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squidmaid · 1 year

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sometimes I really MISS being young and feeling passionate about things like. I used to be so into writing and drawing and all these sorts of things and i could make myself work so much harder at them and nowadays I’m like. I would be content to be content at this point? like idk what I feel PASSIONATE about anymore I just aim to be comfortable but also sometimes that doesn’t feel like it’s enough. I miss that spark.

#I barely even enjoy media these days like it’s just. I can’t barely get myself to be too invested #ok it’s not that I can’t enjoy it I just… don’t feel as attached as I used to be #and I kind of miss that sometimes #everything just feels so transient nowadays #tbh the most excited I got for doing anything recently was when #my partner + housemate brought up potentially running a brothel business (it’s legal here)#and I was like holy shit I could be HELPFUL #and HELP with this thing I have some experience in (albeit online but still)#also admittedly I’ve been getting back into art here and there lately and that’s been nice #maybe I just need to seek it out more than I used to have to. being an adult in our day and age is hard yall.#but also I’ve always been addicted to being helpful because I feel like I am actually capable of something #and can make an impact on someone else #is it any surprise I went from being a full time SWer to being an age/disability carer? more at 11

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