#meksignn

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collection of various shitposts i didnt post from the past few months

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new vanity art for TH on model even

"these poses look familiar 😒" they're redraws of the banger 2019 run but with last year's sensibilities, I'll have comparisons on main at some point

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me and my ocs drowning together in the emotional pain and distress I’ve bottled up for years because projecting everything on them is the only way I know how to cope

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sleeping

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MEKSIGNN LOVE RED BERRY

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CORE FIVE + MEKSIGNN

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book 4 chapter 1

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"better be something good in there"

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REDRAWS (digital only)

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im a horror artist now

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Late last year I relapsed hard on my ED. In february I was nearly hospitalized and in march I was formally diagnosed with atypical anorexia and started treatment for it. After what will be 9 months of recovery and 7 months of php and iop (barely dodged residential whew) I'm finally stepping down to outpatient therapy by the end of the month.

I wish I had more good to say. A lot of recovery for me has been coming to terms with shit in my childhood that I didn't deserve to go through. Wounds from being ridiculed, judged, outcasted and abandoned, left to fester and never getting the chance to heal right now leaving me in pain for the rest of my life. After the third diagnosis like that you get used to coming to terms with knowing you'll never get to have a normal life. But at least I have the chance of a decent life, possibly even a good one. With how bad my symptoms were the reality is that I'dve been dead by now if I hadn't sought treatment. I made it out alive. And for the first time in over a year it feels like my life is back in my hands. Im thankful for that.

Anyway, I made a series of each of the core five (and meksignn!)'s favorite foods as a way to celebrate making it this far. idk it seemed fitting i got this sentimental heart that beats.

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born to draw mpreg forced to draw mech

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this is the last thing dusk saw btw

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NOW IN HIGH RES

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i counting this as an official ad for sf btw

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HOW EVERYONE LIKES THEIR PASTA (and their opinions on latikam's noodles)

There is a common gnocchi-like pasta that is Oasis's preferred noodle. Well done, and drenched in sauce. Favorite pasta dish is more. She enjoys latikam's offerings even if they are strange, mokubat's noodle lumps are great. Pasta is Pasta.

Casarin grew up eating noodles that were thick and chewy and preferred it over the rice. However its a style thats hard to find in the north and whats available to him here just doesnt hit the same. Still, the closest thing is instant noodles and they're ok I guess. Dishes dont matter, its not mama's cooking. Casarin has a normal relationship with latikam's cooking.

Pasta brings up too many memories for alex. Luckily what's in latikam's household doesn't resemble what he knows to be pasta, and is usually cooked in a soup. They're... okay. He would prefer a potato instead (which the vazuvyr treat like a carrot or turnip). One of the things that makes life easier is how far removed the vazuvyr are from the culture he grew up in, cooking included; one of the things that makes life harder is also how far removed he is from the culture he grew up in. Raviolis are his favorite.

Hydrel has no preference with his noodles, not a big pasta fan because his doesn't like the sauces his family uses (which are oily and herbal rather than creamy). He will one day discover what else is out there. Latikam's cooking is more miss with him than hit, but he can stand the noodles, thats not the problem with his cooking.

Noodle culture for vazuvyr is a complex thing. Noodlemakers have spend centuries making theirs in their own image. Latikam however, gets whatever the embassy gives him, which is a cheaply made pezeku brand that most closely resemble soba noodles. Traitors. He most likes mokubat's homemade noodles when he has the strength to make them. They're all just lumps of boiled dough but they are perfect to him.

Meksignn does NOT like noodles for they stick to his tootsies when he stands in the bowl.