#nobod understands you the world is your enemy <- i have paranoia
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i need this guy who is viewed by literally everyone who has ever met him including myself as one of the kindest most genuine people ever to stop being fucking scared of me and ANSWER MY TEXTS!!!
#have i complained abt this here idk#i fucking. this is the guy where it seems like fate itself doesn't want us to be friends#but he was being weird to me lowkey and so i told my therapist he's a pussy and we gave up#but my roommate is now like super good friends with him and i was trying to tell her about it but i was like#fuck. whatever. i'll shoot him another text. give him another shot.#maybe by his weird treatment of me it turns out he was retaliating against my ... normal treatment of him IDK#but if he doesn't get back to me it's just gonna be like. what the fuck scares you so much#we have so many mutual friends dude i thought i KNEW you (after speaking to you for 2 hours back in April)#fucking freak. need him in my life badly. maybe carnally. being a lesbian is very difficult atm#don' know how to tell ppl hey if i start dating a guy im still a lesbian its just Like That#without it being like a big deal. WHATEVER. nobody cares irl but the prosecutor and judge in my head is like#nobod understands you the world is your enemy <- i have paranoia#come hell or high water this guy has got to be friendly to me though i mean come the fuck on#EVERYONE i'm friends with LOVES him. he's got to get over himself and just answer one fucking text
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