#my bday was always combined with christmas and my birthday gift for years was five extra dollars on Christmas
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telling my roommate that I hate winter themed items (not all of them, but most of them) was a mistake because she keeps showing me winter themed items now and going “hey. look :)”
#deity dialogue#mean to me#okay so like I have a winter bday or like actually I’m p sure it’s fall but it’s December so close enough#and I have received winter and christmas themed gifts and now I just kinda hate it#maybe i don’t want a shirt with a giant snowflake like what lex showed me#I am once again thinking about one of the worst most soulless gifts I recieve which was when on the day of my birthday my aunt and uncle#left me in the car with my cousins whilst they ran into the hallmarks tore for a couple of minutes#then we got to my Mimi’s house and they presented me with the following: a silver circle charm with a P on it a card with a peacock on it#and like one or two santa shaped chocolates.#and i know. I know they bought those from the hallmark store#and it’s like#did y’all forget did y’all simply just care that little about my birthday? lmao#then again my aunt and uncle have ALWAYS done the best fucking minimum for my birthday so am I really that surprised?#my bday was always combined with christmas and my birthday gift for years was five extra dollars on Christmas#I remain pissed fuck them#sorry this is me complaining about my bday#we can only hope this year doesn’t suck#last year was actually p close but I still ended up sobbing so not really#may this year be a much happier birthday or else because if someone or something makes me fucking cry on my fucking birthday one more time#I am straight up going to lose it I’m going to snap and I’m going to ruin my birthday for everyone else#if I can’t be happy on my birthday then no one can <3#I really hate my birthday and each year I become more bitter
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