#my gift to mclennon fandom 💋

[eloeloanna]

Hey! Happy Valentine’s Day ❤️❤️❤️

Lately I’ve been very tired, I have worked a lot but didn’t want to forget about this day.

I wanted to do these questions because everything seemed so hopeful in 1980, right?

So let’s go! I hope you like this 😍

This is for entertainment purposes only.

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Check my readings! here

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What were John’s plans with Paul in 1980, what did he expect?

Energy: This was so heartwarming…like I really loved John’s energy here. I wanted to give him a hug 😭.

The cards start telling me about John trying to be as careful as possible, to be mindful of every action and word about Paul, because he was planning to get back to him. He tried his best to be as good as possible.

John thought a lot about being sure about his decision, but then he realised he wanted to be with Paul again, no matter what would happen. The thing is, what stopped John was the fact that maybe, Paul wouldn’t want more than work opportunities - to collaborate as songwriters, and for him it was more of a sentimental matter. Eventually he decided to give in to Paul’s proposal (I have read many times that they planned to work on Ringo’s album. I think that is true). For John it was a lot of effort to do this, but he really wanted to see him, to be near him, even when it was just because of work. But the true nature of his desires was to “be” with Paul. He took this chance because it was a great opportunity, even if it didn’t 100% satisfy his true desires. When the proposal was 100% confirmed, John felt so much peace. He felt powerful again, full of love. Time to time he would think of the past, the good and nasty parts, he would wonder why he would do this if he was through so much shit, but then he would realise how much they changed and grew, so this was a good decision. I think Yoko (or someone near with feminine energy) questioned him about this, but he really didn’t care (😭), he knew that he was “sacrificing” something to get back to Paul, but he was so sure about this guys…😢. It’s heartbreaking.

So yeah, in 1980 100% John wanted to be back with Paul. In any form.

What were Paul’s plans with John in 1980, what did he expect?

The cards start telling me about the feelings that Paul had for a long time and wanted to change.

Paul thought almost always about John, about how he lost him, because he had to have other things. For a long time he thought about everything that he had constructed, how that would tear into pieces If he really tried to be with John again. So he couldn’t reach him how he wanted, and that was torturing him.

So when he thought of changing that mindset, he, in fact, didn’t digest it at all 😭. It was like one day he was thinking about the beautiful things from the past and took the phone. In that feeling of happiness he proposed something to John, something that he regretted IMMEDIATELY. It was like this could go very wrong. But the “damage” was done. He initiated something. When he did this proposal, he didn’t realise that this was like a fuel to John, he only thought about trying to do this the most impartially possible, even when he thought this wasn’t very good because he wouldn’t be able to meet his own expectations (more of the sentimental, emotional type). So he tried to work very hard in making this experience a good one. He was very keen in writing these songs. Even when he knew they wouldn’t be like he wanted them to be (probably because they were Ringo songs?) but he knew anyways that they would be very successful. There was a part of him that was VERY excited for this to happen, but also very worried about Linda and the children. He thought about why he was doing this, then he would convince himself that it was because it was his job. He was going to be responsible. He was going to be impartial. He was going to follow the rules. But the other side of him knew what was going on, he was that expectant of this moment because he was going to see John, he was going to be near him, his mind would be sparkling with new ideas. But this would confuse him, this probably would lend him to “remember” that he loved him. And that was a very depressing thought. Because he was okay with Linda, so he thought that when that would happen, when he would be writing with John, he wouldn’t do anything. It would just be business. But he was scared of John’s “manipulative” moves, it’s like he knew if John would do something, he would “fall”.