#like. we're a big. mostly functioning. partially traumagenic system. of course we have headmates who are good at emotional support
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My existence is a trauma response and I think that shows
#do i have a personality disorder or am i the personality disorder#no but like. the way i act makes a lot more sense when you know why i exist and how i was for the first years#we can all be glad. you didn't know me back then. because i was so much worse and barely self aware#like. i do tend to look at my headmates who deal with this much better and how they do it. but that's just because i see them from an#outside perspective and myself from inside. i don't doubt some of them are just good at hiding their issues by taking care of others#but i'm really not a caring person. nor do i think i'd be good at it. and no one is expecting me to be that#like. we're a big. mostly functioning. partially traumagenic system. of course we have headmates who are good at emotional support#and headmates who. i dunno. do other stuff#if you asked my headmates what positives i bring to our system. they would give you so many cheesy answers#or focus on the fact that when i formed. i did have a protective function that just isn't needed in that form anymore#which i mean. yeah. i guess#-lutz
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