#my parents took coke for their mental illness and shockingly it didnt work. they sure as shit werent gonna help their autistic as fuck son
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i would love to not wake up 4 times tonight
#for the 4th night in a row#my blanket was kinda wet for some reason lol if the roof starts leaking where i sleep im actually homeless instead of technically homeless#oh well#yeah i think part of the mat is wet too i guess ill know next time it rains#life has been so fucking bad for so long and the past weeks have really pushed me to the edge this might as well happen#it was bound to eventually#years of service to this fucking family and now im literally sleeping in puddles while they have a big family dinner#with a bunch of folks from out of town. that no one told me about until this evening. that i cant drive to#why have they hated me all this time. was it the violent untreated mental illness cause that was never my fault#my parents took coke for their mental illness and shockingly it didnt work. they sure as shit werent gonna help their autistic as fuck son#sorry i have depression and problems now its been a lot ok#anyway im sleeping in the gross possibly ceiling water covered bed im so fuxkinf tired and i barely managed to not fall asleep at the table#im only still awake to furiously type tags until the severe emotional displeasure of having a wet bed subsides to resignment#this. seriously sucks
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