#no im not being dramatic im fr so close to doing smth to hurt myself and losing allll my fucking progress

[kermitmentality]

ranttt....

the hatred i have for my parents rn

theyre making me, my brother, and sister go to a catholic camp for a fucking week and im trying to get my therapist to tell them to not let me go bc it caused so much self hatred for me and i self harmed the whole time and almost fainted and then almost offed myself after

theyre also making my brother go to some stupid bootcamp, and my sister go to a theology of the body summer class

and then they SIGN ME UP FOR THE FUCKING THEOLOGY OF THE BODY CLASS

i abt said fuck life and smashed my laptop when i heard

im so fucking done

i fucking hate the faith theyre forcing me into

im done being forced into stupid camps and shit to “convert me” like istg ima relapse bc of this shit im so fucking close

wanna cry and slit my goddamn throat 

like im ready to walk in and be like hey bitches, fuck god, yes im a baby witch and gay af cmon just kick me out already or smth