#neverfades

[tealares]

suckening fandom... suckers... i finally Understand.

[insect-whorefare]

[theseburns-neverfade]

Letter #23

November 24th, 2022. 5:17am.

Happy thanksgiving Firefly.

Lots to fill you in on, and I haven’t got the energy to do so. But do I really need to fill you in? Aren’t you supposed to be here with me everyday?

I lost Delilah. Ollie popped the screen out.. I never found her. I miss her snuggles. I miss her mews.

I moved to North Carolina. That’s been.. an adventure.

I met a guy, he turned out to be not so good. I’m sure you witnessed all that. I’m sorry.

I got a dog. You’d like her a lot, her name is Kylah and she’s a pittie rescue. And she’s my world. She has the most beautiful gray eyes I’ve seen on a pup and she has such love in them for me. You would adore her, in every aspect.

I was pregnant. I was pregnant and then I had a miscarriage. yeah. I uh.. I’m still coping with that. Kylah helps with that. I feel like my body failed me, Yanno? Maybe it wasn’t the right timing, of course it wasn’t. It never is. But it still hurt. I was alone at the hospital. I was alone at my apartment when I woke up from a nap and saw all the blood. One of my friends came over and drove me to the hospital but with all the stupid covid stuff… I was alone. There was a lot of blood. It was a lot.. of everything. I don’t wanna talk about that anymore though right now.

Then I moved in with a different friend, but things went sour there and I left when it wasn’t safe anymore there for me or the animals.

Speaking of, Kovu and Ollie are still with me also. Those two boys are my rocks, I swear. They’re my rocks.

Everything’s been super rough this year. I got my own apartment again. Me and the boys and Kylah are doing good here. There’s a sense of peace here that I haven’t had in a while.

But it doesn’t stop the loneliness. It doesn’t stop the hollow feeling in my chest or the pitfall in my stomach. It doesn’t stop the crying when sad movies are put on.

I’ll keep pushing on though, I always do. And I’m thankful today for the fact that I always do keep on chugging along.

so today I’m gonna take a few minutes to be sad. Im gonna take a few minutes to remember you, and Delilah, and the rats, and the other friends and family members I’ve lost. Im gonna take a few minutes to be sad, and I need you to be there while I do it, okay?

But then I’m gonna be thankful for chugging along, and for Kylah, and the boys, and my friends and family that I still have here. And I hope you smile. And I hope I smile.

Today is gonna be hard, it always is.

I love you, C. I miss you.

Love, always,

Si.

[callum-hunt-is-bisexual]

always thinking abt how we were robbed of a neverfade movie

[itsmallowfluff]

It’s been a long while since I’ve drawn anything, I have neither the time or patience to do justice to the things I wanna draw and my skills are beyond rusty. Still every now and then the urge is strong enough and things come out alright.

Here is a sketchy little piece of my Winx Club OC Rue. My oldest OC and the first one I poured my soul into creating. I think I have finally managed to get her hair right.

She is also a pretty major character in my up and coming fan fiction Gods and Monsters, if you want to get to know her better.

[mr-giey-poetry-mine-field]

Choose to be happy

Put on a garment of joy; you can choose to put on the garment of joy and peace. CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY!We all have friends, family members andacquaintances who no matter what happens or nomatter what comes their way, their smile and joy neverfades off their face. What do these people dodifferently? Is there a magic pill that always makesyou happy and joyful? Are these people supernaturalbeings?In…

[nedsecondline]

खूबसूरती / Beauty

खूबसूरती / Beauty Strange arethe ways of people… As soon as the lovefades away,the spots start appearingin the moon,they start perceivingoscillations in its phasesbetween waxing and waningas symbolic of its flaws… But the daythe beauty starts appearingin those patches andin the playful hide and seek,the love will neverfade away… P.S. Incidentally, today is supermoon day

[chopcult]

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[elapb]

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[flairalert]

[itsmallowfluff]

Fanfiction.net has been very buggy so I went ahead and made an Ao3 account.

Do you want to read a darker more mature version of what season 3 could have been? Then check out my new fic Gods and Monsters! It’s got drama, rock and roll, and glitter!

[ibumohd]

"When the sun goes down Reality fades away... But what the memories say" #TB #memories #neverfades #susnset https://www.instagram.com/p/B-ycK_aDHQA/?igshid=1jfscm6kz2ezn

[celestialvoid-fanfiction]

Chapter 1 of Unforgettable - Sterek Never Fade AU - is now up on AO3.

You can read it on AO3 here, or catch up on the series here

[catherine-112]

Bro is judes last name canonly "Holloway"

?????

[your-resident-fangirl]

*sees two darkest minds posts in a row*: ooh the tdm fandom is awake today

[callum-hunt-is-bisexual]

it's always 'ily' and never 'ii-ilt.itili-idkwh,wh,bilay,ila,ailysm.nboays,od,oaaa.ilay,aijl,aitm.itmwiwdfy.pyhttmtminc.pjlam.'