#mochitalks

[mochixkisses]

i think i'll miss you forever, but i can't tell you that. it sounds too pathetic.

[mochipanko]

Just wanted to thank everyone who’s still engaging with me/my art posts here, I really still love tumblr as a platform for sharing my art so any engagement encourages me. 🥺 Especially with Twitter/X‘s downfall last year and continuously shit algorithm on instagram (if you don’t make reels or post constantly) I’m often left clueless about what to do to reach people or if there’s even any point in trying to continue.

Posting on social media used to be so much more fun than now, but it is what it is 😔 which is why I’m really glad that tumblr people seem to be still as funny, weird and wholesome as they used to be! I love reading your reblog hashtags and answering your (anon) messages. Thank you 💗

(In case you’re wondering who that is in that drawing, the answer is the purple haired weirdo from that music otome game I got weirdly obsessed with last year, if you scroll down a bit on my posts you’ll find the name hehehe)

[mochixkisses-moved]

hi everyone ^^ i've followed everyone i was following on my updated main blog. i will be changing the name of this one to mochixkisses-moved and changing the main one to what this one is ^^ please follow me on that one as this one's queue has been deleted. if anyone would like to be mutuals, please message me on the other one and let me know ^^ to my mutuals on here, please follow the other blog ^^

thanks for all of your support, everyone 🥰🥰🥰🥰

@mochixkisses

[vanillaribbon]

after a night of emotional ranting i have come up with a theory that mamoru is koki’s lila, please read more to let me drag you down with me

on the subject of their songs:

alive’s xlieds seem have the theme of ‘love song’, as shown in their magazine interviews.

mamoru’s リレイズ -Reraise- is quite explicit in its meaning and intention. when you listen to it, it’s very obvious that he’s speaking to the members of growth, perhaps with an emphasis on koki for obvious reasons, since he was the one who picked him off the streets and all.

but it took me a while to realize that koki’s song, リーラの調べ  (melody of Lila) could also be intended... for mamoru??

so i decided to look through each song and compare parts that seem to relate to one another, and found the following parallels:

i feel like there are an awful lot of straight up parallels between these two songs. i’ve even gone to the extent of looking through other xlieds to see if any other songs communicate so closely to each other, but none quite like these two!

with how lila no shirabe was released before reraise, it almost feels like a declaration of love and an answer of gratitude, don’t you think?

and while mamoru did compose koki’s song (and everyone else in growth for that matter), a twitter dialog from the ALIVE twitter has koki revealing to sora that he had helped with the lyrics for his song.

on the subject of ‘lila’:

lila - in the song, it refers to a ‘somebody’. the somebody who is the recipient of kou-kun’s love song.

from a translator’s notes i’ve seen, it appears lila can also mean/refer to ‘lilac’ in spanish. in lila no shirabe’s pv, you can see what appears to be lilac flowers, and purple petals fluttering across the screen.

a few actual lilacs for your viewing pleasure

now guess whose image colour is purple and has been drawn with what appears to be lilac flowers in the past...?

one last point; let’s also think back on the title of koki’s song - the melody of lila. who in their group is the one who makes melodies, i wonder...?

thank you for reading! what do you think? it’s a bit short and far reaching but hope i made a compelling argument! mamotan is kou-kun’s lila!!! i believe this with my heart!

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disclaimers: i have seen no explicit statement about growth’s first album cover, so i can’t be sure that the flowers tohiro-sensei drew mamoru with are lilacs. but they sure look like it

also, the translations are not mine, so here are a list of sources for what i have talked about above. please let me know if you would like me to take it down.

http://sh3ro.tumblr.com/post/157822681859/

http://xkasumisou.tumblr.com/post/164019476759/reraise

https://sharasherenia.blogspot.com/2017/03/alives-interview-lets-sing-love-song.html

https://twitter.com/aliveinfo1/status/829350520049397760

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDgM9uQaHSE

[mochirou]

rb this if you wanna be on my taglist

[pennipynk]

Trying to find a theme for my blog that 1) I like, and 2) works for me, is an absolute nightmare. Most of these codes are so broken that if I change one thing the entire theme falls apart. Dx

[bts-jimin-rp]

Hot chocolate a blanket and my favorite series ♡

Just one thing is missing now...

[baekbyun]

@my followers: my blog is just gonna be baekhyun since it's his birthday today sorry if i spam you you can soft block me ;;

[mochixkisses]

normal about him completely.

[mochixkisses]

ohhh noooo you realized i'm actually insane and now you're put off by my behaviors but i literally told you this when we met and you said i was hot??

[mochixkisses]

i just want to be your pretty girl.

[mochixkisses]

hahaha what if we just.. forgave each other for our mistakes, and then loved each other for the rest of our lives? haha what if we healed together? what if we were together? lol.

[mochixkisses]

why do i feel like i need you so much? i really do. i need you. it drives me crazy.

[mochixkisses]

oh! he brought me flowers! he told me his name! he confessed he likes me! he's blushing he's sweating he's nervy!! he is so cute!!

[mochixkisses]

imagine wanting to date me bc you think i'm so pretty, and then you find out i'm fucking insane and have the worst attachment issues

[mochixkisses]

i want i want i want. i want to be wanted. i want to be wanted by you. i want you.