#like... i can reconcile with knowing my genetic lottery was never in my favor | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

thespacesay · 1 year

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it's hard to describe the shape of my grief when I consider how much the actions of - primarily - 3 people and the stress they caused me have disabled me for life. I've lost the ability to do things that bring me joy without debilitating pain flares and a bone deep fatigue.

I just wanted to do a group project with my friends.

#like... i can reconcile with knowing my genetic lottery was never in my favor #i can reconcile with injuries from poor safety or poor luck #but ultimately the harm this group of former friends have caused me will long outlive the time in which I'll know their names #and i never learned why they did what they did - they denied to a one any responsibility #even as they lied to anyone with power and claimed me impossible to work with #as i struggled through the rapid onset of symptoms destroying my life

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