#mimi being a sopping wet pathetic cat

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Sorry for being a loser on main it will happen almost everyday at this point

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Not to be a loser(as usual) but can someone please say nice things to me<3

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Hm not good

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I am a special kind of stupid

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Oh my edits are still likeable good

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Im going thru horrors i should explode myself

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I feel too guilty to sleep actually

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i made a new tag btw. if anyone cares

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puts my hands on ur shoulders. if uu want to talk abt whats bothering uu pls do talk abt it . . . /nf obv but i am willing to listej even if uu think its nothing 👍

It really is nothing,, just umm… im sort of jealous ig of how some people can just. Like things ig,, like i will be mildly interested in something and then lose interest about it, but some people can like. Like something so much it even makes them happy and it's usually very um genuine so yeagh… like i said not a big deal

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Hm i think im sort of jealous

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hm

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Everyone in the world should hate me actually

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can the horrors leave me alone im just a silly guy who's (not really) doing her best

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Its not. Wven a big deal. Can i just stop

[iqmmir]

vent sorta?

sometimes i wonder what exactly would

fill my empty being

what do i lack

what is everyone so full of

likes and dislikes, talents and skills

do i have them

assigning myself a role and acting it out

till everyone is tired

im not even good at it

will they stay for my empty self

do i even want them to

maybe if i was good

at something, anything

i would feel more full

creating and creating

studying and reading

all for me to be laughed at

why can they do it

why can't i

were we all born empty

did they find things to fill them up

'youre hiding your true emotions'

if i had any maybe i would

empty, empty, blank and numb

i want to break and be thrown away

[iqmmir]

Im going to sleep i hope i never wake up and explode