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#looking at my. um. old instagram stories from like years back 2020 is rlly funny to me
noxtivagus · 1 year
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i'm gna play so much ffxiv when this week ends .
#🌙.rambles#looking at my. um. old instagram stories from like years back 2020 is rlly funny to me#i have always rambled like this. but noooo not the way i used to write 😭😭😭😭😭#THIS EMOJI: 🥺. i used it so much oh my god i know i still use it BUT BACK THEN IT'S SO EMBARRASSING TO LOOK BACK ON T_T#not the double exclamation points then the tilde !!!! is it tilde. i can't remember#this: !!~#the space then the exclamation marks so true. two.#me w belial: >:(( <33#'putting this hear as yo not spam my tumblr' oh dear.#i accidentally deactivated my first tumblr account which.#uh. horrifyingly went through my book phases n the kpop phase n uhm#oh no.. the way i used to send asks to others i swear i was never like. yk purposely trying to sound 'nice'#i really meant it when i said things like 'your writing is so good' blah blah blah but i don't want to think about the phrasing .#back in middle school.. oh no i used to bring around so much paper bcs i just loved to write#pls never ask me what i used to write about. grade 6 was an especially terrifying moment in my lfie. never again.#me with lucifer & sandalphon: i hate coffee i hate angels i hate the sky i hate the color blue i hate wishes i hate wings i hate gbf 😔#i used to be in the free trial of ffxiv yeah. i#i. oh my god that. that brings back even more memories#my ocs.. oh noooooooooo the memories 😭😭😭😭🫶🏼#Oh Yeah i cried when i saw sage alphinaud. he was alrdy my fav then so true my first fav n honestly still my fav :c if i were forced to pick#seeing him grow up made me so happy. & he's the older twin too he's just like me! 🥺 v smart. canonically creative (he draws).#healer to my tank. the white n blue color scheme.. hgkshfksj the long hair n he's so Pretty 🥺🤍#not the elezen bias help. aymeric / alphinaud / haurchefant 🥹#i used to have some anxiety as drk n. yeah a bit timid i think so healing w ast was rlly fun. or blm. but now look at me 🥹🫶🏼#WOAH MY FAV FEMALE CHARA WAS YSAYLE YEAH 🥺🥺🥺 now it's zero. or gaia. or ysayle. yeah those three fr#FUCK NOT THE E12S STRAT OH MY GOD THE MEMORIES#i still memorize all the mechs. optimization too. my rotation too n them the adjusts i'd make n wahhh i miss those times :c#i miss so much i ended up straying from what i was originally gna write#i don't think i rmb my static's voice that well anymore. i slightly rmb princess' french n minari's german n. angus' american accent? n then#there's. just so much n then not to mention the more recent past n then even deeper into my childhood too n then the future.. uwahh 🥹🫶🏼
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