#malva malqir
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How do I get over this
#ffxiv#I tried distracting myself with side quests and job switching but it only makes me sad#how do I keep playing when I know that he won't be there#and his chair will always be empty from now on#I was so happy to go to Ishgard because yay more screentime for my bestie#though I should have known after everything that happened in ARR#someone in the chat called this cutscene the sprout rite of initiation and yeah that tracks#they also said that he's supposed to have a grave somewhere?#I'm gonna find it and cry my eyes out again#when I'm strong enough to return to the game#goodbye bestie you were too good for this world#or maybe I'm just too sensitive because processing loss irl and in my little escapist game is too much at the same time#I must write a fix-it fic or something#malva malqir
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Adventuring with my monochrome gal
#ffxiv#ok this game is a lot#everything happens everywhere#but I enjoy figuring it out#and I don't even have to grind to progress the main story so that's nice#I expected so much grind because of how mmos are#now I need normal looking outfits instead of whatever I get for leveling up#malva malqir
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[Brandon Sanderson, from Alcatraz Versus the Knights of Crystallia]
She started as one my happiest characters and now she has depression
#ffxiv#I even switched to the dark knight to reflect this#I was listening to this book while leveling the knight bc haha a silly children's book can't hurt me#and then this quote hit me like a train#my poor lizard has been through so much already that I'm afraid to touch the next expansion#malva malqir
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