykyk HDGD like i just feel like i talk too much for someone whose rly unfunny#im pretty sure all of this is just a sign of my mental health hitting That Point again tho#idk if its seasonal stuff or if its just a depressive episode but it ees what it ees#kind of rly realized like oh. i need to chill out bc i had a panic attack while taking a math quiz today liek a girlboss 🏌🏻‍♀️#and idk now im dumping this in the sexy tags of my tumblr posts bc i dont have any irls ig to talk to abt this stuff#n e ways *shimmies back to hell*#<- i think imma use this tag everytime i do some deep self reflection in the tags JAGEHJD PLS#glow gabs
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