#manipulating anyone anymore with just. yknow. being myself. and i'm coming out of my shell more | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

flowercrowngods · 1 year

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hi my inbox is full of so much love and affection right now and i swear i am not ignoring anyone, i see all your "you make me happy" asks and your cat pics and your "i hope you have a wonderful day" messages but i swear i'm not ignoring you, i'm just gonna bask in them a little longer 🥰🤍

#just thought i would mention that i am not annoyed by any of you or ignoring you or anything #and also it is crazy that i am. wild take incoming but uh. that i can be someone to some people again without uh panic or nausea #it's been a journey (a wild and long and hard journey) but some of you have made me into someone for yourselves and that thought is not #as scary or overwhelming as it would have been in november when i made this account as a fresh start after uh.#manipulation and gaslighting and being abandoned. yknow the usual #and uh. i can say 'i love you' back again (in that platonic way). it's still mostly ily instead of the real deal but!!! i dont feel like i'#manipulating anyone anymore with just. yknow. being myself. and i'm coming out of my shell more #just some uh introspection here after (and among) weeks of depression idk it's not all bad and depression doesn't diminish the progress #and i'm realising that in this second and i know following this blog is probably like a rollercoaster and still feel like the most annoying #person on tumblr but!!! i can say 'ily'. and i can be affectionate. and i'm just gonna focus on that some more tonight :3 #and i'm gonna bask in all the love in my inbox. and look at all y'all's kitties 🤍 i am rambly but i am making this space for myself #and i let myself take it. and i let that be okay. and for now that's enough ✨#(okay dio out. flower for you 🌷)

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