#not rlly bcs i cldn't sleep ><
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christmas break FINALLY YEAH π«ΆπΌ
#π.rambles#i just woke up from a nap like an hour ago#technically still have the final paper to do but i can't do my part yet since it's the conclusion so i gotta wait for my grp π#gna go out this sunday to like monday though? ><#we were gna go to the beach n stuff like that iirc last october w our bday but bcs of the storms we cldn't so!!!!#hehe i'm excited#i'm hoping that somehow i cld hang out w some of my friends this break#or. idk even online is good enough for me i miss calling w them i only typically like call every now n then. i rarely do so#n even if i want to idk i'm not rlly the type to ask my friends for stuff n i'm especially shy to initiate but#i always try my best to be there for them wnvr they ask ><#that said i wna hesitate less bcs i notice a lot of stuff n i want to do a lot but.. i get anxious :<< not that it's anyone's fault i just#overthink that i'll fuck things up somehow but i'm working on that though! <33#oh man i miss my friends fr like. irl online just everyone#i'm gna try my best to be productive this break. i'm really gna have to fix my sleep though#i think i'll. HELP IDK WHAT TO DO FIRST MAYBE I'LL MAKE A SCHED#but i'll not sleep past 3 am. n hmmm#spontaneously i want to play ffxv or ff7r? n some other games too n#my dad was looking at ccr in steam like last night i think. it's expensive though π#i rlly want it.. ff means so much to me so. >.>#SOMEDAY! SOON. HOPEFULLY. idk i'm really. idk if this is the right word but i'm shy w using money for myself#yk i think i'll finish shadow of colossus rq since i have it in my ps4 rn n then. bcs i'm lacking storage space yeah i'll finish that up#then i think i want to step into ffxv again even for just a bit >//<#watch me i'll be reduced to just a simple dumbass when i see noctis again oh dear
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OH I JUST REMEMBERED RN i shld play games on my switch again, it's been a long time ><
#π.rambles#I FORGOT FOR A BIT#borrowing games from relatives love that for me π«ΆπΌ#i'm gna try n ask sometime if we can have ffviii & ffxii too bcs i'm pretty sure she has those yh#for now though i shld rlly finish botw n octopath . i procrastinated on both of them#i wna play fe3h again too i rlly miss that game#i think i got burnout two years ago though bcs i played Too much π#i rmb once when i had a hard time sleeping bcs i cldn't stop thinking abt octopath !!!! oops#botw i'm literally very very nearly done w yk n all but i kept on procrastinating#i find it funny how all of the switch games i've really played r just thanks to my aunt .#even more amusing when i remember we have the switch bcs our dad won it for free during his work's christmas party#hmmm#i suddenly remembered she told us before that we cld go over to her place n try out her ps vr stuff n all#sob she barely has any time to play video games tho she often says but sometime#i remember in datablitz when we were out w her i rmb her#mentioning always wanting to try out nier sometime but hasn't yet so yeah#chrono cross / trigger i can't really rmb but i remember later that day i think i ended up listening to more of the ost when she said#she hasn't played any of the games yet but knows the ost at heart#i did not mean to ramble this much omg but i am thinking rn that#genuinely i like. oh dear i sincerely hope this doesn't sound ego centric or wtvr but i genuinely do like my genes#smarts! creativity! maths sciences languages uhh n sm others too it's rlly broad w that sort of intelligence#i generally like the influences i was raised with#books video games mhm n i've grown to have a love for stories for the universe for life for learning n expressing myself too#depression n anxiety though r influenced by genetics iirc n it does seem to run in some part of the family π₯Ή#i wonder . THAT SAID WAIT IT'S 8:30 I HAVE STUFF TO DO
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car rides back to school r so nostalgic that just this is already making my day
#π.rambles#I EAT SO SLOWLY THOUGH.....#there's this rlly fond memory i have years ago#waiting a bit in some traffic#i rmber a mall nearby our school being on the left#i was napping a bit#not rlly bcs i cldn't sleep ><#but i rmber listening to the podcast my dad was playing in the car#quantum physics. maybe that's one reason why i feel kind of attached to that topic#a lot of stuff i'm using this year r the same as way back#my shoes my water jug my#wait we're nearly at the campus#I'M SO EXCITED N NERVOUS
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