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š¶ MUSICAL NOTES ā what type of music does your oc like? do they listen to music very often?
She's not much of a music person but she does like the typical, Tavern/Inn Music - Fantasy Medieval Music (No Copyright) Vol. 2 kind of music , if for nothing more than background noise, though she won't to out of her way to listen to some
šÆ HUNDRED POINTS SYMBOL ā share three random facts about your oc that others may not know.
- Allegedly had awakened around 1320AE, but the fact that by then she'd already been not only part of the Vigil, but also part of an all revenant squad in the Mists Wars who owned and utilized warclaws, when supposedly none of those had been discovered at that time, makes her origin and timeline a little dubious. Not that the Vigil is going to talk about it any
- Her warclaw's name is Radha, she disassembled its armor and stashed it away after she was discharged from the Mist Wars around 1324AE, only reassembling it again sometime in 1330AE (PoF)
- (you already know this but for the sake of the people) as a revenant instead of channeling legends she channels her fallen squadmates (renegade spec style), she was the only one to survive a mortar strike while they were fighting in the Mists Wars - something about them being in the Mists and all of them being revenants ended up getting their spirits attached to her
ps she's not having a good time with it
pss she's chugging that krait oil to keep them at bay
š± TRIDENT EMBLEM ā can your oc swim? do they enjoy swimming?
She sure can swim (see: at least two fics of swimming with Ganieda) and she's quite good at it too, swimming in general but also being able to hold her breath for a considerable amount of time and could potentially swim with her heavy armor on for a time. She does enjoy swimming as well, or just being in water in general, finds it quite relaxing after a long day
š DRAGON ā what is your oc's favorite mythical creature?
What's a mythical creature when you're fighting dragons and their minions for a living tbh.... but she's quite fascinated by the Great Giants (giganticus lupicus), coming upon their skeletons a lot throughout her travels prompted to read into them, even though there's not a lot of information on them
š BROKEN HEART ā what are three of your oc's negative traits?
she's quite blunt and often speaks before she really thinks about niceties or consequences, sometimes she'll catch herself and snap her mouth shut because she says some shit (or halfway through) but it's not often
will literally never not ask for help, she'd rather let a wound or thought fester than ask for help (case in point: the krait oil)
honestly, got a little too militaristic/ tactical of a mind, too often gets caught up in seeing people as just pawns on a war map. also social cue who
š HEART WITH ARROW ā what and/or who do(es) your oc consider the most important to them?
literally Ganieda above all else but you didn't hear the from me
š¤ BLACK HEART ā has your oc killed or seriously wounded anyone before? have they broken someone's heart and/or broken someone's trust?
considering she'd taken part in the Mist Wars, working as a bodyguard and then joined the Pact with the Vigil she's definitely killed and wounded her fair share of people
as for broken hearts and trust, not intentionally but, who's to say
š DISAPPOINTED FACE ā does your oc attract others, or do they tend to be left alone?
she does attract others, she is attractive looking (my words not hers) and cuts a striking figure with her height and armor and typical straight backed soldier poise etc but if they stick around is a whole other subject
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in regards to what you pointed out a few posts ago, ngl one of my least favorite fandom things is when they make Kaminari the Har Har Stupid Joking ADHD Bi Playboy Who Is Never Serious Trope. like, he's very smart, 'worst in ___ area of a UA course' is very impressive and I don't remember if it even said that or just that he was studying with some other students, worried about his grades overall, calls himself stupid with implied insecurities about it, and didn't think he was very smart compared to the other people in the course. quirk overuse makes him loopy, incoherent, and think everything's funny. and yeah, he's a bit of a flirt and made a few perverted comments and actions that he clearly didn't think through that well. I'm pretty sure he's not ever stated to be bi in the manga because it was written by a coward, so I think people should think more about why they're associating and pairing together the idea of "hot flirty playboy who if legally able would sleep with everyone he meets" with emphasis or joke in the captions of whatever the content is on him being bi. I don't think this is inherently bad, even put together, but the execution feels kind of :/ and shallow. and I mainly just wish they'd pause to consider if there's any reason (subconscious or intentional) why one of those makes them think about the other, and at the very least lean back to see if they're blatantly making those traits centric around each other and tweak how they're showing them a little. Part of this is also because it's basically his fanon sexuality, but then they stick together "oh he's bi and everyone thinks that" and "he's made flirty or perverted comments and actions in canon at some point" and then mentally exaggerate and have this Canon Image of him as *waves hand at above* and I don't think that's happening consciously in most cases but. again. Cookiecutter Bi Party Playboy Who's Made a Date Offer to Everyone In The Building. not a flirty Person or a Playboy who is bi and flirts with more than one genders
I myself headcanon him as adhd and while the exact sexuality depends on my mood I think of/have him as bi in a lot of my content, but it's the same thing with why non adhd people see how he acts and label "adhd!" Especially about comprehension speed and derpy acting and intelligence and attention span jokes/tropes. Again, not bad in and of itself, but the specific parts of his behavior that make them think he's adhd, or that they start making jokes about or Ha Ha ADHD'ing, or that they think is why we project ADHD on him, (which they aren't necessarily wrong about, but like right in a really disrespectful look at how funny this is oh look squirrel way that's only funny when adhd people are doing it and it isn't all mocking like that) when they see other people calling him adhd, are the wrong ones, I think, and it shows in their characterization of him.
I'm not saying that any of those traits are bad in a character, but as a queer adhd girl with very high annual test scores and Gifted Kid Intelligence but extremely poor grades, focus, and brain damage (admittedly nothing like his, it was a longterm passive thing that mainly just made me have a Lot of Really Bad headaches, and closest thing it did to me was make me sluggish and emotional on bad days and also techincally have the potential kill my language bit if left untreated or the surgery messed up, which it didn't, and it won't be a problem again. but even after explaining that it wasn't cancer or any sort of tumor, and after seeing it do very little at all to affect my behavior outside of irritability and performance, because y'know, constant migraines, gone after the surgery but this was before that, Certain People I Was Vaguely Kind Of Acquaintances With started to treat my like I was a fragile glass thing going to to drop dead and revive myself speaking like a comic relief cartoon crazy person at any moment which was. patronizing.) I've since had surgery for, the way the fandom combines them into stereotypes and portrays them really just rubs me the wrong way- "Flirty Bi(tm) Playboy" "Har Har ADHD Can't Focus Or Get Things After They're Explained To Him, He's Still Confused And An Idiot" "Stupid Person With Brain Damage Who Can't Take Care Of Or Think For Themself And Acts Stupid And Funny For People To Laugh At" which tbh is super ableist even and especially when people irl do fit that description, and also reminds me of the Autistic Person Freaking Out And Being Dramatic sense of humor. And I know it's not helped by canon, because it done for comic relief and to limit his powers, but explored more I think it as a limitation could have been used way more interestingly than canon did and also call me biased but that quirk induced brain frying sounds at least as concerning as Izuku's quirk's backlash.
And it's a shame!! Because he's so much more interesting than that! Instead, the fandom gives me the Cookicutter Funny Bi ADHD Flirt Who's An Idiot and I am sad about it.
tbh it reminds me of what happened to percy jackson, esp with the ADHD Idiot Trope thing. which sucks because apparently it originated in the author making up stories around characters like his adhd and dyslexic kid inspired by Greek myths to tell him after running out of actual myths because it was his special interest and he wanted more. and then the series got kind of all over the place and the fandom processed that the adhd and dyslexic main character who does dumb things sometimes but is very combat smart and great at strategizing and leading gets bad grades and has trouble focusing and has, y'know, adhd, and made him the ADHD Idiot and erased his Gifted Kid girl friend's traits and ADHD and dyslexia into No Nonsense Calls Him an Idiot And Thinks He's Stupid And Has To Tell Him What To Do And Manage His Life For Him and honestly that just kind of sucks and it reminds me of what happened to fandom Kaminari. and now that I think of it people have jirou like that around him a lot too.
im fine with you answering this publicly if you want or have something to add but probably tag as ableism and maybe a biphobia mention content warning for people who don't have the energy to deal with thinking about those kinds of negative things rn because I kind of Went Off About It
I love this! Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and experiences š(and double thank you for tag suggestions)š
I couldnāt agree more that a lot of fandom has messed up Kamiās character, which is why Iāve kinda been posting more about him cause heās just stuck in my head.
I think a lot of fandoms have trouble with characters like this, people have a hard time with duality in characters and fast/fun posts are easier to make if you flatten a character down.
The did it to Kami, they did it to Percy, they did it to Ron Weasley, they do it to Thor, the list goes on. If being the Smart One ā¢ļø isnāt your thing and you can be goofy than you get pigeonholed into the idiot trope.ļæ¼
I feel for Kami a lot(probably because I have adhd/brain damage too)
It sucks when youāre smart but itās not the traditional, measurable kind of smart(even if by national comparison Kami technically is).
I got terrible grades growing up, and I pretty much got the absolute lowest gpa you can get and still graduate. But absolutely no one would have known if I didnāt tell them, because Iām not dumb.
(Itās okay if you are ādumbā, I love me a head empty just vibes friend. Youāre 100% valid, stil worthy of joining discussions, and should be listened to and taken seriously. This just isnāt about that tho)
I joke sometimes that Iām clever and witty but not smart, because thatās exactly what it feels like.
I have lots of thoughts and ideas that I think I articulate pretty well, I am excellent at finding the humor in things and expressing it in a way thatās funny to others too, and there is almost zero problems I canāt find a work around. And the people in my life love it, and they love to use it.
But eventually everyone in my life finds out that Iām not smart. They see the way I have to pause to Google how to calculate a tip, that I donāt know the name of all 50 states or even where to find them on a map, or I legitimately just can not spell (if you ever see a post where it looks like I used a weird word choice itās probably because I tried 4 times and autocorrect+Google couldnāt help me and voice to text wasnāt an option)
No one ever questions my intelligence until they find out about my adhd and/or catch me struggling with it. After the mask comes off itās like they canāt even hear me anymore, nothing I say could be true or matter because Iām now just the goofy accident prone spacy girl. My family literally calls me Spacy
And ya know what sometimes I just let people think that because itās easier, itās easier than explaining that Iām dyslexic and that I didnāt have a single geography/history clas until 10th grade and shocker the capital of Iowa doesnāt come up much by then. And itās easier for me to laugh off losing my keys again than dwell on the fact that sometimes it feels like Iām losing my marbles.
And I wouldnāt be at all surprised if after this post I get a lot more āfact checkersā and push back on anything else I post.(not talking about people who want to genuinely engage,yāall are always welcome, Iām talking those people who donāt wanna look it up themselves but no longer trust me to know what Iām talking about)
Kami is a sweet brilliant boy. Heās in a nationally high ranking school, he loves the weather channel, heās careful about his quirk that could easily hurt his friends in combat, he has a very high emotional intelligence level, he wears dorky shirts with electricity puns on them, and he pays attention to his friends and remembers a lot of little things about them.
He wants to be a hero and he takes that seriously, and the series has tried time and time again to tell yāall that smiling and laughter are an important part of that. Kami excels at this part! So what if his history grades donāt rival the top of the class, the top 5 students would struggle hard to do what Kami does.
Iida canāt relax, Momos rather shy, Todo struggles with social cues, Midoriya is canonically not funny, and jfc where to even begin with Katsuki. Iām certain theyāll all grow up to be excellent heros in their own right, but none of them are going to bring the level of joy and camaraderie that Denki can. You canāt test that into someone.
Kami also just notices people differently and has any easy way of joining in with them, he doesnāt struggle approaching Katsuki or Shinso. Sure he doesnāt hit the the nail on the head the same way Deku does but heās the only one who has the guts and skills to try. Also heās not that kinda friend, heās not looking to a save these guys but pal around with them
I think Kami 100% realizes what a special case and tough nut to crack Bakugo is, I donāt think heās just careless or too dumb realize his lifeās at stake or whatever.
I think heās purposely testing Bakugos boundaries all while trying to not be a threat to Katsukis actual ego and calling Bakugo out when he needs it in a way that not to serious. Kami knows how to be just goofy enough that heās approachable. Heās also keyed in that the way to Bakugo is through Deku, meanwhile everyone else is stuck believing the opposite.
Kami also realized how important music is to Jiro and saw an opportunity to let her display her skills and combin the two worlds she lives, and he wasnāt afraid to get some back lash from her for it.
Like Deku Kami isnāt afraid to be uncomfortable. You really canāt teach that level of social ease, you can teach the posture and feed people a couple of lines but itāll never hit the same. Funny approachable people have spent a lifetime learning the craft, usually out of necessity.
Itās actually what gives me the biggest adhd vibes from him, because adhd is (speculated to be) a dopamine deficiency disorderļæ¼. People with adhd are constantly trying to raise their dopamine levels, and that means looking for praise and reward and nothing makes the human brain light up faster than postative human connections.
Adhd children struggle a lot with connecting with peers and often find making people laugh a fast way into peopleās circles and makes it more likely people will overlook being interrupted or spaced out on.
Also adhd people are pretty much forced by their own brain structures to be genuine in all they do, low dopamine levels make it very hard to do things you donāt enjoy because there no promise of dopamine from the activity and you donāt have enough to spare, plus impulsiveness makes it really hard to not show when you do or donāt enjoy something.
I agree that Kami is also painted as overly perverted at times, heās a little flirty but in a fun casual way but itās not the foundation of his personality and itās really mellowed out over the course of the series.
And while I subscribe to the bi hc from his interactions with Jiro and Shinso, we should all be very mindful that we donāt lump these characteristics together. The are separate facets of his personality that are not dependent on each other in anyway.
Kami deserves all the respect and love, I canāt wait to see our electric king again š¤ā”ļøš¤
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Quarantine diaries: its still may 22 2020.
Continuation of my āthe 100 diariesā cuz yāall asked for it
Season 1. Ep. 2 Earth Skills
These kids sure have some stamina for people who have been stuck on a space blob all of their life. Ok wait imagine if instead of all these super attractive and fit actors we got the space people from wall-E who barely walk to save their lives. Now that is realistic.
Some bones. Mystery. Intrigue. Clearly not a human skull tho.
*hears jasper screaming* yes lets run toward the danger. I know I know be the hero and save the guy but if weāre living by the ādo whatever the hell we wantā rule then you bet your ass that Iām not gonna be the hero
Also how did jasper not die cuz really it looked like an instant kill
Side note: Iāve just realized where I recognize Clarkeās mom. Sheās that aunt in the game plan.
Theloniousā¦ really? These character names are all over the place. I mean you have regular names like Finn and Abby but then you jump to thelonious and Bellamy?! But who am I to judge? I live in a universe where Elon Musk's kid is named X Ć A-12.
Aww wells...such a nice guy! Did he really just bury those two people all by himself? Like no one else saw him and didnāt offer to help him. But I guess as these are some angsty teens who only care about themselves
Wait...wells also stripped them of their clothes kinda gross but you gotta do what you gotta do
Wow first appearance of a shirtless Bellamy. Heās hot
So I really donāt like this Murphy character. It does not help that the jacket that his wearing, the shoulder pad looks like one of those spiky balls I used to play with as a kid. Ill insert some images to prove this. Like I swear to god I bet that the costume design people straight up cut one of them spiky balls and just slapped that on the jacket
Lol I was really worried there for a moment thinking that Bellamy would actually stop that fight between wells and Murphy. Bellamy is chaotic neutral/evil giving wells a knife for a fair fight
Grounders. I wonder if they had a discussion on what they should call the people that survived on earth cuz i feel like thereās a better name for them but idk what. Also does that mean that the 100 and the ark people are called āspacersā
Clarke is being very anal about these wristbands like I understand her reasoning but itās annoying me rn
This show shows more politics than I thought it would. Itās interesting how the kids take on the traits and characteristic of their parents
Wooow this show is really going with the smart Asian stereotype. Like youāre literally keeping Monty from saving his best friend because his brain is too valuable. please tell me there is more to monty than his brains
Clarke really be out here negging Finn AND Bellamy into a suicide mission to find jasper
Also I find it fascinating that one of the main reasons that Bellamy is the leader of these spacers is because he has a gun. Is this supposed to be reflective of real life?
I watch this show with subtitles on andā¦ they spell Adam as ATOM. Like what? I literally had to look it up on IMDb to see if that was an error but nope it wasnāt
Bellamy is a very possessive big brother. Like I know its out of love but its a bit much and kinda anti-feminist like he treats octavia like a doll
Who is this raven character cuz i really donāt be needing another subplot
āLockup has been quarantined. Thereās some kind of a virusā ā¦. CORONAVIRUS?! Is this show the parallel universe everyone is talking about
For a girl who had very limited social interaction, octavia is very confident flirting. Like for real, she flirts with boys better than I do. Possible the most unrealistic part of the show so far
Are they really setting up a thing between Clarke and Finn like keep it in your pants guys? Itās been like 2 days.Ā Fuck they are making finn and Clarke a thing. And i bet its that troupe where heās a free spirit and sheās all uptight and he teaches her how to let loose
Also back to my Star Wars parallel, I think Iāve figured it out. Clarke is Rey. Wells is Finn (the guy friend that loves the main girl but she only sees him as a friend). Finn is Poe (the careless fun guy that contrasts the oh so serious main girl). And Bellamy is Kylo ren (the āantagonistā that actually has a heart). Like guys the friend zone relationship between wells and Clarke is VERY finn and Rey like. Then thereās this scene where it seems like Bellamy is trying to turn wells against finn almost like kylo ren trying to turn someone to the dark side. i know rn its finn and clarke but there are strong reylo vibez between bellamy and clarkeĀ
Now thereās atom and octavia jesus this girl moves faster through boys than i have in my entire life but i guess since she lived under the floor for much of her life she has a lot to make up for.
I find it very American who these spacers think that because they have a gun that they are safe.
They really put jasper, titties out, up there in a tree
You know how Bellamy said that he would do anything to get clarkeās wristband even if that means cutting off her hand so that the arc doesnāt come downā¦.he really could have just let her die when she fell into that pit. But I get it plot and to show that Bellamy isnāt all evil. Also very intense eye contact between Clarke and Bellamy.
So this council meeting...ngl i kinda side with Kane especially with that violent table slap
Yess wells you kill that mutant animal thingy. The ānow she sees youā yeah Bellamy no shit. Ofc Clarke is gonna notice wells shooting and killing that animal right in front of her.Ā
Are they really gonna eat that radioactive animal????? Iām serious when i say i want to straight up vomit thinking about eating that. Guess that its a good thing that i donāt live in this universe. Side note it looks like one of those mutant beast that was in the first hunger games movie.
Oh fuck...raven is finnās girlfriend. Ofc she is
The scene where finn takes the food without cutting off his wristband and Murphy is like no you aināt special but then finn is like āi thought there were no rulesā cut to Murphyās face is just like ābut heās got a point thoā then finn just walks off with the music blaring like that was the most badass thing ever (the time stamp for this scene is 39:39)ā¦.this show is too much
Bellamy really hung atom for kissing his sisterā¦..no just no this is no okay but Iām kind of too invested to stop watching
Oooo a grounder. Does that mask have any functional purposes? Or like is it purely for intimidation
this was murphyās face when Finn said that there were no rules.Ā
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Survey #274
ānow i can hear the marching feet / theyāre moving into the streetā
What color was the last swimsuit you wore? I only have a black one.
Is your dream job attainable? I mean define ādream job.ā Iād ideally be a meerkat biologist if I was willing to live in Africa and could handle even mild heat, but I canāt/wonāt do either of those, so itās not obtainable to me. Iād also love to be a paleontologist if I could travel and handle heat once more, but again, I canāt. My only *attainable* dream job is being a photographer, which I am aiming for. Iād LIKE to focus on nature/wildlife photography, but thatās unlikely to be able to support me, so.
Do you have to go to school or work tomorrow? N/A
Have you slept for longer than usual today? Yes, but only because of my nightmares. I tend to take at least two (though sometimes one) hour-long naps during the day because if I wake up once during the night, as I usually do, Iām fucked because Iām very likely to have an intense nightmare. It seems like the medicine Iām on wears off with consciousness, I guess. I only allow myself to sleep an hour at daytime because my mother has noticed if I have a nightmare, itās usually no earlier than one hour into sleep. Even then I still have them occasionally.
Have you ever taken classes for a musical instrument? Recorder in elementary school was necessary for whatever stupid reason, and then I played the flute for years. Out of school, I took guitar lessons for a while. I got semi-decent (at best I could do the intro to āCrazy Trainā at normal speed, I think), but it didnāt last because it was annoying/time-consuming to build up the calluses that make playing painless, I was really bad at overthinking where my fingers were, and I just wasnāt invested quite enough. Iāll tell you, it gave me mad respect for guitarists, that shit isnāt easy by any means.
Have you ever been on vacation with someone other than your family? Yes, though it was brief. I was a kid (okay, pre-teen, w/e) still in my separation anxiety from Mom phase and it was literally because of me we had to go home. I still feel shitty about it, though no one seemed upset at me.
How old do you think youāll be when you move out on your own? Who the fuck even knows anymore.
Do you have a job? If so, where do you work? If not, do you want one? No; N/A; yes ultimately but no at the current moment because I have to keep watch over Mom.
If you wear make-up, which brand of foundation/powder do you use? N/A
Would you call yourself a āpeopleā person? Nope.
What is one change you need to make in your life this month? Just one???
Whatās been tugging on your heart lately? My PTSD plus self-image has been very, very bad.
What is the last thing you did that made you feel guilty? Mom had to clean up my catās projectile vomit even though sheās supposed to stay away from this kinda stuff through chemo. I literally cannot fucking touch vomit, never mind what came out of him that night. I felt like absolute fucking shit and I still do because WOW Iām a great adult right!!
Do you have any physical traits that are bothering you lately? Like, everything.
What kind of dog is your favorite? Iām biased to beagles.
What was the last thing you received in the mail? A book.
What is the last thing you wrote? Like, physically? My signature at the doctorās office.
Do you still care about the person you first kissed? Way fucking more than I should.
Do you require a lot of private time? Definitely more than most people.
Do you have any songs currently stuck in your head? I havenāt listened to it in forever for ~reasons~, yet āThe Morticianās Daughterā is stuck in my head badly and really needs to fuck off.
What was the last song you downloaded? I dunno, I went on a download binge a while back.
Have you ever read a really funny book? I remember at least one. āBite Meā by IDR-Who. Some vampire satire.
Have you ever done something humiliating while drunk? Never reached the point of being drunk.
How would you react if your celebrity crush came to your door? fuckin YIKES I am NOT attractive rn go away
Has your mom/dad ever walked in on you kissing or anything more with someone? HAHA my mom has always had the decency to knock, not so much his mom a;lwkejrewoei but the answerās still no.
What electronics are in your room? (DVD player, CD player, etc) This laptop, my phone, a Nintendo DS, my iPodā¦
Do you have a box anywhere with special items you'll to keep forever in it? Yes, actually. Grew up calling them ātreasure boxes.ā
Do you have any pictures of yourself on your bedroom walls? Lol no, Iād definitely prefer to not see myself as much as I can. That sounds melodramatic, but Iām being serious. It either depresses me or makes me angry.
Does your dad collect anything? The Cleveland Brownsā football team stuff, for one. Maybe Carolina Hurricane stuff, too? Idk. I donāt live with him and donāt go in his āman caveā at his house often ha ha.
What's better, a desktop or laptop? Explain. A laptop. Portable; thatās all the explanation ya really need.
Do your parents still hide chocolate eggs around on Easter for you? Nah.
What do you typically do on Easter Day? We go to my sisterās house to watch the kids do their egg hunting and open their gifts, then we usually go to Ashleyās in-lawsā for dinner.
Is there anyone you literally need to exist? Apparently not. Thought so. Never let yourself into that state of mind.
What would you prefer to get from a guy/girl: flowers, a hand-written poem, a picture he drew of you or a nice night out? Oh, a hand-written poem would wreck me, yeesh. Or a drawing. But any would be very sweet.
Do you remember why you made the last mistake you did? I donāt know the most recent mistake, but probably because Iām just in general a terrified person who second-guesses or overanalyzes everything.
Did you check how many calories the last thing you ate had? Yes. Iām back on my calorie-counting obsession again.
Are your nails long or short? Short, always. I canāt keep them long.
What is your favorite kind of cookie? Just the ordinary chocolate chip is fine.
What was the last compliment you received? I donāt know.
Who will be the next person you kiss? I normally delete this question because the answer should be so obvious, but I feel like just pointing it out that no one fucking knows who theyāre gonna kiss next. Itās a dangerous mindset. Donāt make assumptions about what youāll have even tomorrow.
Have you ever made your own icon? Yeah, on many sites. Theyāre just about always just edits, though, not truly original work.
What color is your computer mouse? Itās black.
Have you ever been sung to on your birthday in a restaurant? Yes.
Do you like black olives? I donāt like olives period.
Do you actually think there will be a zombie apocolypse? Personally, no. I do think itās scientifically possible, we already see this in insects, but I just donāt imagine it happening to humans before weāre our own downfall.
Do you like the person youāve become over the past years? Fuck no.
Have you ever gone to church just to get a significant other? ā¦ Noā¦?
Have you ever punched a wall out of complete anger? No, that shit is terrifying.
Are you really ticklish? YES donāt fucking touch me.
How do you decide what you're going to eat each day? I just follow what Iām craving that day.
How are you similar to your siblings? Different? Compared to Ashley and Nicole at least, I canāt think of any real similarities off the top of my head. Theyāre intelligent, motivated, outgoing, successful, yada yada, then thereās me.
What's your favorite type of non-fiction literature? Autobiographies by people Iām actually interested in.
Do you believe in souls? Soulmates? Souls, absolutely. Soulmates, no. Itās fairytale ideation to think your soul has a perfect match with another, hate to break it to ya.
Favorite soundtrack? BITCH donāt make me choose between Shadow of the Colossus and Silent Hill 2. Fucking masterpieces.
Pianos or guitars? *shrugs* Depends on the music and my mood.
Did an animal ever bite you? Never seriously.
How many languages do you speak? Only English fluently. Iām poor at German by now.
Wiggly worms or bumble bees? Worms gross me out, bees are Good Boys.
Religion? I donāt really identify with any. I just believe thereās some form of ultimate intelligence and essences beyond just the body, and thatās all I even pretend to know.
Fog, thunder, or rain? Fog gives me that Silent Hill Vibe *Italian kiss*
What regret keeps coming back to haunt you daily? The way I treated Jason after the breakup.
If you could cure yourself of one allergy, what would it be? Damn pollen.
Do you know anyone else with your name? Yeah.
What would you be most afraid of happening if you were to visit Africa? Viruses or botflies.
Where are you tempted to move to sometimes? I very legitimately want to live in Canada by now, but I wonāt because Iām not moving that far from family.
Who seems like they have the perfect life? I try not to make that assumption of anyone.
Do you ever take pictures of negative moments? Does taking pictures of roadkill count???? lmao probably
Do you think it would be a good idea to post photos of negative moments as well as positive? Wellā¦ I guess it depends. Like ngl, the pictures some people share of them having panic attacks to just show how fucking real they are definitely touch you, as do those depicting poverty, etc., BUT I really do think there are limits and also differences in motivations.
What time zone are you in? EST.
Would you ever post a picture of yourself crying on social media? Wow, speaking of. No.
^Why or why not? I am an UGLY cry-er, my man. But I also just donāt want people to see that, and itās definitely not on my mind to take a picture during a breakdown.
What was the last thing you cried about? My life.
Have you ever held a newborn baby? Yes.
Do you know anyone who has twins? Yes.
Where do you buy calendars from? I donāt.
Do you shop at the dollar store often? Not *often*, but weāll stop by for a snack or something sometimes.
Are you following in the career path of any family members? No.
Do you feel you missed out on a lot as a kid? I guess in some ways.
Who was that best friend you ever had? Sara.
What color is your laptop? Black.
What are five careers you think youād be good at? My work history has shown I canāt do shit right.
Are you thriving in your life right now? lmao no one is in 2020.
Who do you have moral support from? My family, doctor, and a few friends.
Who encourages you to go after your dreams? The same as above.
Do you have people in your family who want you dead? Wow, I hope not.
Do you have a walk-in closet? No, but my room at the new house will. :ā) Not that I need one, itās just pretty cool.
How do you feel about people like Elon Musk, Bill Gates, and Jeff Bezos having so much power and control in the world? Do you believe that any one person should have so much power? Letās be real, in our current world, money is power, and no one should have that much control of the world, especially if your intentions are bad. NOW I donāt know jack shit about any of those are far as morals go, but just saying. Itās dangerous.
Has your anxiety alone ever prevented you from doing something you wanted to do? This is ACTUALLY the story of my fucking life.
Do you enjoy reading stories and novels that are heavily stylistic, poetic, or unconventional or do you prefer your prose to follow a familiar grammatical structure? Okay, I LOVE those, like Johnny Got His Gun and The Handmaidās Tale thatās kinda like, run-on writing. Just letting a train of thought go. Those are two of the most powerful books Iāve ever read and theyāre both written in a unique fashion.
Have you ever fallen for any sort of Internet-based hoax? (e.g., fake celeb death, satire news articleā¦) Iām sure at some point, especially as a kid.
Do you tend to read reviews before you watch a movie or read a book? What do you hope to get out of doing so? NO. I donāt wanna have any precognition.
When you go to a concert, how far must you travel for the most usual venues you visit? Most are on the other end of the state, and NC is long, so. Weāre lucky if they come to Raleigh.
Do you rent movies frequently? I never do, really.
What is your favorite thing to do outside? Take pictures or swim.
Whatās your favorite meal to cook? I donāt cook.
What movie has been taken WAY too far, as far as sequels go? Oh, Iām sure there are some, but none immediately come to mind. Iām not that into movies.
Do you refuse to eat certain foods because of what they look like? Yes. I am VERY poor at getting past how a food looks.
What are you listening to? NSPās cover of āDonāt Fear The Reaper.ā Itās fuckin gorgeous.
How much homework do you have tonight? N/A
Are you wearing any bracelets? Yes; one that Sara got me as well as an ovarian cancer awareness one.
What's physically wrong with you right now? JINKIES I just feel really lethargic like always.
Do you take any medications daily? Ha ha thanks for actually reminding me I need to now.
When was the last time you moved to a new house? Two years ago, and now weāll be moving to a much better place by the end of this month/early September, finally.
When it comes to relationships, are you the jealous type? Nah.
Which gift cards do you have in your wallet? Idk actually. Itās not like I use it a lot.
Can you remember the last time you felt ill? What was wrong with you? A few nights ago. I was extremely hot, dizzy, and pretty nauseated. I was fine, though.
If you wear make-up, do you take it with you, to reapply throughout the day? Does your make-up stay for a long time after you first apply it, or do you find that you need to reapply often? Are you wearing any make-up atm? I pretty much never wear makeup so have never really had a reason to reapply it. Iām definitely not wearing any now.
Does your kitchen have a theme? No.
Do you like ice cream sandwiches? GIRL yes.
Do you prefer earbuds or headphones? Earbuds. Theyāre more comfortable imo but more importantly block out exterior noise very well.
Are you a fan of any independent films? ngl, I donāt know exactly what that is and I donāt feel like looking it up.
Could you possibly write a successful novel? I very genuinely think some of the RP stories Iāve taken part in are novel-worthy, yes. I wanted to make them books when I was younger, but now I no longer do mainly because there are areas that are just way too fucking dark that I donāt wanna put out there but play massive parts in the stories, so likeā¦
Do you regularly watch the news? I never do. Facebook is my ānewsā source lmao.
Who was the last person you video-chatted with? I donāt remember for sure, maybe some doctor?
What do you want the theme of your wedding to be? I donāt really think about this, seeing as my mind has changed enough, and it also depends on what my partner wants, too.
Have you ever been caught passing a note in class? Noooo, I absolutely hated passing notes because I was genuinely a good student. I only did so very, very rarely if another friend started it.
Have you ever had dandruff? I have dandruff AND a dry scalp. Itās a wonderful mix.
Have you ever gone through a phase of crushing on EVERYONE? Definitely not.
Do you have any clothes with spikes/studs on them? I have a spiked choker, and I might still have gloves with studs?
Can you remember what you last clapped for? My momās birthday! :ā)
Have you ever given a pet to someone else? Yes, with cats; we had to do that quite often when I was a kid because we had so many cats, none which we could afford to fix. Then weāve done it with two dogs we just couldnāt handle. Oh yeah, I gave my iguana away too because he was too high maintenance for me, but also because he DESPERATELY needed a much bigger terrarium, which we couldnāt afford. I absolutely could not watch him in that tiny tank. I miss him a LOT, but he went to a wonderful home! The lady who adopted him sent me pictures upon pictures months after taking him in.
Do you know anyone named Walter? No.
What's your least favorite ice-cream flavor? Strawberry is fucking disgusting. And thatās coming from someone whose favorite fruit is strawberries.
What's your least favorite song by your favorite artist? Iām not sure. Thereās a handful that just donāt grab my attention that I donāt even remember them.
What was the last good news you heard? I can FINALLY talk to my psychiatrist tomorrow.
Whoās your favorite singer of all time? Probably Freddie Mercury.
What airline do you fly most? Idk, I donāt really pay attention. I havenāt flown very often though anyway.
Do you have a dog that is destructive? I donāt have a dog.
Whatās one TV series youāve seen every episode of? Meerkat Manor is the most obvious, ha ha. Maaaaany times.
Assuming you have Facebook, who last left you a wallpost? Probably my friend Sammi.
Assuming you have hair, how are you wearing it today? Itās too short for me to āwearā it any particular way. Itās justā¦ there lmao.
Assuming you're not homeless, what kind of living arrangements do you have? I live with my mom in a house sheās renting.
Have you or have you ever considered messing around with the same sex? Iām bisexual so you can guess Iām not opposed to it.
Are you particular about any brands of food you will or will not eat? Are there any restaurants you refuse to go to? Brands, no. I donāt eat Chick-fil-a because theyāre run by fucking homophobic bigots that monetarily support conversion therapy and other anti-LGBT projects. Iām not giving you any fucking money.
What was the most current dream you can remember about? Do you generally dream every night, or hardly at all? It was actually last night, when I dreamed about accidentally running into Jason where I last knew he worked, and he was really hostile. If I donāt take my medicine, I always have nightmares when I sleep.
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