#made it to about 53% exploration yesterday so we keep going today :3

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!! <3

[insidethehourglass]

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yes

2. You talked to an ex today, correct? No. I mean, I talked to someone I used to date, but I wouldn’t really say she’s my ex.

3. Have you taken someones virginity? Yes

4. Is trust a big issue for you? uhhhhh I don’t know. I feel like it’s not something I think about a lot, but I don’t really trust anybody.

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? I saw my boyfriend yesterday if that counts

6. What are you excited for? Nothing

7. What happened tonight? I saw an old friend and actually left my house

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? No

9. Is confidence cute? I guess. Anything can be cute. I don’t look for confidence, though. I’m not a very confident person.

10. What is the last beverage you had? A chocolate almond-milk milkshake

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? I don’t fully trust anybody

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Yes

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Who knows?

14. What are you going to spend money on next? Food, probably. Like groceries. Or gas.

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yes

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? I have a pretty unstable identity and personality, so probably

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? I don’t know. I feel like I keep certain things from each person in my life.

18. The last time you felt broken? Every day

19. Have you had sex today? Nope

20. Are you starting to realize anything? I.. don’t. know..

21. Are you in a good mood? Uh. I think I’m starting to dissociate. I’m not really understanding my emotions right now

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Not really

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? No

24. What do you want right this second? Nothing? I don’t know.

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? I’d ask if he still wanted to be with me. I’d also ask if maybe we should explore an open relationship. Monogamy really isn’t that big of a deal to me. I think I might be poly-amorous? But if he’d prefer to be with somebody else, and he’d be happier, then that’s what he should do.

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Nope

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? No.

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Lol what is laughter? I actually don’t think I’ve laughed today.

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? I don’t know.

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? No probably not

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? Nope

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? Yes

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Kind of. I drink soda once in awhile, like when I go to the movies. But that’s pretty much it.

34. Listening to? nothing right now

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Yes

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? Mhmm

37. Do you believe in love at first sight? I don’t know. I fell for my current boyfriend pretty much right away

38. Who did you last call? Shit. I don’t know.

39. Who was the last person you danced with? Fuck dancing. Gross.

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? Oh boy.. I don’t know.

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? No

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Probably

44. Do you tan in the nude? I don’t tan, but if I did, probably not.

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? No

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Kind of. I texted him goodnight right before I fell asleep

47. Who was the last person to call you? A collection’s agency.. for unpaid medical bills

48. Do you sing in the shower? Usually

49. Do you dance in the car? No

50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yes

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Fuck this question. December.

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? No, I love musicals

53. Is Christmas stressful? I think it’s overrated

54. Ever eat a pierogi? Yes

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Blueberry. Or apple.

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Artist, singer, author, doctor

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yes

59. Take a vitamin daily? No

60. Wear slippers? nope

61. Wear a bath robe? nope

62. What do you wear to bed? I usually sleep naked. Or just topless, or just bottomless

63. First concert? Kelly Clarkson

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target

65. Nike or Adidas? Neither

66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Fritos are vegan!

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Sunflower seeds

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? All Too Well

69. Ever take dance lessons? yes

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Not really

71. Can you curl your tongue? No

72. Ever won a spelling bee? No, but I got close

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Maybe once, but I don’t think so

74. What is your favorite book? Wintergirls. Or Frankenstein

75. Do you study better with or without music? Depends

76. Regularly burn incense? Yes

77. Ever been in love? yes

78. Who would you like to see in concert? Evanescence, Paramore again, Tonight Alive..

79. What was the last concert you saw? Was it really Paramore? 4 years ago? It actually might have been.

WAIT. No, I saw some concert with a date back in like September. I don’t remember who it was.

80. Hot tea or cold tea? What kind of monster would make me choose?

81. Tea or coffee? Tea

82. Favorite type of cookie? just chocolate chip

83. Can you swim well? I guess

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes

85. Are you patient? Lol no

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? A band, I think. Yeah, a band

87. Ever won a contest? Yes

88. Ever have plastic surgery? no

89. Which are better black or green olives? black

90. Opinions on sex before marriage? I think it’s stupid to marry someone you didn’t have sex with. Some people just aren’t compatible sexually. That’s not something I’d want to find out after I got married.

91. Best room for a fireplace? No opinion

92. Do you want to get married? yeah. I mean I think so