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ashleyeveerson · 5 months

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Haven't been able to think about anything other than the victorian/edwardian/WW1 twink and his 80's punk almost-boyfriend for a week, send help

#this tv show has consumed my every thought #it's like tumblr catnip #go watch it #it will eat away at your brain #there's also a butch lesbian butcher #an autistic manga loving weirdo (my beloved)#and a badass psychic who's also a mess #WHAT MORE COULD YOU POSSIBLY WANT?#updating the post bc the reblogs lead me on a WILD wiki rabbit hole about the eras of England #okay so Edwin is born in 1900 which means he was born 1 year before the end of the Victorian era (1837-1901) so technically he's a victoria #baby who lived his childhood in the Edwardian era (1901-1910) and his teens in the pre/start of WW1 era (started in 1914)#until he was killed :( in 1916 #so my boy here lived though MANY historical events and time periods #shout out to my victorian/edwardian/WW1 twink #history is very fun and this is why i love this website bc where else would i have to do research for my blorbo?#I do however find it very funny if Gaiman named him Edwin in honour of the Edwardian time period he grew up in #I love that man and it wouldn't surprise me if he turned out to be a history nerd (affectionate) like the rest of you #dead boy detectives #edwin payne #charles rowland #crystal palace #niko dbd #dbd #please feel free to dm me about history i adore it

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tesco-finest-aromantics · 1 year

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i feel like the queer community lost when we started policing labels and making sure everyone used the Correct™ labels instead of letting a person decide what feels right for them

#caique posts #inspired by a post a trans guy made asking if it was okay for him to keep identifying as a lesbian even though he’s now a man #and all the comments telling him no because lesbians can’t be men #and also all the other posts of people asking if they’re ''allowed'' to use certain labels #why do you need permission?#who are you even asking permission from?#we’re not cops #do whatever you want forvever #also inspired by an article in a zine in the 80s/90s of two FtMs in a T4T relationship #one of them described the relationship as being between a butch and his sissy boy #i cannot ever imagine anyone calling themselves that nowadays #because of ''only lesbians can be butches'' and ''sissy is offensive'' discourse #i’m sure there are people out there who would want to describe their relationship like that but don’t feel they’re ''allowed'' to #anyway lots of baby queers are tying themselves in knots trying to figure themselves out #and they’re more concerned with using the Correct™ label instead of the one they feel most comfortable with #yeah i just don’t like it #knowing you’re queer should be a liberating feeling #instead of something anxiety-inducing because you’re worried if you’re using labels wrong

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nychthemeron-rants · 5 months

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Inspired by @marlindotzip 's comics, I've made a Butch Chilchuck AU: Pretty much everything is the same except Chilchuck is a butch woman instead of a man.

Here are my basic headcanons for Butch Chilchuck:

Chilchuck is a he/him butch queer woman and prefers masculine language being used towards him (though he does like being called his children's mother and dislikes being called a man directly).

He is perfectly fine with people assuming he's a man professionally because it doesn't really matter to him (besides, people take him more seriously when they think he's a man, including other half-foots at the union and its easier to only fight one battle for respect than two)

That being said, he is SUPER proud of Meijack for fighting for respect as both as a half-foot and as a “fem” (by Chil's standard) woman in the same field.

Chilchuck has PCOS which is why he has facial hair as both a tall man and as a dwarf. (Though he developed it AFTER the births of his daughters) He has some facial hair and chest hair as a half-foot too, but shaves fairly regularly when possible.

His wife is trans. They were childhood friends because Chil was too masculine to get along well with the other little girls and his wife was bullied by the “other” little boys for being to feminine. Both not fitting the mold of their assigned genders, they became close friends and eventually fell in love.

Chil was a “teen” mom because he and his wife thought her hormone treatment acted as birth control. That little goof resulted in the twins and their marriage arriving before either hit adulthood.

He eventually got top surgery (or the fantasy equivalent) sometime after they had served their purpose because he thought they got in the way at work and added unnecessary weight. He finds his armor is a lot more comfortable now and he has to pack slightly less clothes as an added bonus.

Chilchuck is naturally a very masculine looking woman with a fairly deep voice. He sometimes jokes with his wife that being as butch as he is is the best possible outcome, as his body would probably make a more feminine woman very insecure.

That being said, Mei has a lot of the same traits and is confident and comfortable in her skin, and is proud to look like her mother.

He understands 100% when people assume he's a trans man, but he has done a lot of introspection on that topic (at his wife's behest as she thought he was an egg for the longest time) and he is confident in his womanhood, even if it looks different than most other women's.

He isn't uncomfortable with feminine clothing but is VERY uncomfortable with the questions and comments he gets when he wears it and generally prefers masculine clothes.

(Part 2: How this AU affects party dynamics!)

#i can see chilchuck being a very androgynous name by half-foot standards #as his first name Chil isn't really gendered #and even women have masculine second names like meiJACK and flerTOM #and due to being naturally very androgynous/ masculine even other half foots think he's a man #which he doesnt mind while at work #but gets a little annoying in his personal life #though he cant really blame them #heavily inspired by @marlindotzip's comics #like some of these are taken straight from those comics #more to come #had to add that chil is canonically a teen parent #bc i am obsessed with that fact #also love the idea of his wife being trans #their daughters would have never doubted that there is no wrong way to be a woman #while also knowing that their bodies didn't automatically mean they were women if something didn't feel right.#chilchuck dungeon meshi #chilchuck #genderswap chilchuck #gender swap chilchuck #gender bent chilchuck #genderbent chilchuck #butch chilchuck #fem! chilchuck #butch chilchuck au #chilchuck dunmeshi #dunmeshi #dunmeshi au #dungeon meshi #long post

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faaun · 1 month

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omw to see a guy im not interested in bc he has my coat

#basically chat i am Not bi i truly tried i just feel nothing . and i went on a date w a beautiful butch and the way my heart went crazyyy #it rly confirmed it #however . this guy . ok so we went on 2 dates and he had some rly bad takes at the end of the second date out of nowhere #i alrdy felt nothing and by then i felt even more. nothing. BUT #in other ways hes like green flags all around except for those specific takes . anyway. i thrifted this coat in bordeaux and me and my #friend have joint custody over it like it is Our Coat and we share it etc etc it spends equal time at our houses #given those takes i fear if i tell him in advance that im not interested there is a very low chance he might like #not give me the coat back ? idk #anyway I WANT MY COAT BACK ik its unrealistic that hed do smth like that but . idk idk The Takes TM worried me #anyway idk how to break it to him. like . hi ik im in ur house and u wanted to cook for me but i rly want my coat back and also ur opinions #abt feminism and the military are Worrying and also goodbye im a lesbian

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eye-merely-jest · 5 months

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RRAAAGHGHGHHGGHH

i made a whole separate blog just to post these little sketchy dudes (yes, thaddeus is supposed to look silly like that) (no, goosey's hand isn't supposed to look like that, its not there IGNORE IT) (ignore the suckass camera quality while yer at it too,,,,)

i did this instead of working on chemistry <33 (very much just doodles)

ANYWHO i fuckin' love thaddeus so so much, he is just SO silly to me. i know the show's only been out for like, a week, but I NEED MORE PEOPLE TO TALK ABOUT HIM HE IS JUST SO DUMB AND PATHETIC AND SUCH A LOSER I'M SO VERY IN LOVE.

#he and butch are kinda similar but i feel like thaddeus would be too “weasel-ey” for him #butch would probably think hes just suuuuuccchhhh a dork #(despite being a huge dork himself)#and being in the brotherhood?? can't imagine that helps his case #who knows though #i may just take all this back later when i give it more thought #fallout #fallout prime #thaddeus fallout #does that tag exist??#lucy maclean #TUNNEL SNAKES RULE

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steven-cartoons · 1 year

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one thing I feel like some of y'all tend to forget is that effeminate behavior =/= feminine presentation

a character may have effeminate mannerisms and personality traits while still being masculine in their clothing and overall appearance

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...aka....stede is the butch and ed is the femme !!

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crickwater · 3 months

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I don't know if this is a hot take but halsin is hands down the worst companion and that could be easily solved by having him join you at the beginning of act 2 and giving him literally anything to do in act 3 except hit on you

#his pacing is all fucked up. why does he only join your party once you're basically done with his quest #like when he didn't join my party once he joined my camp I was like okay makes sense I guess #like I still went and met the hag and to the gith creche and fucked around in the underdark and stuff #he had no reason to join me #then we went to the shadow cursed lands so I went to camp to talk to him and still nothing. okay whatever let's keep going #then at last light inn I talked to the fist guy and then talked to halsin and he was like oh I'll meet you there #and I was like that's it. the moment he joins the party to try and solve this thing #no!!! still just sending me out to di his errands #like by the time he joins you the only thing left from his plotline is the oliver thing #after that he just hangs ariynd and talks abt nature like butch I'm a druid too get a goddamn personality #also doesn't help that you recruit him around the same time a jaheira who's also an old wise druid #but has a much more interesting and fun personality and an actual fun plotline and quest in act 3 #like having her really just makes it more obvious halsin has nothing going on #and like his romance would also work way better and not feels so out of nowhere if he joined you earlier #cause the way it is now it feels so out of the blue like you joined my party yesterday why are you already trynna fuck #have some couth

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natestars-corner-of-curiosities · 1 month

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At first I was like “what if I made 11 sibling OCs for the March Hare from Alice in Wonderland and named them all after months of the year” as a joke. But bro, I don’t think it’s a joke anymore.

#alice in wonderland #the march hare #I went ‘haha funny gimmick’ then all of a sudden I have a dysfunctional family on my hands #I do Not have the skills of recreating the Vibe of the original books so it’s more of an AU where the world is normal-ish #magic and stuff still exists but like. I made one of his brothers a lawyer #all the projection I’m doing onto March probably isn’t helping either lol #I’m gonna read/listen to the original book again to try to get the vibes at least a little closer #will I ever share it online? probably not unless someone rly wants to see dhdhdh #but I’m so attached to July. my butch short king lesbian. I love her so much #if someone asks about it I might share 👀 but for once I feel awkward posting about it unprompted #what is this. I love being weird about fictional characters.#is it because they’re OCs and I mostly only ever post about canon characters? perhaps #is it that AiW is a ClassicTM and for children and also old so I feel like it’s not ‘for me’? maybe #is it that I’m worried about mischaracterizing the canon characters despite many different adaptations portraying them differently? yes.

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pinkyjulien · 5 months

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#NOT TO BE NSFT ON MAIN #But I'm going through it... and by it I mean well... the horn knee #but like. lots of Thoughs about- HFH how Valentin is probably the first trans guy for Mitch #not that its rare by 2077 but because I HC him as demisexual #his first time was late-ish compared to his friends - he didnt had a lot of lovers - then there was Scorpion #who was more of a brother than a boyfriend but I DO HC THAT THEY ROLLED IN THE HAY Alright #But back to the thingy-- He's probably not experienced when it comes to Well Tdicks right #Mitch start to develop feelings for Val too the whole vets group start to notice it hardcore #cause these two gonkasses arent exactly subtle - they're just blind #and so one night while the vets are chillin drinkin the usual #subject comes up like eyy hows it going with V you gonna rizz him up or what #Mitch going PFFF idk what yall talkin about but he's red and suddenly don't know what to do with his hands #conversation goes and he's all like awkward cause Well Duh #Boys take showers together so everyone knows Val isnt Cis- there's others trans folks in the camp too its nothing unusual just an info #and get this... what if. its Butch Grease Queen Carol who gives him tips on how to get his boy all rilled up #while drunk ofc - Mitch wishin he could disapear from the discussion cause it's just too much but lowkey taking notes HKGJDKZKG #while some other vet goes on about how good it feels in there tm and all-- YNOW WARM N WET AND ALL #Mitch just nervously laugh and thanks them for the advices tm even if nothing will ever happen and just change the subject #he def jerk off in his tent tho cause he can't keep the vision out mH. hhhHHFHHF 👁👁#and he'd be like damn here I go doin it over a friend again and feels guilty next time he sees Val #(val def does it too in his northern appartment #idk where im going with this don't mind me JHGJ #sex is such an insignificant part of their love - its present and they explore all type of stuff together #but its not something that would ever be source of problem or doubts if that makes any sense #while simultaneously being important - cause Mitch was Val first time - and in a way Val was Mitchs first too #and his boy sure does feel nice /)UwU(\ weeeee #tbd

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handsomegentlebutch · 6 months

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My 3 little cousins were baptized today. "Triggered" is kind of a strong word but being in a catholic church again... I'm a little fragile rn ngl.

#butch speaks #it was hard not to shake as i held J over the basin to have the water poured on his head #when he was cleansed of sin. as if a little kid could ever knowly or intentionally offend a so-called loving god #the words came naturally to me #but they meant nothing #i remember when they used to mean something. when i begged gods forgiveness for my sin (being a lesbian) and tried to pray the gay away #i remember how much i wanted to die bc i could never truly embrace the sacred #i STILL deal with the complex of catholic guilt. its a very real thing. its hard to shake #i cant help but wonder if the catholicism ingrained in my brain is why i have a hard time with casual dating n sex #fun fact: there was a point when i was a teen that i got REALLY catholic #i prayed everyday. i talked to my patrin saint (st agnes) every day. i wantsd to become a nun #the thought of marrying a man mad me more sad than feeling like an alien did. so id marry the church as a nun.#not the way to hide being a dyke when ur fam is catholic btw LMAO #the first priest i knew was father joe. i loved that guy. he was so kind. friendly. briming with love.#he was one of my biggest references for what a good person was like #he talked about gods love a lot. how its for everyone. no one is exluded. ever.#he used to look right at me when he said stuff like that. a few other kids too. all of whom grew up to be queer #then father joe passed away. our church merged with another church. father jeff was the priest there.#he was kind but not as kind. he talked about hell and sin more. he looked at the same kids father joe did.#but the kindness in his eyes wasnt there.#that wasnt for us.#my family wasnt even THAT catholic #i went to church every sunday i did vacation bible school and catechism classes and youth group #i was an altar servant and in the choir #i even used to speak/understand a little latin #imagine how much worse id have been if my mom could have afforded catholic school lmao #grateful to have grown up poor in that regard #hm. actually... reading my own tags. mayne we were pretty catholic actually.#fucking hell.#i need to have lesbian sex in a church before god and everyone. mayeb that would fix me.

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acrobattack · 6 months

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i think it’s fun that blossom and buttercup butt heads the most vs brick who targets boomer and more or less gets along swell with butch

#once again this is just me stating the obvious but i think about it a lot anyway #like with buttercup it’s a general refusal to follow the given instruction #vs boomer whose issue with brick tends to be incomprehension or lack of capability #and like. the difference between a leader who wants a Good Clean outcome vs one who just wants to have fun at all costs #butch has no reason to oppose brick because their goals basically align similar to how bubbles and blossom function #whereas buttercup Wants to be reckless under the instruction of someone who simply is Not #and boomers situation is a bit different because he really doesn’t oppose Brick much at all #he’s just a bit slow to catch on and will tend to speak out of turn out of excitement to contribute to a situation #vs butch who quite literally just parrots a lot of what brick says in a lot of his dialog #boomer is just ‘soft’ enough to be an easy target #it also Is just really fitting of brick to aim that kind of attitude at someone who’s less likely to do anything about it #whereas blossom generally has a real point she wants to drill into buttercups head so the resulting fight is. kind of the goal #idk where i’m going with this i just saw a post that made me want to organize these thoughts somewhere #bubble journal #editing to add more #like alright boomer is. undoubtedly a part of their group #i don’t think he’s a true odd one out he Isn’t #he scraps with them and likes the same things they do and generally likes to participate with them #he just so happens to be the ‘worst’ relative to the other two at being a Rowdy/ruff Boy #at least in the way they perceive one ought to be #so when he gets a bit too obviously naive he’ll get singled out #but it’s clear he can generally keep up with them anyway #if only for the fact that brick and butch can instantly tell when bubbles wasn’t able to #does this make sense i feel like i lost the plot

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bucketwingthoughts · 8 months

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Lesbian megastar where starscream is a hyper femme she/he lesbian and megatron is a she/her (occasionally they) butch but will occasionally be femme leaning because starscream encourages her and makes her feel like it's okay to explore that part of her.

But overall she likes being butch and that's what she's most comfortable and ofc starscream is fine with that he loves Megatron regardless of how she presents

#megastar #megatron #starscream #I'm drawing them.... starscream just looks how i always draw him lmao #starscream more or less kinda talks megatron into it just because starscream himself is working out his own trauma - but when he discovered #that megatron was happy being how she was he of course just accepted her #which starscream loves her butches too #he just is working out so many problems with his own identities #like in most of my aus as a seeker he was forced to present and act a certain way because of his frame type #and while he hates that for him he is attracted to it in others #he went great lenghts to make himself have the body/presentation he desired #again she craves those specific body types in others but not in herself - it maeks her dysphoric #while craving that tho she falls into this harmful idea that she's forcing her partner to present that way #so he tries to project onto megatron that he feels that way #which megatron is not a seeker - so she wasn't ever used to that #so she has no idea why starscream acts that way until starscream comes clean #this is also just a recurring thing with all my megastar aus

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puppmeo · 6 days

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Butches wrestling for femmes attention . Thoughts

#getting beaten up by a bigger stronger butch would fix me #and while he and his femme patch me up afterwards they tell me i look cute like this . can anyone hear me is this thing on #sorry gang ive been so . i want to wrestle and i want to wrestle other butches #actually yknow what . just interacting with other lesbians would fix me . i hate being rural #bottoms wouldve been an even better movie if it was just pj and josie coming into their butchness and maybe wrestling about it .#the punching was rad too tho . also sorry for butch pj truthing in the tags .#i got distracted . what am i doing #butchfemme #lesbian #butch lesbian #this is lowkey a b4b thought . that stands for butch4butch AND butch4both .#butch 4 butch #butch 4 femme #ugh . getting my shit wrecked while wearing a femme bait shirt would be such a look #butch4both #ive typed butch so many times it doesn't even look like a word to me anymore . it feels more like an abstract prayer #puppmeo posting #puppmeo yearning #new romeo sorting tag just dropped #butch yearning

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girlscience · 4 months

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I hate getting into something that has a canon(ish) sapphic couple, but I only end up caring about one of the two women 😭😭😭

#warrior nun? only cared about beatrice couldn't really get behind ava much #the locked tomb? INSANE for gideon. harrow is like cool I guess (I feel like I should like her more than I do idk)#and now dungeon meshi. I knoowwwww I'm going to love falin. 10 episodes in and I already find her relatable and awesome and so cool and sexy #AND SHE BECOMES A DRAGON LIKE FUCK MAN (she's still dead atm but soon soooooon)#marcille on the other hand?? I mean she's fine... but I'm not really drawn to her (I like namari a lot more tbh)#and the thing is I know part of it is the feminization of all three of them #I am not attracted to femininity pretty much ever (outside of a super sexed up version in which case gugh)#and ava and marcielle both have a very bubbly personality type that has never really drawn me in ever #they can have cool stories and I can enjoy them in that. but I have no desire to seek them out outside of that #and harrow... honestly I think it might be the way fandom sees her that makes me not care much about her?#also my feelings about the series as a whole by the end of nona probably don't help #BUT I definitely think a big part for all three is the femininity. none of their counterparts that I DO love are overly fem #(and HONESTLY I don't think harrow should be either and the fact hardly no one actually makes her butch the way I see her pisses me off)#((she CANONICALLY hated her long hair!!!!!!!!! stop giving her anything more than a buzz cut I'm going to attack you!!!!!!))#also. marcielle has green eyes and I'm sorry but I just can't 😭#I need every single character ever in existence to only ever have brown/black or gold/yellow eyes #stop with the blue and the green 😭 please #ANYWAY POINT BEING: I hate that this happens to me because I end up not getting obsessed with the ship #and mostly only getting into the single character but then I don't want to read fic about just one person #so I try out the ship stuff and shocker no one writes the other character in a way I like so I don't read it #and then I feel bad cause all my ships and main characters I'm obsessed over are men #and then I complain all the fandom favs and mcs in stories are men #but like I'm contributing to the problem!!!! but like I'm not attracted to hannibal but I like his personality #I'm not attracted to optimus but I love how fucked up his whole deal with megatron is #I DO love both luffy and zoro even though I'm not really attracted to either of them #the lotr/hobbit ships.... eh I love the world and I love dwarves and I will do anything for them so the characters don't matter much lol #AND THATS THE ISSUE 😭 the worlds of warrior nun and tlt and most of what i've seen of dungeon meshi don't really entrance me much #so I don't get into the ships for that. and I'm not attracted to both people in the ship. and I can't relate/project on both in the ship #and sometimes I find one character type less likable/annoying so that makes me not want to engage

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mejomonster · 3 months

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Usually i dont have long hair so i guess its just hitting like a truck lately how femininely long hair is viewed, how much its used to identify women, how shallowly many people expect women To have long hair

And wowza does it make me realize 1 why my mom must've internally felt such a great need to make me grow my hair 2 makes me immediately wanna chop it the fuck off, because the people most pleased with long hair are the people id like to stay away from me 3 kind of irksome cause im growing my hair out, for the first time by choice in like 2 fucking decades, because i wanted cool long hair like guys in shows i admire

#rant #my hair woes #i mean 1 feel free to ignore #but also 2 just heard a dude yesterday APPAULED his girlfriend cut their hair #and like. as a bisexual nonbinary who for 90% of my life has had shorter hair than my chin #i hope a person like that NEVER dates me. so far im life my hairs been so short it naturally kept such ppl away from dating me #and cool ppl who also liked me with short hair were rhe ones liking me #and one video essayist on youtube recently did a deep dive into why society in general tends to turn on women who cut their hair off #which. makes me want zero fucking hair all the more. i do not wanna be read as woman in the first place #but my face just kinda prevents that. i used to wear a binder and dress ways i liked less and had 1 inch of hair #and was still constantly misgendered so i figured fuck it ill just wear lolita dresses and big tshirts with no bra and do whatever #since strangers would treat me the same anyway.#but like. goddamn. last time my hair was longer than this i was in college but i was so like sporty butch bisexual ripped off sleeve tshirts #i think no weirdo like. liked me for my hair or perceived femininity thank goodness #just kinda yikes yikes yikes on all the valuing of people perceived as women based on their hair like...#as transphobia ramps up also General intolerance of gender nonconformity ramps up #as in attacks toward non makeup wearer women non shaver women short haired women long haired men makeup wearing men #an obvious thing but. god i hate the general trends of fucking society in their fucking conservative swing into #conservative moral panic and sexism and racism and transphobia and like its always there but theres really a pendulun swing into like #decades backward lately #for the past 10 years tbh...

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dragscore · 5 months

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i'm not afraid of anything, i just need to know that i can breathe. i don't need much of anything. // but suddenly, suddenly, i am small and the world is big, all around me is fast moving, surrounded by so many things, suddenly, suddenly

#super happy art time #stella #STEWWAAAAAAAA WONT U TAKE ME HOMEEEE #hi its my bby girl #i finlly got to bring her back it like hit me like a truck #i mean shes been in stasis for a while but we were sure if she was gonna be augustus' sib when hes back #and we wer like. lets put auggy rowan n nolie n ashfield #so that hit meeee #but ye shes in hs with the babies shes a skater vsco girl very femme with a tiny bit of butch in there #shes rly positive and focuses on tiny things that make her happy as a coping mechanism to combat the anxiety she feels as an aimless teen #with a mom whose a sec away from kicking her out #her moms an alcoholic and they live in a trailer and she has a shit ass step dad #so she spends a lot of time out of the house bumming it at places like school the beach or the skatepark #shes besties with charlie n nodo and is also besties with ash n lys n claudia #she knos claudia thru something idk #shes got a big ol crush on lys hehe #i have more but keyboard is crappy so ill rambl later #this is aredoooo #this song is such her n i lvoe it

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