#me: oh no I *heavy breathing thinking'no I cant take this brownie I've had enough I will get sick I need to smile SMILE what do I say wait
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my ocs really are just facets of myself holy ezerk
#if I was cooler that is#or stupider#actually I am both but am able to hold it back enough to seem like a normal human being#sometimes I get a little to silly and forget to actually try and be normal (in the way where I don't shutdown and can form actual words)#and those times are scary because they look at me weird#like I cant actually say words I am blubbering and laughing nervously and hesitating until I realize need to PULL MYSELF TOGETHER#and stop thinking so much and actually say something#I forget that I cannot pause time and take as long as I need to respond#example#person: have this brownie#me: oh no I *heavy breathing thinking'no I cant take this brownie I've had enough I will get sick I need to smile SMILE what do I say wait#I know what to say ohmugosh get out of your own head TALK' No thanks! <- suddenly snaps back to reality corrects posture and smiles#I like get trapped in my own brain#wait how did this turn into a rant?????#uh#gbye#I dunno how to explain this does this make sense?
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