#mf thats SALMON!!!

[jerek]

i'm not gonna say anything... just know that i know

[mephiles-the-jester]

rewatching wreck it ralph the worldbuilding is actually insane for how many worlds there are to build i love it,,time for some random thoughts while i watch the movie in a single post

i like felix and ralph,and i think with the scene in the hallway on its own people can see felix not liking ralph but when you see him next to the nicelanders its clear he really does want to let ralph into the anniversary party when he comes,he doesnt want to tell him to leave despite how everyone doesnt want him there, i think inversely to how ralph finds it difficult to break from being the 'bad guy', felix finds it difficult to break from being the 'good guy',, or smth like that idk,,,

other thing, i love how the movie treats vanellope,like she's a child and so silly but shes also a strong parallel to ralph and it takes her seriously for it, i don't know why ive noticed that but its really cool to think about. it might be a while since ive watched movies with a child protagonist like her but i noticed it and i appreciate how shes not written off as just a child ralph just relates to, because she gets what its like for ralph and she knows it

no huge thoughts on felix and calhoun i love them both,also god i with that were me,,,(both of them)

also ive been thinking this for years and i must come out and say it now that i have the chance,,but king candys warning to ralph i think is the movie's best example of how much it succeeded with its storytelling and with both its princess vanellope reveal and its turbo motivation reveal. because vanellopes glitch getting the game put out of order when players see it, and her not being able to escape the cabinet being unplugged are,,like actual concerns if she was a regular racer,like if she wasnt a princess and an actual game anomaly than that scenario might happen, because she really cant escape the game when the cybugs do come, and she does retain her glitch ability when she enters the roster,,. and it makes ralph destroying her kart more sad than infuriating because you know as much as him and that he wants to keep her out of danger, and despite king candy being an antagonist,the audience isnt told why he truly doesnt want her in the race, and he gives a realistic explanation to ralph of a series of events that could threaten vanellope, and mislead the audience while giving foreshadowing. after all, turbo does have experience glitching a game into getting unplugged,,so,,,

also while writing this ralph telling king candy that the players will love vanellope and king candy going "and if they dont",,,im gonna hit that candy cane stripped ass mf 12 yards across a willy wonka world of imagination,,,with glasses

damn this movie look gorgeous the scene of ralph talking to gene with the orange out of order sign is beautiful,,

i think when i first watched the movie i thought it was unfair that vanellope had a built in power up in the form of glitching around when she gets added to the roster,but candlehead can turn cherries nearby into bombs so ill accept that,,i would play a real game of this tbh

i love turbo and ralph/felix recognising the other immediately since they were literally neighbours when turbo was plugged in, and you can even notice it in the salmon castle when king candy cane recognise ralph despite the audience getting the vibe that he just stays in sugar rush,(he has to because he probably has his disguise only in that game)

vanellope keeping her glitching is great for the disability allegory of her character, becoming a princess doesnt magically solve what happened to her code being disconnected like that and thats fine, she just becomes an absolutely busted racer that all the players are gonna use and i love that for her

the characters who got their game unplugged being invited to a bonus level is so funny,they dont even have to deal with copyright its perfect

in conclusion: wreck it ralph i think has become a favourite movie of mine

[titstraction]

hiiii laura, how are you!!! rose quartz, salmon, pastel pink 💞

hiiiiii y sorry for taking so long but to be completely honest i wasnt sure on how to reply to the either/or questions as i am chronically indecisive

so rose quartz - what's your love language? and this one i know! quality time and my mf bestie words of affirmation

salmon - would you prefer a partner who is an introvert or an extrovert? why?

not sure! somewhere in the middle! i think extrovertedness is attractive (im a fool for what the kids today call the rizz) and id like a partner to bring me out of my shell and make it easier to have fun and meet new people. but so far ive connected deeper with introverts as we share that introspectiveness and general observance and codependence tendencies (which are what life is all about <3)

pastel pink - do you prefer to dress up and go out or stay in and relax?

both! neither! as queer icon antónio variações said: eu só estou bem aonde eu não estou - and thats so real. i love dressing up and going out but i also hate it and want to be home relaxing because i love being home and relaxed until i hate it and wish i was out. fun!

pink themed asks

[swtki]

HP Boys: Surprise Pregnancy Head Cannons

Summary: The HP boys and their reaction to their s/o (afab) being pregnant when its not planned.

A/N: This takes place post Hogwarts so all characters are 18+, though no real smut happens in this so its not an 18+ fic.

WARNINGS: UNPLANNED PREGNANCY, MENTIONS OF PRO CHOICE OPINIONS, MENTIONS OF SEX IN LITE TERMS, SWEARING, FLUFF, MENTIONS OF ALCOHOL, ALSO THIS IS SUPER LONG SORRY LOL

Draco

So everything is going great for the happy couple, you two just moved into a flat together and are working normal jobs, drinking wine like adults.

And sure, Draco knows he wants to marry you, but he knows you’re not ready to settle down like that so he just plans and dreams.

Due to poor choices, when you’re late by two weeks, you know what it probably is.

Draco doesn’t even notice that you ran out to the store and came back and hid in the bathroom for 10 minutes. CEO of minding his own business ig

You just kinda...walk up to him and hand him all 3 tests while your eyes fill with tears because what if he demands you get an abortion?

Or what if he fucks off to god knows where?

But instead he just looks at you with the most un-draco like smile. Like his face was soft and it looked like he could cry any moment.

“Oh my god,” He says, putting his hand on your belly, “I can be ready for this, but if you aren’t then we can you know...”

“No, I want it” then both of you rejoice bc yay baby!

Cut to 6 months later when your feet hurt so bad you have to lay down and watch while Draco fails to put a crib together.

He eventually gets it done tho.

And when the time comes, he’s built and arranged everything for your bundle of joy.

Harry

So you guys are probably already married, but with everything at the ministry going on, it makes Harry less than a family man.

You both agree that it’s probably better to wait so you can be home and yk...raise it.

Well smart man Harry forgets that to not have a kid you need to use protection.

So of course when your period is late you don’t think about it, until its four weeks late.

That night, you and Harry are laying in bed, and thats when you tell him.

“Harry..I’m late.”

“Late for what?” headass.

You: 😳😐

Him: 👁👁😲😲

He’s hesitant to say anything, because he knows its ultimitley up to you what happens with it until its out.

“I think I want to keep it...you know it wont remember much for the first year and a half so if things are stressful it will be okay and-“

“Love...Its going to be perfect”

Mf built the crib in like 45 minutes I swear.

And of course he forced you to keep up with your vitamins, pre natal care, and appointments.

Swear tho you’re about to kill him because cofFeE

But the way he holds your baby 🥺 its his most valued thing ever now.

Ron

Ron is iffy on the kid thing sometimes.

He does want them, but only later when you guys have lived and travled.

So no, you two haven’t planned nor is it even in the picture when your wedding roles around.

It’s in the early days of the marriage when you see his family at the burrow on the way back from the honeymoon.

And of course Molly knows

Because Weasleys are hyperfertile I swear.

She takes you into the kitchen and puts her hands on your arms, shes got that big Mrs.Weasley smile on too.

“I knew it!” She says and pulls you in for a hug, “How far dear??”

You’re just standing there like🧍🏻

“I can see it by the way you glow! Oh my you and my Ron must be so happy!” This woman doesn’t notice that you’re confused.

“Wait what? Mrs. Weasley what are you-?” Then you count the days, “Oh. Well I guess I just found out for myself”

Her face falls slightly, but then she tells you can make you a potion that will tell you if you are or not, stan.

The stupid potion turns green when you spit into it, so everything is confirmed.

That night, you and Ron are getting ready for bed in the guest room and you decide to tell him.

“Ron, sweetie. We need to talk.” He looks like he’s gonna start crying but sits next to you on the bed.

“Y/N...I know its scary but please, we just got married I don’t want to divorce quite just yet 🥺🥺”

“Ron I-“ you start smiling, “I’m pregnant you dufus.”

He just freezes, for a while. Not saying anything, he just looks at the wall with his mouth ajar.

So you get up and go to Ginny.

“Gin, I broke him.”

“Ew, I don’t want to know about how you and him”

“No, I told him that I’m pregnant.”

“Oh, yeah that would do it. Just I don’t know... Give him a minute?”

You give him several, getting a glass of water then heading back up to the room.

Ginny was right, he needed a minute.

“I don’t...I wasn’t...you were.?”

“You don’t have to stay, but I think we can do it. Plus, you would disapoint your mom if you left so...”

“Okay...we’ll do it. I’ll be the best damn Father you have ever seen.” He says, talking to your womb.

Well...he’s a father I’ll give him that.

Pro of having a Weasley baby: free crib thats already put together.

Even if it looks like a death trap.

“We’ll put some blankets over it don’t worry”

You know how some Dads hold their parters hand during the delivery? Yeah he got sick and was moral support from the outside.

To be fair, you weren’t screaming in pleasure by any means.

Scary. But beautiful.

He shows the kid to everyone, he might be more in love with the baby than he is with you.

Ron see’s the appeal of having kids now.

Neville

Moving in with your boyfriend is always fun, right up until you guys go at it so much you forget protection more than once.

You think about it, then move on with your day.

Until the doctor calls, then “oh fuck”

Romance Neville bf

“Why aren’t you having any wine? I thought it was your favorite?”

“I don’t think fetal alcohol syndrome is my favorite.” BRO HE SPAT

But he looks up with tears in his eyes, and runs over to you to grasp you in a hug.

“Oh my god! You’re pregnant! Oh my - We’re gonna be parents!! Oh my god we’re gonna be parents oh-“ Que you petting his hair till he’s calm again.

Lets be honest, this man probably swapped the herbology books for the parenting guides.

“Well I mean I’m just wondering if we should go with this color or this one”

“Nev, it doesn’t matter. Our baby will not care.”

“I read in my book that Infants actually can recognize mood in-“

He won’t let you do anything during your pregnancy.

Gotta love a man who cries because he loves you so much and you’re having his kid.

“I never had a father, what if I do it wrong? What if the baby hates me and runs away at seven?”

“We’ve got quite a lot of time before then.”

He was there during delivery, letting you crush his hand like a champ.

You can’t help but cry when you see him sleeping on the floor next to the crib, its so sweet.

Fred

You two most likely already had two kids, so you decided to wait a bit so your hands weren’t quite full.

Well...your body decided not to wait.

A test provides the two lines, another wild child.

The two toddlers already run around like thing one and thing two, only with red hair.

I think Fred would gladly make the family dinner, and wear an apron. He’d own it, as he should.

But mf gotta not drop the salad bowl when you tell him of the fetus inside you.

“Fred we are going to have a bee-ay-bee-why.”

Your five year old has just begun to spell 😐

He’s happy tho.

Like over the fuckin moon.

He buys the two kids big brother/sister shirts too 🥺🥺

He knows the drill pretty well, so he isn’t too worried about the future.

But its funny that he still freaks out about the crib and feeding chair since he gave it away, you know because you guys werent having another kid.

He packed a hospital bag and kept it in the trunk, counting down the days.

Hours of delivery (He just sat back and held your hand) only to end up with a room full of 7 Weasley family members.

Fred always said that 3 was his lucky number :)

George

You guys were taking it slow, no marriage until you both felt it was time. And certainly no children before that.

Well you know...things changed when the test was positive.

You slid it over on the table, tears pooling in your eyes. He was stunned and quiet, which made you burst out sobbing because you knew that neither of you planned on having a baby.

But to your surprise he starts to smile.

“I want whatever you want, I’m staying by your side no matter what.”

“I mean...would it really be so bad? A house, a kid, a dog?” He holds your hand as you think aloud.

You both give it a week to think it over and the virdict is to keep it.

Thats when he decides he has to marry you, asap because he loves you and will never let you go especially now.

He loves to gush about the carrier of his child, to him you are a godess.

He’s the Dad with a predestination complex.

“Y/N, I just see him being a star quiditch player”

“George, we don’t know if it’s a him.”

He rolls his eyes “Okay then I can see her being a star-“

He made Hermione take you out for a movie date so he could rearrange your bedroom, since you only had a single bedroom flat.

You come back to a new set up including a cot.

Damn pregnancy hormones make brain go 🥺😭😭

He freaks when your water breaks lol

ceo of driving like a maniac to the hospital.

He can’t hold your hand, he’s pacing back and forth, sweating and maybe crying though he’ll never admit to it.

You get the joy of watching him cuddle the baby while refusing to give your child to you.

“George I’d like to hold-“

“No, you need your sleep honey, don’t worry”

Hogging the child.

Cedric

Its no secret that Cedric wants a baby someday.

And he makes it clear your wedding will be spectacular too.

However, finding out you’re pregnant the week of your dream wedding was a shock.

A shock that made you bang your head into the wall because how could you be so stupid?? We had a plan??

So you decide to wait until after the wedding, that way it wont add onto the stress (happy stress) of the wedding.

Cedric keeps trying to fill your glass at the reception, to which you kindly refuse saying you want to remember the night entirely.

Yeah he’s like 🤨 mhm okay.

You can only pick at the dinner because ew salmon doesn’t sound like an option if you want to keep the contents of your stomach.

As everyone waves goodbye to the car, and you both set off into married life, he leans over.

“I may be out of my mind, but are you...?”

“Pregnant.” His face lights up, pulling you into a hug.

Finally, your car pulls up to a small cottage with lush garden scapes all around, putting a hand out, he walks you both from the car to the door.

“Ced, where are we?”

“Home.”

Somehow it was perfect with Cedric, even when it was rushed.

He loved talking to your womb, even if it was weird that he was talking about the babies future brothers and sisters.

“Cedric, slow down. We haven’t even had this one yet”

Basically he is father of the year before he’s a full father.

He’s there while you deliver, holding your hand and telling you how great you’re doing.

He doesn’t even complain when you insult him <3.

He updates you on everything.

If his eyes aren’t on that child, he’s either asleep or dead.

I think Cedric was meant to be a family man, because he loves everything about being one.

Taglist: @truly-insatiable @amourtentiaa @imdoingathingmom @annasdani @anchoeritic @mullthingsoverinthehotwater @cedricsyellowscarf @faeinorbit

[mickadamz]

MONEY ANON HERE Ive thought it over 🚶we need to know abt billy from the adams that mf gives me such pure neurodivergent vibes it's insane.

im so sorry but he's got one of the most traumatic histories out of his entire family prepare to read some upsetting stuff. i'll put CWs around paragraph(s) where the darker, heavier subjects are mentioned/described, though. red indicates where triggering subjects start, and blue marks where they end. also its a long post and im on mobile so i forgot how to do the read more thing sorrryyy 😭😭😭

i kinda went more into his entire life story than explaining how he is and his personality but it generally does not change too much unless specifically mentioned/pointed out. personalities r harder to describe than certain behaviors - i prefer show not tell as a way of deacribing personalities qnd i hope thats present in what ive written here. otherwise you can probably pick up what oind of person he os based on tagged posts oops

HEAVY SUBJECT MATTER AHEAD SUCH AS: (MENTIONS OF) SUICIDE/IDEATION, INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS, SELF HARM, CHILD HARM, STALKING, AND BULLYING

William (Billy) Benedict Adams

bisexual 💛

b. April 17 1976

diagnosed w/ autism, depression, and C-PTSD

he's the youngest of three siblings (mick, beth, billy) and looks the most like his father colbert, taking after him in a lot of ways aside from appearance, including a terrible immune system - when he was little he would get sick a lot during flu-season but gradually was able to fight it off faster as he grew older. his middle name came from his paternal great-grandfather benedict marlowe adams.

billy's pretty hyperactive and chatty. he occasionally goes through periods of being nonverbal, but his attitude and energy remain about the same. he learned how to swear when he was 9 and hasn't stopped since much to his parents' chagrin. he loves horror movies and halloween is his favorite holiday. he's modeled after young eddie kaspbrak in the 2017/2019 IT movies, both in some appearance aspects and just how he behaves in general. he talks a lot and doesnt really have a filter, and uses sarcasm and humor even if sometimes it goes over his head when others use it.

like both of his parents and his sister, he is autistic. it's more visible than it was with his parents before him, as they spent their lives masking, while allowing their kids to "be as weird as they want to be", especially at home. a lot of their kids' behaviors were just like "oh yeah i / your uncle richie / (other relative) did that too thats normal" so they didnt think anything of it. unfortunately, billy was an easy target at school and had been bullied for not masking as well as his parents and other autistic kids his age, and being very sensitive to that same teasing.

some of his special interests include stuffed animals (especially bears), generally just toys he grew up with and even stuff from before his time, and vampires just to name a few. he also likes wearing the same colors and owns a lot of black / gray sweaters and monochromatic button-ups and khakis/jeans and short variants. he also has one specific salmon-pink colored shirt that he calls The Exception. he has some issues with his motor skills

being the youngest of three in a healing marriage had certainly put a slight rift between him and his siblings. he was the baby of the family and - while not being infantilized on purpose - was given a lot of attention from his parents, especially his mother. beth hardly noticed a difference, while mick was definitely a little jealous but he kept it to himself. aside from that, billy has a pretty close knit relationship with his older siblings and likes to hang out with them and when playing together, he'd always treat their toys gently and would freak out if he accidentally broke one.

billy also idolized his father a lot, part of it coming from family members saying he looked so much like colbert. this idolization even got him intereted in his father's work and would always beg his dad to let him come with him to wilderness pizza on the weekends. he loved that place a lot. while it could get overstimulating at times given its popularity, he felt very free there. all three of his siblings liked spending time there, but mick grew older so it was just the youngest two, and beth was on her way to other interests as well when she started to get closer to her 13th birthday.

speaking of, that interest in his father's work was entirely shattered on may 22nd, 1987. beth's 13th birthday.

(CW: CHILD HARM . i tried not to go too graphic but some information is necessary to understand where his injuries and trauma came from.)

this information is currently exclusive to my personal oc universe - while events mirror CBM, there are alterations made.)

james summers, a vindictive, jealous, unstable man , former friend of colbert's and a current employee of wilderness pizza, had let his envy ans anger take hold of him as he held in years worth of vitriol and hate towards colbert and made an impulse decision to just go all out, seeing as summers's life and marriage was collapsing in on itself and he "had nothing to lose".

he chose bethany's birthday to let loose, as he had the day off and it's where two of the most precious things colbert had would be. billy and beth, his youngest biological children. beth had suffered an injury to her leg, but managed to get away and hide before anything worse could happen. billy on the other hand wasnt so lucky - given it was very dark and his already poor-hand coordination, he'd found something sharp to defend himself with and had unintentionally cut his hands with it. summers attacked him and while struggling, the kid had lost an eye, cuts on his arms and hands, and suffered some blunt force trauma which knocked a tooth out and chipped three others. scott barnet came to his rescue and billy was able to escape and find his sister hiding in the rafters above the little play area tube things. by that point he was running on pure adrenaline.

their father found them and was in the process of helping them down when beth slipped from where she was (again, it was dark) and done severe damage to her spine when crash-landing on a table. summers was approaching too fast for colbert and billy to retrieve her, the two making a run for it and hiding in a janitor's closet. while billy felt safe in the cramped room, his claustrophobic father did not and it was very visible. by the time police arrived, billy's adrenaline was starting to crash and his injuries were catching up to him. he does not remember anything after entering the closet and before waking up in the hospital the the second time.

(CW END)

billy spent a lot of time in the hospital recovering and suffered from nightmares, panic attacks, and other PTSD symptoms for years afterwards. his love for his father's work had crashed and burned, but that didn't mean their relationship had gotten worse. in fact, it only strengthened their bond. whether it was a healthy attachment or not is unclear and varies depending on who asks. he'd also been recieving counseling and therapy afterwards given the severity of his trauma.

(CW: STALKING, SELF HARM, SUICIDAL IDEATION)

during that period, though, the family was starting to struggle financially with WP being closed, hospital + counseling bills piling up alongside utilities and food and other necessities. his mother finally got a job and his father was suffering from the hard losses that came with summers's attempt on their lives. bethany was also adjusting to being almost entirely unable to walk, and mick had stepped up as a caretaker in place of their father. it was very hard on the entire family and billy felt like he was a burden. not because anybody said anything, but because he could see how much his caretakers were trying to provide for them given the financial circumstances. he didn't feel like he was worth the trouble and his feelings were overwhelming and he'd often hit himself or scratch at his face during meltdowns or panic attacks. he was only 11 when he first experienced intrusive thoughts and suicidal ideation. it was never active at this point - he was deathly terrified of pain,so he never brought it up as it wasn't an active problem.

summers wasnt done, though, and had been stalking the family for months until his sudden, unexplained murder on november 1st, 1987. it had left the family paranoid and untrusting of phone calls and mail they recieved and billy wasn't allowed to go anywhere without supervision of some kind. that left him with even more anxiety and what was later re-diagnosed as c-ptsd.

(CW END)

once the family began to recover, his mood and mental health had stabilized. he was still bullied sometimes in school but it was much... different. it was in the way you wouldnt notice until years afterwards. there was a lot of pitying and infantilism that he faced from peers and teachers to the point where it was uncomfortable, but if he spoke up to them about it they wouldn't listen. he resorred to being a class clown to make up for his "weird" behavior, and didn't make too many new friends. his best friends growinf up were jupiter summers and suzie mason, as they were in his age group and also went through the same thing as him, albeit they both came out with minimal injuries, if any at all. they were also "weird" kids and he felt at home with them. other friends in school were the espenson twins (family friends who were a few years older than him and beth), his cousin cassidy miller (see previous), jaiden summers (beth's age, also attended the party), and of course his sister bethany.

graduation was hard for billy as school was a constant for him, despite the bullying and other hardships he went through. it had structure. structure he wasn't confident he could keep if he ever got a job. he lived at home for a few years after graduation and worked at blockbuster video. he got officially diagnosed with autism around this time as well.

i havent decided if he should go to any further education like college or technical schools, so thats a big fat ??? though in the meantime he and his friends would often frequent haunted houses or walkthrough horror attractions set up at farms or old houses given his love of horror and halloween. despite his mother's concern he continuously went through with it because he knew it was a controlled environment and that he could leave at any time. plus, years of therapy had helped him learn to manage triggers and readjust to certain smells, imagery, and places. wit( that in mind, hed started coming around to things like pizza, arcades, clowns, rabbits, and animatronic characters, and later his father's business as a whole. he worked odd jobs there every so often once he felt comfortable enough being in the building again.

in 1999, a classmate from high school named kelly hotchkiss had approached him with romantic intent (and a bit of an ableist savior complex) and the two hit it off pretty well. they dated for a few monrhs, got married, and had their first child davis in 2000, followed by their middle child millie in 2002, and their youngest child alexander in 2006. their marriage was alright. his wife was the primary breadwinner, but billy confinued to work at blockbuster until it shut down in 2013, a year before shit really hit the fan. (he found another similar job elsewhere, though.)

over the years he'd been a victim of his wife's weird ableism and coddling. yes, he needed help with things, but he wasn't totally helpless or socially inept. there also came an issue with her transphobia towards their oldest son davis (ftm) and middle child millie (transmasc nonbinary). lex, like his father before him, is also autistic himself and it presented much more visibly through him having a lot of the most recognizable traits of it and also was on the receiving end of his mother's ableism.

(SUICIDAL IDEATION TW)

billy decided that he'd had and seen enough, and began the long, grueling divorce + custody battle. with help from a lawyer and emotional support from friends and family, the divorce went through and billy had full custody of his children. however, as with most major changes in his life, is threw him into a spiral of despair and anxiety. change was hard to adjust for, especially now thst he had three kids to provide for on his own. he fell into a heavy decline as he wondered if it was really worth it all, going so far as to regretting the divorce entirely and considering suicide. it got to the point where his children were affected by his bad mood and millie began to resent him for not being there emotionally, especially since lex was very attached to billy and needed his support and attention.

one night, billy was up at 3 am. and he realized something, and called his brother mick and told him "i need to get help." his brother-in-law jeremy had been through something very similar, and so billy sought out their help in getting him admitted to a hospital and arranged for billy's kids to stay with their uncles until he was stable enough to leave. it personally helped him tremendously and billy'sfamily had been reunited again. after staying in their home temporarily, billy, jeremy, and mick all agreed to billy's family staying there indefinitely, seeing as they have the money and room to accommodate them. billy still works and provides finances of his own, but he doesn't feel like he's constantly in the red anymore. he cant be fully independent and that's okay, and hes learned over his life that he absolutely has the right to lean on others for help when he cant do something on his own.

(END TW)

he's very close with all his kids and loves them all dearly, doing his best to understand what theyre going through individually and doing what he can to accommodate for them. he's very active and present in their interests and lives. like sending memes in the family group chat. he would make tiktoks for funsies. billy is very tech-savvy with modern technology - he and his cousin cassidy got really into making personal webpages and web design (they looked absolutely atrocious back in the day. partly on purpose just for fun, partly bcuz billy just had no fucking clue what he was doing)

he's also very open about the fact he's been through so much because of how actively it affects him throughout his daily life. for example: he can't drive. both because he physically cannot and out of a personal choice. he doesnt feel comfortable enough, he's physically disabled (half blind), and his motor skills lag just enough that he doesn't feel safe being behind the wheel in case has to make a quick decision on the road. while those who are half-blind can learn how to drive just fine, he personally decided it's not within his abilities. it took him years but he doesn't believe there's any shame in things like that, and there shouldn't be. he's not a public figure by any means, at least not to the extent his older brother and father are, but he does have a small platform where he talks about his personal journey through life and how he's gotten through everything because he hopes that it can help anyone going through a tough time of their own!

then there's an entirely different site/platorm where he does stuff more catered to his interests. being a young adult in the 90s-2000s kickstarted his relationship with the internet and he personally really enjoys the little spaces he's carved for himself. i think hed have a youtube channel where its him sitting in frint of a webcam reviewing horror media and old toys he got his hands on either from family, his own personal collection, or from secondhand sites and storesblike ebay or goodwill. he's very passionate about these things and its a bit of a funny contrast .

tl;dr: billy adams grew up dealing with mental illness and disabilities and the symptoms of such which made life very hard for him. despite it all, he learned how to grow around it and that it was okay to rely on others and ask for help whenever he needed it. he's curious and a bit snarky, but all-around a very kind and warm person with interests in shitty web design, horror, vampires, and toys from his generation and older.

[natashasjunque]

3/14/21- sunday

Wow ok so I woke up at like 11 and was wondering why I was still tired then I remembered we lost an hour of sleep last night so thats just fun. I facetimed Michelle for a while cuz big little was gonna come out later today and she was stressed about that, then I kinda just rotted in bed for a min. Christina called me and I got out of bed and hung out downstairs I have no idea what we talked about but we were on the phone for a MIN. Then I made myself my own breakfast burrito w literally just eggs leftover Freddys fries and hot sauce and sleeve facetimed me prolly cuz I told him to send the weekends dick pics. sleeve you looked seriously ill lmao so I offered to give him a salmon burger and he actually said yes so I said id come over later and I ended up getting distracted hanging out w Briella for a little. Then I showered and ANNE walked up the stairs and I hadn’t seen her since friday which is so funny her and Joe randomly went to an art museum in Philly yesterday and they were both dressed in joes gym shorts and a t-shirt around people in suits and fancy ass clothes. ANYWAY after we caught up I went to sleeves and the microwave was open when I walked in so I went to close it and dan came downstairs and saw me and just started laughing like the dickhead he is. he left his gun on our table which is such a mf odd sentence but yes he walked the gun upstairs and then we all went downstairs to hang out while I “cooked”. I cant believe how little mikes friends care about wooly way lol they just don’t respect the house at all but I think it’s so great that some girl took sleeves boxers and put them on over her pants I think she likes u sleeve. Anyway sleeve ate the salmon burger w his hands which was interesting then I left and had such a nice drive I don’t want it to get cold its just been so nice out lately. Mich went grocery shopping and got me salad which was so needed cuz I haven’t been eating vegetables like at all lately unless u count avocados which I absolutely do not. I feel like they’re more a fruit than a vegetable but maybe I saw that on tiktok or something. Anyway that was rly nice of her so I had a salad (w a salmon burg ofc) and talked to ally for the first time in a while. Wiki got her certificate from mercer which is so exciting!!! And coleys dying his hair grey which to me just looks blonde and I rly hope he likes it cuz I don’t want him to be in a mood. Sleeve FINALLY downloaded all the dick pics and I spent a ridiculous amount of time laughing at them and posted my first dick pic and im glad cuz dan said he loved it. I had chapter which was nice and short then I was sitting w anne and showing her my blisters from my heels this weekend and saw my foot was bleeding so that was hot. My body feels blah like my bones hurt my sternum and my ribs I literally think I laughed so much this weekend that my body cant handle it. i also def jammed my thumb i don’t know how but thats annoying. Michelle got fucking Emily as her little which is INSANE im so happy for her and for me I love her so we facetimed for a while to plan this week which is fun and fresh. Then I finished my hw due tn while gab and I made nachos and watched tvd they were sooooo good we were literally eating foil cuz we were trying to get every last bit of cheese were def gonna make it again. Its taken HOURS to do a recap from wed-sun im so glad im finally done also Erins gonna be out of q tom which is great and fuuuun so im glad thats finally happening

[feralregulus]

85 Questions Tag Game

i was tagged by @henriettafoxes for my main but like nei.

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people (HA! i’m tagging 6 at that lmao) @foxpaws10 @jeanmoreauz @leahoffbeat @katerandomletters @jeanmmoreau @dancyon

— What was your last…

1. Drink: coffee

2. Phone call: to my mom lmao.

3. Text message: to a friend, joana.

4. Song you listened to: motherlove by bea miller bc its my anthem and ive had aurora on repeat since it came out (LISTEN TO AURORA TOU MFS)

5. Time you cried: two days ago

6. Dated someone twice: i don’t do dating so this nevere happens

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: um this summer i guess? like i made out with this fuckboy and honestly it wasn’t worth it.

8. Been cheated on: lmao no

9. Lost someone special: yeah i guess

10. Been depressed: thats my constant mood lmao

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: never thrown up for being drunk also i haven’t thrown up since 2012 lmao.

— Fave colours

12. gray

13. red

14. purple

— in the last year have you…

15. Made new friends: yeah

16. Fallen out of love: with stuff i guess, not with people

17. Laughed until you cried: i don’t think so

18. Found out someone was talking about you: uh shit i don’t think so, like im dramatic but im never up for drama lmao

19. Met someone who changed you: nope

20. Found out who your friends are: uh

21. Kissed someone on your facebook friends list: uh

— General

22. How many of your facebook friends do you know irl: maybe like 95%

23. Do you have any pets: two birdies!

24. Do you want to change your name: nope

25. What did you do for your last birthday: slept all day and downed a bottle of vodka with monster bc im that pathetic lmao

26. What time did you wake up today: i didn’t sleep but i got out of bed at like 10-ish am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching gotham

28. What is something you can’t wait for: for this school year to fucking end and for summer to fucking come

30. What are you listening to right now: sanctify by years & years

31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i talked to someone named tomas does that count?

32. Something that’s getting on your nerves: everything, my sisters, my shitty laptop

33. Most visited website: prolly tumblr

34. Hair colour: jet black

35. Long or short hair: short, i got the bi bob lmao

36. Do you have a crush on someone: nope

37. What do you like about yourself: what’s there not like, bitch im awesome

38. Want any piercings: i want a nose piercing and a tongue one

39. Blood type: dunno

40. Nicknames: don’t have any lol

41. Relationship status: single as a pringle

42. Sign: virgo

43. Pronouns: she/them

44. Fave tv show: shameless and b99

45. Tattoos: none :(

46. Right or left handed: right

47: Ever had surgery: yesh

48. Piercings: three in one ear two in the other

49. Sport: nope

50. Vacation: last one was last summer to Turkey and next one im going to my home country, Morocco

51. Trainers: vans all the way

— More general

52. Eating: you mean last? well im about to have a salmon burger

53. Drinking: nothing rn

54. I’m about to watch: gotham or b99 or the flash

55. Waiting for: lunch

56. Want: books books books and money

57. Get married: to no one lmao

58. Career: dude i plan on like backpacking throughout the world for as long as i can (and working shitty jobs to afford doing so)

— Which is better

59. Hugs or kisses: hugs

60. Lips or eyes: eyes

61. Shorter or taller: don’t care tbh

62. Older or younger: um uh why

63. Nice arms or stomach: arms

64. Hookup or relationships: hookups

65. Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker since birth

— Have you ever

66. Kissed a stranger: yeh

67. Drank hard liquor: yeh

68.Turned someone down: yeh

69. Sex on first date: never been on a date lmao but ive had sex with people the first time i met them

70: Broken someone’s heart: i don’t think so

71. Had your heart broken: nope

72. Been arrested: almost i guess but no

73. Cried when someone died: do fictional characters count?

74. Fallen for a friend: nope

— Do you believe in

75. Yourself: uh most of the time

76. Miracles: nope

77. Love at first sight: ha! no bitch that is not an actual thing but lust at first sight? hell yeh

78. Santa Claus: lmao nope my fam is muslim

79. Angels: sounds fake

— Misc

80. Eye colour: really dark brown seem like black

81. Best friends name: don’t have a bf

82. Favourite movie: 10 things i hate about you and the breakfast club

83. Favourite actor: uh idk i love so many its hard to choose

84. Favourite cartoon: kim possible 

85. Favourite teacher’s name: estela

[plasmodeus]

Hey I was tagged

thanks @panicatthesin omg Name: Rob Nicknames: Rob??? thats about it Zodiac Sign: Virgo/Ares/Pisces = Sun/Moon/Rising Height: 5 feet 5in Orientation: physically gay, otherwise girls are so nice too Ethnicity: PR Favorite Fruit: strawberries or watermelon Favorite Season: Summer Favorite Book: Something Like Spring or Something Like Summer Favorite Flowers: Hyacinths Favorite Scent: clean linen oops Favorite Color: salmon, cyan, gold, or olive Favorite Animal: mantis shrimp or cats Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate: latte (same angie) Average Sleep Hours: 6-10?? Cat or Dog Person: Cats omg. I love my dog but cats forever Favorite Fictional Character: currently? Taako from The Adventure Zone. Overall? Probably someone from homestuck fml Number of Blankets I Sleep With: three Ideal Trip: Paris honestly Also all my friends were already tagged so Blythe & Gale, if you haven’t done this, chop chop mf

[valleanenowe-music-walk]

Start album as soon as foot leaves far porch side

Try to estimate based on location and remaining album time when I should start walking home. Aim for album ending as soon as I get back

If album ends early, restart it and listen to the first couple tracks or so but at a very low background volume

Remember to check for invalid tracks

Wow the blog has 2 pages now! What a milestone. I had to remake the whole list post so that it’d be on the same page as the posts. So crazy But hey let’s not forget that the presence of the list post makes it so that only 9 walk posts can fit on a page! Really the true milestone will be the end of this post. The end of post 10 ... Walk # 300 ... Whos gonna take the cake ... Wow

08/03/2018 On the 271st walk I listened to “All Is Vanity”, by Christina Grimmie! It took ~35 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “B L A C K I E EP”, by B L A C K I E, which is next

08/04/2018 On the 272nd walk I listened to “B L A C K I E EP”, by B L A C K I E. It’ took ~14 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “WILDERNESS OF NORTH AMERICA”, also by B L A C K I E

08/04/2018 On the 273rd walk I listened to “On Patrol”, by Sun Araw. It took ~1 hour & 14 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “SPRED LUV” and “GEN”, both by B L A C K I E. The latter is next

08/05/2018 On the 274th walk I listened to “GEN”, by B L A C K I E. It took ~29 minutes. I’ve deleted it

08/06/2018 On the 275th walk I listened to “One Size Fits All”, by Frank Zappa. It took ~43 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “FUCK THE FALSE”, by B L A C K I E, which is next

08/07/2018 On the 276th walk I listened to “FUCK THE FALSE”, by B L A C K I E. It took ~45 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the freed space to add “IMAGINE YOUR SELF IN A FREE AND NATURAL WORLD”, also by B L A CK I E, which is next

08/08/2018 On the 277th walk I listened to “IMAGINE YOUR SELF IN A FREE AND NATURAL WORLD”, by B L A C K I E. It took ~39 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the spacee to add “REMAINS”, also by B L A C K I E, and “Genre-Specific Xperience”, by Fatima Al Qadiri, which is next

08/08/2018 On the 278th walk I listened to “Genre-Specific Xperience”, by Fatima Al Qadiri. It took ~23 & a half minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Desert Strike”, also by Fatima Al Qadiri, which is next

08/08/2018 On the 279th walk I listened to “Desert Strike”, by Fatima Al Qadiri. It took ~17 minutes. I’ve deleted it

I’ve skipped “One Year: A Collection Of Old Tunes”, by Graham Kartna. I’ve used the space to add “Asiatisch”, by Fatima Al Qadiri, which is next

08/09/2018 On the 280th walk I listened to “Asiatisch”, by Fatima Al Qadiri. It took ~38 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Brute”, also by Fatima Al Qadiri, which is next

08/09/2018 On the 281st walk I listened to “Brute”, by Fatima Al Qadiri. It’ took ~36 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Shaneera”, also by Fatima Al Qadiri, as well as “Laker Ice” and “The Adventures Of Death Boy”, both by Graham Kartna, the latter of which is next

08/09/2018 On the 282nd walk I listened to “The Adventures Of Death Boy”, by Graham Kartna. It took ~16 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Loop Tube”, also by Graham Kartna

08/08/2018 On the 283rd walk I listened to “Laker Ice”, by Graham Kartna. It took ~12 minutes. I’ve deleted it. 

08/09/2018 On the 284th walk I listened to “Loop Tube”, by Graham Kartna. It took ~15 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Ideation Deluxe”, also by Graham Kartna, which is next

08/09/2018 On the 285th walk I listened to “Ideation Deluxe”, by Graham Kartna. It took ~21 minutes. I’ve deleted it

08/10/2018 On the 286th walk I listened to “Operation: Doomsday”, by MF Doom. It took ~58 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Shoot The Moons”, “Illegal Transmissions Over Boyos, ON”, and “.temp”, all by Graham Kartna. That last one is next!

08/10/2018 On the 287th walk I listened to “.temp”, by Graham Kartna. It took about ~30 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Poem (For Voice & Tape)”, by Graham Lambkin

08/11/2018 On the 288th walk I listened to “Illegal Transmissions Over Boyos, ON”, by Graham Kartna. It took ~36 minutes. I’ve deleted it

08/12/2018 On the 289th walk I listened to “OST (1).rar”, by R23X. It took ~24 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Salmon Run”, by Graham Lambkin

I’ve skipped “OSV: Original Sound Version”, by R23X

I’ve skipped “The Outsider”, by DJ Shadow. I’ve used the space to add “Softly Softly Copy Copy”, by Graham Lambkin

08/12/2018 On the 290th walk I listened to “Over-Nite Sensation”, by Frank Zappa. It took ~34 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Amateur Doubles”, by Graham Lambkin, which is next 10 walks left for post 10! That’s like a

08/12/2018 On the 291st walk I listened to “Amateur Doubles”, by Graham Lambkin. It took ~38 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “The Rise of Elklink” and “Chance Meeting”, both also by Graham Lambkin. The latter is now next 9 walks left for post 10!!

08/14/2018 On the 292nd walk I listened to “Chance Meeting”, by Graham Lambkin. It took ~31 minutes. I’ve deleted it 8 walks left for post 10!!!

08/14/2018 On the 293rd walk I listened to “P.O. BOX 666″, by 90210. It took ~33 minutes. I’ve deleted it 7 walks left for post 10!!!!

08/17/2018 On the 294th walk I listened to “Party Kicks”, by Nyetscape. It took ~31 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “Community”, by Graham Lambkin, which is next Haha this is the 3rd album in a row that consists of a single ~30-minute long mp3 file what is going on????????????????? 6 walks left for post 10!!!!!

08/18/2018 On the 295th walk I listened to “Community”, by Graham Lambkin. It took ~1 hour & 19 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the space to add “No Better No Worse (Vol 1)”, also by Graham Lambkin, which is next This one also had a 40-minute song but supplemented by 8 shorter ones 5 walks left for post 10!!!!!!

08/19/2018 On the 296th walk I listened to “No Better No Worse (Vol 1)”, by Graham Lambkin. It took ~1 hour & 21 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the freed space to add “No Better No Worse (Vol 2)”, also by Graham Lambkin, as I’m sure one would assume, as well as “FireThief”, “AMBAP”, and “A BRIEF GUIDE”, all by Hanz. “AMBAP” is next! This one also had a ~40-minute mp3 file 4 walks left for post 10!!!!!!!

08/24/2018 On the 297th walk I listened to “AMBAP”, by Hanz. It took ~28 minutes. I’ve deleted it 3 walks left for post 10!!!!!!!!

08/25/2018 On the 298th walk I listened to “A Brief Guide”, by Hanz. It took ~48 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the freed space to add “The Breadwinner”, by Graham Lambkin & Jason Lescalleet 2 walks left for post 10!!!!!!!!!

08/26/2018 On the 299th walk I listened to “The Breadwinner”, by Graham Lambkin & Jason Lescalleet. It took ~49 minutes. I’ve deleted it 1 WALK LEFT FOR POST 10!!!!!!!!!! IT’S TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

08/26/2018 On the 300th Fuckingg(!) walk I listened to “FireThief”, by Hanz. It took ~32 minutes. I’ve deleted it. I’ve used the freed space to add “Live From Warioworld”, by Thayer, whic is next

thats it for post 10. thats it for walk 300. post 11 time. 10 posts 10 pOSTs. im in college now not because I did 10 posts. that just a coincidence

[natashasjunque]

3/4/21- Thursday

Woke up at sleeves which means I actually fell asleep which is good, sleeve saved my toothbrush which is so cute, he dropped me back home and had some cannoli cake, finally saw gab cuz her q ended last night, went on a walk w anne, did some hw, had sorority shit to deal w, had class and in my breakout room there was a kid who lives in China and it was 4am for him and he told me his zoom classes are 12am-4am Monday-Friday which is insane I could never, after class packed the car and left delly WITH gab it’s been so long since I made the drive w her since I’ve gone home by myself so much already, they started new construction so THATS mf annoying since I usually just kinda relax and wake up and I drove home but now I needed to be alert but it’s fine, dropped gab off and came home finally, played w xan, had dinner, did hw and sent emails, now it’s literally 9pm and I’m going to sleep cuz I’m so tired

It looks a lil derpy but lmao salmon and avocado for lunch as always