#miisha’s journey of taeyong’s military service

[badluvkii]

yesterday i bought the walk album and i pulled taeyong and i nearly cried tears of happiness bc i didn’t expect them to have his pcs in there . the amount of joy was insane

[ty10131]

idk if this is my mental problems altering this but this taeyong enlistment is actually driving me crazy no joke i was w my mom and i kept discociating and then i screamed quietly , i did this about 8 times today , this is day 2 . day 1 one of my friends saw me and said i looked like a maiden in distress before i even mentioned the ty military enlistment and i was so distraught i cried for the first time irl that day bc my emotions were all over the place . i was so sad all monday omg

i was empty monday low-key but i’m tryna get though now it’ll be ok i MISS HIM SO MUCH

i have abandonment and grief trauma sourced bpd so that’s why i struggle sm . struggled w key my other ult , struggling w ty . i struggle when ppl i care a lot for leave sounds stupid but yeah

[badluvkii]

gonna need this shirt soon

[badluvkii]

sry i’ve been so unactive recently ive been rly busy and also the nct dream ticketing process was so stressful i’ve never been more stressed buying tickets (I GOT THEM THO🗣️‼️)

TAEYONG UPDATESSSS IM GONNA SOB I MISS HIM , everyday i think ab him i hope he’s healthy and happy in the navy

[badluvkii]

1. HAPPY BDAY TAEYONG ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

2. THE NEW SONG IN HIS INSTAGRAM?????

3. i miss him

[badluvkii]

taeyong

THE VIDEOS OF HOM AT THE BEACH W HIS MILITARY FRIENDS HES HAVING FUN LUKCILY ILL CRY

[badluvkii]

very sad .

taeyong

[badluvkii]

me when taeyong military

[badluvkii]

i got drunk on saturday and cried in my car bc i missed taeyong LMAO i had 404 loading and 404 file not found on loop on the car radio . on sunday i was HUNGOVER ,, like not just hungover , HUNGOVER . really HUNGOVER

only fully recovered today and i had to be at work for a long time

[badluvkii]

yesterday at the rpd , tap played i screamed and it lined RIGJT w the break and me and my friend were literally jumping up and down and shouting ab taeyong (i’m ty biased and he’s her bias wrecker) and like 2 girls came up and said we were cool and pretty and now i’m friends w them yeeeeeppp

this is why being a kpop fan is a SOCIAL thing

[badluvkii]

oh my god

[badluvkii]

april 15 2024 💔💔💔💔

[badluvkii]

we are getting sm taeyong pictures during his service and i’m so happy about it , yesterday tho i was listening to taeyongs album in the car and got upset again lmao . it’s like my long term car album now

[badluvkii]

guys i’ve been less active bc i’m very busy but i am still missing taeyong at military , i cried in the car listening to tys album in the carpark of the vets i work at before i had to go in bc i missed him sm lmao

im so emotional and dramatic

[badluvkii]

sry no ty post today i was at work at the vets all day yesterday and i fell asleep as soon as i got home and that’s rare for me bc i dont sleep

still devistated

[badluvkii]

since ty has gone red , like boss era omg my fav , i tjink he’s gonna do all dyes before he enlists bc i mean he’s gonna have to shave it all off anyway