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lost-your-memory · 8 years

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100 questions

So I was tagged by @writerinthedarkabyss so here’s my take at this. 1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

Nope

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

I’m not sure I’m there yet but I will forgive them, eventually.

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

My six cats, wanting food

4: What’s something you really want right now?

Peace of mind would be nice

5: Are you afraid of falling in love?

Not afraid no, but certainly not looking forward too. It’s a mess.

6: Do you like the beach?

It’s a tricky question. I love the sea and the ocean but I don’t like sand beaches. I’m all for cliffs with nice edges.

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

Yeah, in every meaning of the term.

8: What’s the background on your cell?

A Supercorp picture, I changed my theme recently and I haven’t find a nice Supercat one yet.

9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?

Mine, my sister’s, my grand mother’s and an hotel’s one.

10: Do you like your phone?

HELL YEAH, I bought it for the camera and it’s LIT.

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

Ah. No.

12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?

Probably the one of a Tumblr buddy, to chat on Whatsapp

13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?

Rottweiler. I don’t like tiny yappy dog.

14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

Emotional pain. I am pretty insensitive when it comes to physical pain and it doesn’t last. Emotional pain leaves invisible scars that never heals.

15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?

Both is good but it depends of what kind of museum, to be honest.

16: Are you tired?

I just woke up but it’s going to be a long day ...

17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?

Forever.

18: Are they a relative?

Yeah, it’s my mother. She’s my savior.

19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?

Been there, done that, never again.

20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

A few weeks ago but it was a bet and it didn’t mean anything, we just laughed.

21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?

Nope. I don’t believe in marriage and anywa, if I’m happy without, then no.

22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

I wouldn’t mind, since it was a bet. She’s a great kisser.

23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?

Just my watch, if it counts.

24: Is there a certain quote you live by?

“Ne prenez pas la vie au sérieux ; de toute façon, vous n'en sortirez pas vivant.” - Bernard Fontenelle (Roughly translated into English : Don’t take like too seriously, you won’t get out alive no matter what)

25: What’s on your mind?

Domestical chores, Supercat prompts, a thesis I need to finish and thoughts about getting a job.

26: Do you have any tattoos?

None.

27: What is your favorite color?

Navy blue

28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?

Whenever it happens, I guess

29: Who are you texting?

I’m not texting at the moment but I’m part of a supercat groupchat and they are all awesome.

30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?

Uh ... I think so? Either a couch or the floor next to one.

31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?

Story of my life.

32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?

I do.

33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?

I have literally NO IDEA.

34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

Yeah, it happens on a regular basis. I don’t know why, my eyes are pretty much ordinary.

35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?

I would totally cheer.

36: Were you single on Valentines Day?

Yeah

37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?

Friend is a big word but yeah we get along.

38: What do your friends call you?

Gane.

39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?

UGH. PEOPLE.

40: Have you ever cried over a text?

Uh ... Maybe, but if I did it was good tears.

41: Where’s your last bruise located?

Around my left knee.

42: What is it from?

I bumped into the side of a door. It hurts.

43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?

Two months ago I think, when I went through something of a depression.

44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?

My sister, I was telling her where to wait so I could pick her up.

45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?

Yes, an old pair of All Stars blue Converses that I have for like 8 years now.

46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?

I only wear a hat in summer, to protect my head from the sun.

47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?

Buh. No idea. Probably not?

48: Do you make supper for your family?

I can’t really be trusted in a kitchen, aside for making desserts or breakfast.

49: Does your bedroom have a door?

What kind of question is that. Yeah.

50: Top 3 web-pages?

Tumblr, AO3 and probably Deezer or Google Doc at the moment.

51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?

Myself. Unless it’s for books or video games.

52: Does anything on your body hurt?

I have a sore leg and backpain but it’s nothing abnormal for me.

53: Are goodbyes hard for you?

Nah. It usually means I’m going to enjoy coming back.

54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?

Uh ... Water, I think? Or orange juice maybe.

55: How is your hair?

Clear brown, with lighter strands here and there. Not long but not pixie short either.

56: What do you usually do first in the morning?

Groan. Check my phone. Groan again. Force myself to get up and then have breakfast.

57: Do you think two people can last forever?

I don’t, not in this world anyway.

58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?

I was 16 ... Probably not, then.

59: Green or purple grapes?

Both is good.

60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?

I a few weeks maybe, when I will see my grandma again.

61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?

Nah I like where I am but I wouldn’t mind being traveling the world.

62: When will be the next time you text someone?

Probably this afternoon, going to pick up the sister again.

63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?

In front of my computer, writing or pretending to do so.

64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.

Having breakfast with my mother.

65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

Yeah. I wasn’t single then.

66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

If cats count, then yes. If not, probably my mother.

67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?

Not yet but it’s still early.

68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

I was honored and excited about an upcoming collaboration.

69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

Yep, story of my life.

70: How many windows are open on your computer?

Right now, 8 but it’s because I’m doing research.

71: How many fingers do you have?

I don’t care what they say, thumbs are fingers so 10.

72: What is your ringtone?

My phone is on vibrate mode all the time.

73: How old will you be in 5 months?

Still 25, on the verge of turning 26.

74: Where is your Mum right now?

Downstairs, getting started with the chores.

75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?

Because life happened. She’s still around as a dear friend tho.

76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?

Oof, yeah.

77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?

Unfortunately no. Well, some of them are still around but the most important ones left.

78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?

... IRL crush, yeah. Virtual crushes, like too many to remember no.

79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?

Nope.

80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

Yes but I usually do the spooning.

81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?

Four or five, something like that.

82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

Yes and two people actually tried to steal mine.

83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?

... Uh ... I don’t know.

84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?

My friends or my sister and her boyfriend, they are the party people around.

85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?

I would care and I would try to help until I’m forced to remove myself from the picture. It happened and well, it’s okay to put yourself first sometimes. You have to.

86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?

I was with a kid and she was scared so she climbed onto my lap and cuddled with me. It was sweet.

87: Who was your last received call from?

My mom, to tell me to get downstairs. She is downstairs.

88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?

This is sick and no.

89: What is something you wish you had more of?

Hum. Wisdom.

90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?

Yeah.

91: Do you sleep with your window open?

Hell no, not even in summer, mosquitos are MEAN.

92: Do you get along with girls?

Oh gosh.

93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?

Nope, not anymore.

94: Does sex mean love?

That’s hilarious. No.

95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?

... Again, no, since it was a bet and I actually like the girl.

96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?

No.

97: Did you sleep alone this week?

If cats count, then no but if not, yeah I slept alone.

98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?

Yeah, cats and books and musics and sometimes, just looking by the windows can cheer me up.

99: Do you believe in love at first sight?

No.

100: Who was the last person that you pinky promised?

What am I, 5? Alright, that was looong and hard. I’m tagging @catherinegrant, @2009121723 and @lenaluthhor and of course anyone else who want to play ♥

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spiffysixxsense · 7 years

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1-100 go!!!

Sunrise or sunset? The only reason I see a sunrise is because I have been up all night, so I guess sunsets

Are you mentally ill? Oh god here we go

Are you physically ill? I don’t think so, I just take shitty care of myself

What is the most expensive thing you have bought? Concert tickets

Do you have a job? Technically? even though Im off until next May

Are you in school? Yes :(

Are you a dropout? not yet

Are you in college? yes

Introvert or extrovert? Introverted to the point it impedes my life.

What do you think when you look at your body? “I wish…” something about changing it.

What have others said when they look at your body? How would I know? Probably like ‘that girl shouldn’t be wearing a bikini’

Do you have a particular song that you feel deeply? Lots.

Talk about a time in your life where you have felt most alive? i have no idea. probably doing something as a kid.

Are you confident wearing a bikini? lol i answered that other question before seeing this one - no.

Can you look people in the eyes while talking? Sure.

Has anything terrible happened to you? Yes.

Has anything wonderful happened to you? I guess.

Favorite part of your personality? I am not easily offended

Least favorite part of your personality? All of it? I’m depressed im anxious im insecure im stubborn im easily angered im moody im dependent im clingy

Favorite part of your body? I don’t have an answer for this in a physical manner, so my favorite part is that it still functions through what it has been through (And what I put it through)

Least favorite part of your body? Stomach I guess? I don’t like any part of me.

Favorite quote? “What is normal for the spider is chaos for the fly”

Do you have friendships with all genders? Sure

Do you have a good relationship with your father? I guess

Do you have a good relationship with your mother? Now, yes.

Do you have a good relationship with your siblings? This implies i have siblings.

Have you ever been hurt physically or mentally by a family member? Yes.

Have you ever had a near death experience? I don’t think so. Car accidents, yes, but my injuries were not that serious.

Do you know anyone who has taken their own life? Yes. Both personal & followings.

Have you ever tried to take your own life? Yes & no. Ive committed harm to myself with suicidal thoughts, but I feel like if I 100% knew I wanted to end my life I would have. There was always doubt.

Biggest lie you have told? “Yeah, Im okay, just tired”

Do you follow any conspiracies? I love conspiracy theories but usually don’t believe them

Do you believe in a New World Order? I believe in the possibility.

Do you respect your government and the way your country is run? Oh man you can tell these are questions for a worldwide audience. NO.

Is there currently any strife in your country? Listen to a Trump speech.

Have you ever been displaced within your country? Not on an individual level.

Are your friendships healthy? sure?

Are you currently fighting with a friend? No but I also don’t have many friends.

Are you jealous of a friend? Why? Im jealous of anyone who isnt me honestly.

Do you believe in the Illuminati? Why the hell not.

Do you think any celebrities are associated with the Illuminati? Who? Probably (Im looking at you Beyonce lol)

How can people tell you are nervous? Im sweating, sorry everyone, I keep my answers brief if spoken to.

How can people tell you are sad? Im quiet. im angry sounding

Do you ever express your true feelings? No.

Regrets in your life? Not trying harder or participating when I could.

Achievements in your life? Im still here?

What did people say about you in school? I don’t think people said anything. I kinda didnt exist.

What did you say about people in school? Again, not much, I had my group of friends and tended to stick with them and only them.

Is there something you have never told anyone? Sure

Have you committed an illegal act? Ive smoked pot?

If you had two days to spend one million dollars how would you spend it? Pay my tuition and then still owe money

What were your aspirations at age 5, 10, 15, 18? Probably to like pet cats? To be a scientist, to be dead probably, then to go to college? I didnt want to but felt like i had to.

Describe your first kiss? Was it how you imagined? I am sure i imagined some romantic thing but it was just in his doorway as I left his house.

Growing up were you in a wealthy, average, or low income household? Average.

Are you from a broken marriage? im from a broken never-married

Have you been raised by a solo parent? No, I lived with both parents until i was 17.

Do you know both your parents? yes

What colour eyes, hair and skin do you have? Brown, Brunette, white.

Have you abused drugs or alcohol? No.

What languages can you speak? English

Do you conform to your societies standards? Not really.

Do you cry often? Yes

Do you tell people what you think of them? No, but I don’t talk to many people to have an opinion of.

Are you comfortable accepting compliments? No

Are you comfortable giving compliments? Sure

Is any mental illness hindering your life? Uhm every single fucking day of my life.

Is any physical illness hindering your life? I guess my vertigo prevents me from going in things that move? ie roller coasters, boats

Do you keep up with current events? Not really. Just from social media

What’s the latest news in the world you have heard/read? Trump being an asshole, what else is new

What have you done today? Studied a little but got distracted by this lol

Do you sleep well? Once i am asleep, I sleep fine. falling asleep is the problem.

Do you sleep badly? ^^

Have you ever hurt anyone because you were hurting? All the time

Has anyone ever hurt you because they were hurting? Maybe?

Have you ever had to end a friendship/relationship? Why? No, people always end their relationship/friendship with me. I dont blame them

Have you ever stopped someone from hurting themselves? I have tried.

Has anyone ever stopped you from hurting yourself? Not really? Like in the moment? no, nobody ever knew.

Do you like your laugh? Its fine.

Are you preparing for an apocalypse? And what kind? No, let it kill me

Do you have any funny family stories? ‘funny’? not really. I have a second cousin? Who is a doctor and for some reason has had an ongoing joke since I was little that he is going to remove my spleen? is that funny?

Are you religious? No.

Do you like to watch true crime shows or movies? #CriminalMinds #RIPWalker

Are you interested in cults? They are interesting but Im not exactly looking into joining one? lol

Would you like to raise a family in your country? No but i will never have the courage to leave

List some things you wanted in your childhood but never got? family stability

Is there a large age gap between you and a sibling? I don’t have any siblings.

Are you from a blended family? No. just a broken one.

Do you believe in marriage? Why/Why not? Yes, because nobody else in my life does.

What is the nicest thing anyone has said to you? Calling me strong? saying I dont give up? Like i give up every day and everything affects me, Im not strong

Do you keep a journal? As a kid i did.

Would anyone be hurt by reading it? no, but don’t tell Jacob I had a crush on him in 5th grade

Do you have children? No

Have you been pregnant? No

List your favorite movies? A Beautiful Mind, Memento, The Breakfast Club, Dr. Strange.

List your favorite people? @x-i-a-t & @reddragon8000

Talk about the birthmarks and scars on your body? I think I have a birth mark on my hip thats very faint, and all of my scars have honestly faded at this point that they are basically gone.

Do you look after yourself? Not at all lol

Do you put yourself or others first? others.

Are you happy today? Im not extra sad, so Im as close as i can get.

Are you loved? I think so.

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wlwfiend · 6 years

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oc questions

Red - What makes you angry?

Mallory – People who are purposefully mean just for the sake of it, and people who are rude to animals. Also, being interrupted when I’m in the middle of something.

Emily – Everything.

Lola – I feel angry when I think about my past. I’m not angry at anyone other than myself for screwing up what could’ve been a perfect life. I also really can’t stand it when others tell me to just get over it. If I could’ve ‘gotten over it’ by now, I would.

Maroon - What are you most passionate about?

Mallory – Reading and art!

Emily – I’m not really passionate about anything. Maybe psychology, but it’s not like I’d ever be able to pursue that passion.

Lola – Food, definitely, but I also am very passionate about having a positive impact on the world.

Ruby - Would you consider yourself impulsive or reckless?

Mallory – I can be. I really should be more like Lola in that regard…

Emily – Yes. If I wasn’t so impulsive, maybe I’d be better by now.

Lola – Not really. I think before I do.

Brick - What are some things you dislike?

Mallory – Public speaking, being ignored, and my depression, to name a few.

Emily – Ensure. Fuck those stupid drinks.

Lola – My eating disorder, horror movies, hot weather, and the state of our country.

Rose - Would you consider yourself a romantic person?

Mallory – Yes! I dream about love a lot. I really hope I can find a girlfriend one day!

Emily – No. No, no, no, no.

Lola – Hmm, maybe. I haven’t been in a relationship since I was fourteen, but perhaps if I was in a relationship today I would be romantic. I just can’t see myself loving anyone until I’m able to love myself.

Redwood - How tall are you?

Mallory – 5’5. It’s funny because I’m younger than Emily but so much taller than her! It’s kind of cute, though.

Emily – 5’1. My growth was stunted. Also, fuck Lola and Mallory for making fun of my height.

Lola – 5’8. Sometimes I’m scared that I’ll step on Emily.

Wine - What is your opinion on alcohol? (and does it exist in your world?)

Mallory – I don’t think I’ll ever drink. It really messed up Emily…

Emily – I’m a drunkorexic, what do you think I’m going to say?

Lola – I have no interest in drinking. I never saw the appeal.

Orange - What are some of your comfort foods?

Mallory – Pancakes. I miss being able to eat them.

Emily – Food is the opposite of comforting to me.

Lola – Ice cream is my ultimate comfort food because it tastes good and isn’t a pain to purge. Before my ED, it was burgers.

Spice - Do you like to cook? Do you cook often?

Mallory – I can’t cook for the life of me.

Emily – No.

Lola – Yes, I love to cook. I make food for me Mallory all the time – I know it’s comforting to her to have food made by someone she knows so I can tell her the exact contents. I wish I could cook for Emily, but she’s scared I’m lying to her about the calorie content.

Peach - Are you generally a gentler and soft-spoken person or a louder and rougher person?

Mallory – Soft-spoken. I don’t like talking very much.

Emily – I’m not loud, but I can be aggressive. (Emily can be very loud and aggressive, especially when someone tries to help her. I mean, the first time Mallory saw Emily was when Em was screaming at a nurse.)

Lola – I’m in the middle, I think, but I lean more towards soft spoken.

Honey - Have you ever considered marrying someone? What is your opinion on marriage in general?

Mallory – I would love to get married – It’s one of my main motivations to get better.

Emily – I don’t think I’ll ever get married or fall in love. Love is bullshit.

Lola – I’m afraid of commitment.

Sandstone - Who in your life has been the most healing for you?

Mallory – Emily and Lola, definitely. They’re the first friends I’ve ever had, and they’re so understanding and sweet to me… I don’t know what I would do without them.

Emily - …Tristian.

Lola – It sounds silly, but my dog. He makes me so happy.

Yellow - Are you an optimist or a pessimist?

Mallory – I’m not sure… A pessimist, I guess.

Emily – What do you think? I’m a pessimist. I think anyone who’s as fucking depressed as me is. Except maybe Lola, but she’s weird.

Lola – I try to be optimistic, but it’s hard.

Safety - What is the most traumatic experience in your life?

Mallory – (Spoiler for her story lol)

Emily – (She doesn’t like to talk about it, but it’s when she was sexually assaulted.)

Lola – I’m lucky that I haven’t gone through anything too traumatic. I feel so awful for Emily, though - she’s so young and she’s been through hell.

Sunshine - Are you a more active or lazy person?

Mallory – I’m not active.

Emily – I used to be… now I’m too exhausted to do anything.

Lola – I’m an obsessive exerciser. I played sports constantly when I was younger, and now I exercise as another way of purging. So, I’m pretty active.

Blue - Are you a creative person? How do you like to be creative?

Mallory – I would say I am! I love to draw and write, but I’m not a very good writer…

Emily – No.

Lola – I like to paint sometimes, but I’m not that great at it. Definitely not as good as Mallory.

Sky - What is your favorite time of the day?

Mallory – I like the early morning.

Emily – Night.

Lola – The evening is always nice.

Denim - What is your fashion style?

Mallory – I wear a lot of dark and oversized clothes. Maybe if I didn’t hate my body I’d wear more color, but…

Emily – I only wear leggings and t-shirts.

Lola – I love winter-y fashion, and a lot of neutral colors. I mostly wear brown and beige sweaters along with overall dresses.

Teal - What makes you feel most at peace?

Mallory – Being alone in my room, reading. Bonus points if I have candles lit.

Emily - …I haven’t felt at peace in a long time.

Lola – Going on long walks with my dog.

Turquoise - Are you good at communicating your feelings?

Mallory – I’m getting better at it!

Emily – Not in a good way. I either bottle things up or I have full on breakdowns and angry fits.

Lola – I think so.

Violet - What is your ideal date?

Mallory – I would love to go to an art gallery with my future girlfriend…

Emily – I’ve said it before. Love. Is. Bullshit. (Shut up you emo cunt, we all know you want to take Mallory to an art gallery and kiss her in the garden)

Lola – Going on a boat ride together and then going home to cuddle and watch movies.

Eggplant - What’s the weirdest thing you’ve eaten?

Mallory – I ate toothpaste once to try and lose my appetite…

Emily – Cotton balls. (Yes, she was one of those people)

Lola – I’ve eaten out of a garbage bin before, if that counts.

Amethyst- What is your aesthetic?

Mallory – Cozy bedrooms, fairy lights, plants, and cats.

Emily – I like the emo kid aesthetic.

Lola – Warm colors, coffee, chilly weather, and tidy spaces.

Mauve - What makes you feel nostalgic?

Mallory – Vanilla candles, autumn colors, and the smell of old books.

Emily – Nothing.

Lola – Green grass, playgrounds, skinned knees, early 2000’s pop music.

Blush - Do you have a crush on anyone? If so, who is it?

Mallory – Umm… Emily is, um… cute…

Emily – No one. (It’s Mallory.)

Lola – Not right now.

Carnation - Are you comfortable with PDA?

Mallory – If it’s gay.

Emily – No.

Lola – I don’t mind it.

White - Do you consider yourself a good person? What’s the best thing you’ve ever done for somebody?

Mallory – I think I’m good, but I don’t know what the best thing I’ve ever done for someone is. Emily told me that I helped her a lot, though…

Emily – No. I’m not. I’m rude and selfish.

Lola – Yes. I think the best thing I’ve done is (spoiler!) convinced Mallory not to kill herself. I’m so glad she texted me.

Lace - What would you name your child if you were to have one?

Mallory – Lucia, after the first cat I became close with.

Emily – One, I’m infertile. Two, I don’t want kids. Three, I won’t even live long enough to have kids.

Lola – I’ve always liked the name Jasmine.

Porcelain - Do you consider yourself a delicate person? Do you fall apart easily?

Mallory – Yes, very.

Emily – If I was delicate, I would be dead by now.

Lola – Not really.

Ghost- Are you easily scared? What scares you the most?

Mallory – Loud noises, crowds, gaining weight…

Emily – Spiders. Being taken advantage of. Needles.

Lola – I’m afraid of snakes, dark places, drowning, and being forgotten.

Alabaster - What is the most recognizable thing about you? What are people most likely to notice about you when they first meet you?

Mallory – I think it’s how pale I am…

Emily – My scars.

Lola – People always tell me that I’m beautiful and that I stand out in a crowd. I wish I could believe it.

Buff - Would you consider yourself to be fit, fat, or skinny?

Mallory – Fat.

Emily – I know I’m underweight, I know I look like a corpse – but I still feel fat.

Lola – I’m kind of fit? But, like, chubby fit.

Brown- Where do you call home?

Mallory – My room and the park by my neighborhood.

Emily – I don’t have a home.

Lola – My house is my home. I feel safe there.

Gingerbread - What is your favorite holiday?

Mallory – Christmas!

Emily – Halloween.

Lola – I love Christmas.

Umber - Who do you call your friend? How many Friends do you have?

Mallory – Emily, Lola, the stray cats I feed, my mom, and my little sister.

Emily – Mallory and Lola.

Lola – Mallory, Emily, my parents, my siblings, and my friends from school – Allison, Rosa, Peter, Christian, and Ami.

Carob - What do you look for in a friend?

Mallory – Someone who understands me and doesn’t mind how quiet I can be.

Emily – Someone who cares about me.

Lola – Kindness, loyalty, and understanding.

Grey/Gray - Introvert, Extrovert, or Ambivert?

Mallory – 100% Introvert.

Emily – Introvert.

Lola – Ambivert.

Shadow - What is your biggest regret?

Mallory – Ever deciding to change myself.

Emily – Everything.

Lola – I regret every time I’ve purged.

Silver - What do you imagine the future to be like?

Mallory – I don’t know if I have one.

Emily – I’m not living past my 18th birthday.

Lola – I hope I can go to college and get a degree in law.

Graphite - Do you like to draw? If so, do you draw often? What do you like to draw?

Mallory – I love art! I draw a ton and I really like to do portraits.

Emily – I wish I could draw.

Lola – Yes, I do. It’s therapeutic for me.

Smoke - Have you ever taken any drugs?

Mallory – No, I haven’t.

Emily – Yes.

Lola – No.

Fog - Was there ever a period in your life when you were confused and lost? how did you get out of it?

Mallory – I think I’m still in it.

Emily – I always have been.

Lola – The first two years of my ED, I was very lost. I’m not completely out of it yet.

Slate - If you could erase any memory from your life, would you do it? If so, which memory would you chose?

Mallory – Any memory from when I was really, truly lonely.

Emily – Memories involving my trauma.

Lola – I don’t think I’d erase any memory from my life. I don’t think there’s a single memory that contributed to or caused my eating disorder, and other than that, I have a happy life.

Cloud - What do you spend the majority of your time thinking about?

Mallory – My insecurities, my weight, what I’m eating…

Emily – Dying.

Lola – What I’m going to b/p on next. It’s depressing.

Ash - Is there something or someone from your past that you miss?

Mallory – I miss being innocent.

Emily – I don’t like talking about it. (She misses Tristian more than anything.)

Lola – I miss happiness. I miss eating without puking. I miss not knowing what calories were. I miss having lots of friends. I miss my old self.

Obsidian - Do you suffer from any mental disabilities?

Mallory – (Mallory has EDNOS, social anxiety, general anxiety, body dysmorphia, and major depressive disorder.)

Emily – (Emily has C-PTSD, anorexia nervosa, paranoia, borderline personality disorder, major depressive disorder, body dysmorphia, and general anxiety.)

Lola – (Lola has bulimia nervosa w/ restrictive subtype, body dysmorphia, major depressive disorder, and obsessive-compulsive personality disorder.)

Spider - What irrational fears do you have?

Mallory – I’m always scared that Lola and Emily hate me…

Emily – That my dad is going to get out of jail and find me.

Lola – That I’m actually obese and everyone is lying to me.

Ink - write your autobiography in one sentence.

Mallory – Sad girl with no friends develops mental issues and ruins her life.

Emily – Emo cunt who doesn’t know how to eat.

Lola – Perfectionist girl gives up her chance of a bright future in favor of constant binging and purging.

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