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saph-yells-into-the-void · 2 years

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so- uh

apparently its not normal to have phases in your life where you're just unhealthily obsessed over something and you literally have no control over it or when it comes and goes.

huh. who would've known

#i really shouldve considering that it didn't take me long to realize that im nd #but i find it fascinating that there are people out there that can just- enjoy things normally?#and have a healthy balance between their interests and their private lives?#is that even possible?#cause i've spent the past few months without an obsession and its been some of the worst months in my life in terms of mental health #cause i just feel empty and dissociated all of the time #theres nothing to really make me feel 'alive' yknow? like how a typical obsession would #normally i could get another obsession within a short amount of time that the last one ended #but i couldnt this time since i forcefully ended my last obsession and since it didn't go away naturally #i couldnt get my brain to latch onto another one for a very long time #luckily i finally got a new one tho! istg out of all of the amazing anime i watched in hopes of getting obsessed #it just had to be a kids anime that i've been watching for years #neurodivergent #actually neurodivergent #autism #actually autistic #neurodiverse

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