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[somecab-sysposting]

TW self harm

Every day the voice in my head tells me to hurt myself. The voice in my head tells me not to be scared, it tells me it doesn’t hurt. I don’t even think it does! It doesn’t hurt. It stings, but it doesn’t hurt.

Gashes don’t hurt but sometimes they give you a surge of adrenaline.. I like the adrenaline. Everything is so boring and the adrenaline and satisfaction of seeing blood come out of me is fun.i can’t seem to stop.

Nobody has the power to stop me, not even myself. A voice tells me, put down the scissors! And I don’t listen.if it was truly harmful it would’ve killed me by now. I’ve bled more before. I want to bleed even more. I want it to soak through everything so I keep having to hide it all. My body is like a sensory toy. Here there are bumps! Here a fun liquid comes out! Here is nice and smooth.. you can bite this!

Nobody has tried to stop me yet. I don’t even know who knows. But if nobody can keep me entertained it’s only natural I’ll get bored and play with my blood. It doesn’t hurt. It’s exciting and fun.

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[somecab-sysposting]

People make it look so easy. It’s not fair.

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[somecab-sysposting]

I HATE FRONTING.

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[somecab-sysposting]

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