#my anemia is getting Really Fucking Bad again and I have been overdue for a pap smear for several months now | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

ablednt · 1 year

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Living in america is like. I may or may not have serious/deadly illnesses but fuck if I know because the closest doctor that accepts my insurance, is taking patients, and doesn't want to violently rip me off all of my medications and yell at me is two hours away and regardless of if I can get a ride or not that is simply not possible to manage as a primary care provider

#like I'm going insane?#Im still regularly spotting/bleeding and idk wtf the 2 month long period was about #my anemia is getting Really Fucking Bad again and I have been overdue for a pap smear for several months now #every specialist I'm supposed to see is in portland and that's like a 3 hour drive from here why the FUCK is there like no doctors in my #goddamn area we aren't fuckin rural?#I'm freaking out a little bit ngl bc my health is actively worsening and I cannot find some place I can actually get to on a regular enough #basis to actually help with anything and my doctor in [REDACTED] is trying her damned hardest to help rn but like #the fact of the matter is she's too far away and she can't help and Idk where tf Im going to find anyone else at all let alone anyone else #who's not going to immediately attack me for being on muscle relaxants like what the shit man

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