#me: made friends by talking about ag pokeani. also me: what if people hate me for talking about ag pokeani | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

torchickentacos · 1 year

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current skill I'm working on is called 'stop it' where, once I start overthinking about my hobbies to the point of them not being fun, I stop them for a bit. it's not going great so far but we're working on it

#like. ok #by the time i start worrying about like. 'is this writing i am doing for fun too silly #or is it too derivative or is it too simple and am i doing the characters a disservice #and am i reducing them to a ship or tropes'#then usually it's time to stop writing for a bit!!!!! or interacting in fandom for the day as a whole tbh #bc i get sooo in my head about it even in casual conversation and shitposting #i worry so hard about everything and i need to remind myself like. hey. you're doing this for fun #and if it isn't being fun then just step away for a bit #if i had fun writing then people will have fun reading and that's all i care about #i just never wanna be that person people make posts about. i don't want to be the reason people hate fandom #but i also think i need to just get on a better meds schedule and play guitar for a bit skfhsdkfhsdkfhsdjfgd #bc then i worry that by even talking about it people will assume i'm some fandom crazed chronically online hermit #and tbh i can't win with my own brain! girl shut up not everyone hates you or looks down on your work #and if they do then that sucks for them and i can't control that #me: made friends by talking about ag pokeani. also me: what if people hate me for talking about ag pokeani

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