#my brain is just fucked and is perceiving a negative response that probably isn't actually there | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

entropyunending · 1 year

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the great and wonderful thing about having adhd is constantly feeling like you're an annoyance and too much for everyone and so you will see any sort of response that seems even the slightest bit negative (even if it isn't) as reason for you to just shut up because clearly you're annoying the person but they're just too nice to tell you to shut the fuck up and even if they say you're not annoying or bothering them you are convinced they are just lying to you because they don't want to hurt your feelings or be rude (this is not great or wonderful at all)

#🔪#adhd #rsd #looooove rejection sensitive dysphoria sooooo much (i hate this)#like man idk what to even say #like i don't want to make them feel bad because i know it's not their fault and they aren't doing anything wrong #my brain is just fucked and is perceiving a negative response that probably isn't actually there #''you're not being annoying''#yes but see i think i am because i am overreacting to your responses and fully believe that you are not interested even if you are #because you are not giving the most engaged response physically possible and so that must mean that you don't care #even though it's totally unrealistic to expect someone to drop everything they are doing to solely focus on you #and continue to only pay attention to you and never anything else for hours on end #but rsd sees this and goes ''ah. i'm annoying and i should shut up for forever because you are clearly not interested and don't like me''#great experience. really great experience (it is not)

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