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#mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not
deadandphilgames
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#i think it’s time i go back to therapy
#i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend
#or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out
#backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my
#bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy
#anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown
#it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc
#(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf
#and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it)
#and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went
#to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel
#so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him
#then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward
#she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times
#start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted
#in feb 2023. we had tickets for
#mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not
#she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji
#and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man
#so I still worry about her
#writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better
#but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’
#it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK
#anyways. I need therapy to get over this
#and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im
#out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me
#up as a kid)
#if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day
#don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!
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