#love syndome III

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I love bad subtitles so much, y'all. @absolutebl Has it become a bad gay in your sight is gonna be my new go to line for whenever the couple fights for absolutely no reason.

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21.03.2023

[zhaozi]

[nevergivingyoupeace]

It’s been awhile.

Dear @taylorswift,

It seems as though the craziness in my life has caught up to me. But instead of writing a memoir of my past 6 months, here’s a brief synopsis. My several back injuries flared up, got diagnosed with Ehlers-Danlos Syndome Type III Hypermobility, struggled a lot (almost failed two classes) through my final semester in high school, got accepted and denied from colleges, slowly progressed through intensive physical therapy, made my college decision (!!!), graduated high school with honors without any braces or KT tape, and upgraded from physical therapy to personal trainer/workouts. And now I’m swept up into 8 weeks until I move into college and begin a whole new chapter. 

It’s scary. I don’t like the unknown. In fact, I hate it. I’m used to having clarity, a plan, a dream. And I just don’t have any of that anymore. I have a hazy, grey cloud of depression and 3 chronic illnesses. I’ve never been for scared in my life for what’s going to happen to me. But, the only thing I’m sure of is that I have you. And that you know what it feels like to feel afraid. Unknown. Lost. Empty. You know what it feels like to have people who think they know you, define you, and all you want to do is run. 

But you taught me to be a fighter, to have an unrelenting strength. I cannot wait for the day that I wake up and I am finally clean. 

Love,

Taylor, from Atlanta

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Currently Airing Ranking

I'm bored, there's no new BL today (the special making of episode for Future does not count) and I wanna do something... so it's time to put the shows I'm watching in order of how much I look forward to them and then letting you judge!

Alright!

Our Dating Sim: Literally everything I could possibly want. Mutual pining, darling soft boys, long term separation and a broken friendship that is going to be rebuilt into something more? Yes. Yesss.

Bed Friend: This show is so good and so much more than I expected and I am thrilled. I love what they're doing and I just hope they can keep it up in the second half.

Destiny Seeker: Also literally everything I could possibly want. Mutual pining with crossed wires and everyone looking at the person that they don't really like? Boys slowly learning to communicate? One boy coming to get the boy who likes him right as he starts to pull away from pining because he's sure it's hopeless? I love this show.

Midnight Museum: Not a BL but I can pretend, right? I like the show, I am absolutely unspookable so this show is just amusing and fun. I look forward to All The Cameos, frankly.

The Promise: I... I like show, okay? I really do. It's got a lot of good moments and, when it's serious, it's very good. I just hope that Phu doesn't get a total pass for leaving and that Nan gets to be mad at him at some point.

Past-Senger: I did not think I was going to like this. But I'm already attached to the boy from the 90s unlearning toxic masculinity and the modern boy who already has a crush on him and the son of his best friend who also has a crush on the modern boy? It's got a lot going for it for me.

Tin Tem Jai: Soft. Look, is anything going to happen here? No. Did the show set it up that way? Yes. I look forward to it but I know what I'm getting into and fully expect most people to get bored of this and drop it before long.

Love Syndome III: Honestly, it's gonna be fucked up and toxic and it already is but the show appears to have embraced that and repeatedly acknowledge how fucked up it is and I don't even mind it. This is what I mean when I talk about enjoying toxic things… I just need to know that it's not being turned into Romance.

Chains of Heart: Do I have any idea what's going on? Only about half the time and that's mostly the half that doesn't matter. But I'm still enjoying it and I want to know more.

All the Liquors: Eh. Expectations went way down for this when KiHoon didn't react to JiYu bringing out the soju but I like the look of the next conflict... even if it won't matter.

Jack o' Frost: Honestly... I dunno. I don't know what I think of this show. It's not bad, it's not good, it's just... there. I am not connecting to anyone in the show, honestly.

A Boss and A Babe: ... Y'all I want to like this show, I really do. But I do not. I truly, utterly... do not. I like the message, I like the concept, but I am not enjoying the execution.

I am always amazed at how @absolutebl manages to order these every week. This took me forever and I kept moving things around. I am so bad at knowing how much I am enjoying things, lol.

(I almost put a poll on this asking y'all to tell me what I'm watching wrong, but that felt... like a bad choice.)