#mama falin speaks

[mamafalin]

I’d like to take some time to give some love to other polyamorous people in the agere community.

Shout out to polyamorous littles; those with multiple caregivers they’re in romantic relationships with in big space, those with multiple QPP’s, those with relationships with their regressor siblings.

Shout out to polyamorous caregivers; those with multiple regressors, or other caregivers, or QPP’s in their life.

We have a lot of love to give and I’m so proud of you for making it to today to continue giving it. 💕

[mobblespsycho100]

👍psychoanalyze ur kabru playlist now boy

yes I shall #1 boykisser... 🫡

ask game thing

anyway formatting the last post was kinda hell for me. which is why I'll do the same exact formatting for this one...

(rambling all over the place is commencing)

1. Valley of The Dolls by MARINA

baby. where do i freaking begin.

"In the valley of the dolls, we sleep" -> his adoptive mother, Milsiril, is a big fan of collecting dolls. Like, plushies of everything. She animates them to fight, but they're also there to soothe her. She also adopts a lot of children from short-lived races who don't have a family and she got allegations that she treats them all like her dolls lmao... I mean she kind of does in the sense that they're all precious to her. She does respect their autonomy but uhhh still living with such a doting and overbearing/overprotective mother makes u wanna break outta the dollhouse the cage . be free . hashtag transgenderism also gosh im getting off topic . anyway i bet Kabru slept with a lotta those dolls. in his comfy bed . that he left behind because hes not abt that life mama he wanna see the world and save it and get killed in dungeons. boy.

"Got a hole inside of me / Living with identities / That do not belong to me" -> Grouping these lyrics together because it makes sense for my twisted narrative i mean my very real and based takes. Anyway, he's got a hole inside of him the void in his heart (in his mind) and thats why. his autism and ptsd masking swag. thats as eloquent as i can put it. theres a lot more i can say though

"In my life, I got this far" -> He survived the tragedy of Utaya his hometown . the bloodbath because of the dungeon. It has to be for a purpose ™ . It's because he has to save the world from suffering the same fate and it's his burden to bear it's his purpose it was why he survived (the survivor's guilt... goodness man. trauma processing of all time. :[ )

"Now I'm ready for the last hoorah" -> boy . letting these panels speak for itself. putting it under the cut because spoilers for the peeps seeing this maintagged and they're not caught up with manga .

yeah boy hes falling. fallen. uhm. in the pit. Ready for the last hoorah in this case like. yeah 🤣 just leaving it up to laios (Liar . kabru and mithrun dungeon adventure speedrun)

"Dying like a shooting star" -> guy keeps dying. not even like a shooting star really. well. ig hes going out in style somewhat id getting crushed by Falin's chimera dragon claw counts as shooting star style

2. Lip Sinking by The Hoosiers

We all know Sash does not play about The Hoosiers which is why I have 26 damn The Hoosiers songs on there I should get awarded tbh .

Now Lip Sinking is really good because it's another one of those scammer / masking guy anthems i keep talking about. These lyrics in Verse 5 in particular is really easy to match to Kabru's character moment™ though, so let's break it down.

"I float above my body" -> Common depersonalization experience. For trauma reasons, Kabru probably feels like this a lot sometimes but specifically in this scene...

(apologies for no alt text peeps . but this is the friendship confession scene for those in the know if it hasnt loaded in yet)

anyway, back to the show (psychoanalyzing Kabru) . I think this disconnect with his words VS his thoughts and his heart is so real. Like. seeing urself out of ur body is again a depersonalization thing, and idk if hes feeling depersonalization in this moment specifically but he was really out of it and in a sort of , scrambled and intensely anxious state. His usually calm and cool persona slash facade is Crumbling and man he hates that .

"Must be out of my mind / Cos I watch myself / Getting it wrong everytime" -> He's like. man what the hell am I saying

letting the page speak for itself again because It's like. its there i mean its in tha text what am I supposed to dissect hes dissecting himself already 🤭😭 okay. 'What am I saying' 'I can't find the words' so true man idk what the hell im saying either rn

"I can't tell you how I'm really feeling" -> because he doesn't know his own emotions. He thinks he does, he has been so good at controlling them and like being fake about what he's truly feeling in his heart, adjusting his personality for others' sake. So they trust him, believe in him, listen to him. But for Laios, how does he even say anything? Before this, the words just spilling out, he didn't even know how he felt about Laios. It sounds ridiculous even to himself and that's why he clamps his mouth afterwards but indeed it Is what he was truly feeling all along... (and then Laios thinks he's lying and hes like "NO BITCH!!!? what?!!!?! im being vulnerable and honest rn?!?" )

"Cuz I'm just lip-syncing" -> for so long that's what he's been doing. lip syncing, saying things he doesn't really mean to influence others' perception of him... but this time his mouth moved faster than his mind racing with thoughts. that he's able to convey what he truly wanted all along and finally admit to himself and his own consciousness. like. aaaahgh. man hes so special to meeee....

bonus: the outro's lyrics is rlly good aha. he can finally say what he actually feels... he can be #real.

3. Allies or Enemies by The Crane Wives

This one is . a lot of vibes I think.

"Are we allies or enemies? / This will be the death of me / This will be the death of me" -> He legit says this to Laios . like hes still wondering if they're allies or enemies . Technically he doesn't want them to be enemies. he's cautious but he knows Laios isn't really a bad guy but like, his mind just keeps fixating on Laios and the steps he takes to get the dungeon under control so. hes desperately trying to figure it out because goodness this guy is so. waugh

"All is fair in love and war, but I can't fight with you anymore / This will be the death of me" -> his mental conflict is sooo tasty to me. like . all is fair in love and war !!! any method is justifiable !!! means justifies the ends but also he understands that in the end he can't fully wrap his head around Laios' love of monsters but he knows that Laios will be the one to conquer the dungeon because he also loves his family. He can't fight with him anymore and he can't "kill" him anymore because somehow this man has wormed his way in. well, he never wanted him dead in the first place but I find that he often thinks about killing him to save humanity from his... well. freakishness (complimentary) (concerning sometimes) ;;; but in the end Kabru lets him go and is willing to trust and support Laios till the end ... also once again the repetitiveness of "this will be the death of me" because he's stressed as helll!!!!

"What happens now, do we have another go?" -> I think this is post-Marcille being talked down out of being dungeon lord . Kabru's probably like ok so now what. well. Laios goes its my turn with the dungeon lording 😭😭 (and shit goes down) (but its okay he got it covered)

"Do we bow out and take our seperate roads?" -> Now this is probably when they're (the whole gang) is like "WHERE'S LAIOS DID HE DIE?" no he lives guys its fine. and namari toshiro and kabru run at him in relief. wauh. and also ofc the whole people coming together to eat faligon meat and save Falin ... yippeee... so yeah they don't go seperate roads because Kabru is like yeah imma be Laios' pr manager . #royaladvisor . sticking with him fr fr

"I'll admit I had my doubts / But I want to be let in, not out / But I want to be let in, not out" -> again the repetition ... of him wanting to help. I've mostly been talking abt how this entire song is Kabru's conflicted thoughts @ Laios but this can also be Kabru lending a helping hand to Mithrun at the end of everything. Because he's the one to like help Mithrun realize that there is a purpose to living and like . new desires and ppl who care abt him... but also yeah Kabru "i want to be let in, not out" because he wants to help out Laios with running the new kingdom instead of being in the background again and being ignored ahhaa he wants to be friends for real (and maybe even . lovers. lets go gay people)

ANYWAYYY YEAH THATS THE END WOOOOO idk how to close this out. happy belated birthday kabru and ty juno for sending this in ajshjdhsb :33 ♡

[mamafalin]

Hello there fledgelings! I’ve found something today!

The official Dungeon Meshi website has been posting coloring pages of the different monsters alongside every episode.

If you can’t read Japanese, you press the button underneath the image to get the page.

As far as I can tell there’s no real spoilers other than what the monsters look like, and they’re in a simplified style so they’re fairly easy to color.

Have fun, babies!! 💕

[mamafalin]

Okay, little beans! Here is the fridge:

I’d love if you could share with me some art you’ve made so I can put it up on the fridge!! It can be drawings, coloring pages, or even photos if you’re comfy with that! (But please practice internet safety, no personal info!)

I’d also love if other carers who wanted their own fridge reblogged this post if you would like the littles who follow you to send you stuff to put on the fridge~

[mamafalin]

Helooo I am new here (tumblr included) and am looking for sum safe spaces and cool people to talk 2 and u seem super cool!

Awh, well thank you little one!! I try to make this blog as safe and comfortable a place as possible, so that is good to hear!

I suppose it's also good to hear that I'm 'cool' too, hehe~

[mamafalin]

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Heloo... Nic meetin yous..

Hello! It's very nice to meet you too~!!

[mamafalin]

hello ms. falin, it's very nice to meet you!! i wanted to color you a sticker to add to your fridge if that's alright. it's the last dungeon meshi thursday for the season, but i'm very excited!! i hope you're having a wonderful day!/night!! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

Thank you, little owlet!! I love this sticker a lot! You did a very good job coloring the red dragon!

I'll go ahead and put it riiiight... here!

[mamafalin]

Hello there, little fledgling. Oh, yes, you’ve been playing for a while, and I see you’re having so much fun with your stuffie friends! But mama needs to tuck you in to bed.

Oh, I know, I know you want to stay up. But you’ll be grumpy and sick if you don’t come up to bed. You’re not tired? Hehe, but I saw a tiny yawn just now! Come here, baby, let me scoop you up into my arms and I’ll carry you up into your nest.

Here you go, all nice and cozy in your nest here. You’ve got your blankie, you’ve got your favorite stuffie, and you’ve got plenty of nice and soft pillows. Mama made sure to make your nest comfortable so her little fledgling could get a good night’s sleep.

… hm? What’s that? You want me to stay here with you? Ohh, so mama can protect you from the monsters in the dark. Okay, sweetheart. Mama will stay with you. You can curl up under me— I know, I’m very soft! Get nice and cozy.

Goodnight, fledgling. Sweet dreams. 💕

[mamafalin]

moffs are super cute!!! luv dem too. i tink my favrit moff is the pink and yellow kind :O bu all of em are pretty an fluffy !! i dunno what my favrit bug is but we went and saw like a thousand butterflies at a botical garden!!!! sooo cool. i like prayin mantisis too :oo

the sweet treat part made me giggle. an now i wanna bake somethin later!! dunno wat yet..

🦦🍡

Oh, you're right!! This moth is sooo cute!!!

They remind me a bit of lemonade colors! So bright and colorful~!!

Oh, butterflies are always very pretty too, and praying mantis look so graceful and cool!

If I may make a suggestion, cookies are always good, and it's easy to make many different kinds! Put all sorts of fixin's in there, you could make a cookie out of just about anything...

[mamafalin]

hi mama papa falin!!! im watchin dungen meshi again!!! is a special interest for me, an u seem super nice and i wanna read a book about bugs together :OO andd this is my firs time messging but im in a systm too an been wwnting to say hi!! i hope you hab a really good day.

can i be 🦦 (otter) cuz ima otter pup?? :o or like 🦦🍡 (otter dango)

Well hello there!! I'm very happy that you're watching dunmeshi again, it's always good to watch something comfy, no matter what sort of day you're having.

Oh, I love bugs!! If you want to hear about my favorite bug, I think it would have to be moths. They're very pretty and fluffy! They look like they're very cozy to cuddle with, hehe.

I'm having an alright day so far! It's a bit late into my evening so I'm relaxing after a good meal.

I'll put you down as 🦦🍡 anon, pup! A cute baby otter who's also a sweet treat!

[mamafalin]

You know, it only just occurred to me to double-check that I had my ask box and submissions turned on…!

That’s embarrassing! But it should be fixed now~

[mamafalin]

Thinking of posting a stock image of a fridge and letting littles send me drawings and coloring pages for me to hang up… would that be a cute idea?

[mamafalin]

I didn’t mean to put out of touch Thursday on here, but it was funny for a moment!

[mamafalin]

Good morning little peeps!!

Please make sure to have a good breakfast this morning so you can work and play. Grains and proteins will help keep your tummy full for longer til lunchtime!

[mamafalin]

I should use a queue because I’m uncertain how much content is in the dunmeshi agere tags, but it’s a lot more processing to go through the queue. On mobile they make instant reblogs so easy, just press and hold and ding! It’s done!

[mamafalin]

Hello little fledglings!!

I haven’t been on much the past few days as we’ve been a tad busy. Rest assured we’re still here! Just have been taking care of a few important life things. Nothing to worry your tiny selves about.

Please be sure to have a cup of water before bed for me, sweetheart. I love you very much. 💕