#look at 20 y/o nesi. the growth. the character development. brain full of new issues and worries
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everytime i step out the door i'm like. need to be the sweetest girl while throwing away trash. walking on the pavement. buying groceries. roaming around in the plant store. crossing the road. waiting at the bus stop. on the public transport
#it's got NOTHING to do with how i look. i dont change anything about my appereance#like i dont dress differently or put on make up or any of that#me looking and being sweet. it's only about the vibes. do you get it? stepping outside. thinking i'll be cute and sweet and lovely#this is germany. the possibilities of someone staring at me having hate crimey thoughts is never zero#but i will be sweet and kind and smiley and lovely despite despite despite#cant ruin it for me. cant even ruin it when you call me a name or be rude to me#because you know what i'll do? act like a sweet sad girl in a movie sitting in the bus riding home#sick in the head? me? oh you havent realized?#this is a new town and i'm the main character in it#14 y/o nesi would gag at these tags. girl you need to stop being bitter seriously! it's getting you nowhere#look at 20 y/o nesi. the growth. the character development. brain full of new issues and worries#literally wtf are these midnight thoughts rn. i get the post but wtf are these tags#if ur reading these i'm. sorry i caused a short circuit in your brain#anyways. gonna spray my plants with neem oil rn. changed their soil FINALLY. if the thrip eggs arent gone now#i said anyways and kept talking. fr this time ANYWAYS#nesi rants
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