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ashiyn · 6 months

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ashy i fucking love u for all the gifs ur making of the irl stuff, it makes me so happy

stop i might just start sobbing, have a cute zed and tango gif that i haven't posted yet as a massive thank you,

#im just happy that even though gifs are very much a dying piece of media on most platforms you all eat them up like some yummy meal #like yes tumblr may be the gif website but trust me they're slowly dying over here too #(speaking from a former spn gif maker)#((<- rare ashy lore just dropped. shocking i know))#i just REALLY love making gifs. it tickles my editor brain on a different level somehow #anyways thank you so much for the ask. truly made me smile like an idiot #.asks #.gif

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bunnieswithknives · 9 days

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sorry if idk this but what do you think about Wordgirl now in 2024 do you still like it do you still want to make art or talk about it or are you just done with all of it forever and plus i seen that you haven't made art of it since 2022 so you just done with all of it oh yeah and what about The Magnus Archives + Wordgirl ao3 fic too like is that just going to be and i know that your working on 2 au's now just wanting to know that's all

My interests tend to come in intense bursts and then fade. Unless something like, big happens like it gets a reboot its unlikely I'll be coming back to it anytime soon. As for the fic I don't have any current plans to finish it unfortunately.

#Its so shocking whenever anybody mentions that fic to me #like its just such a specific combo of interests how are there this many people interested in it...#I have some fragments of unfinished chapters for it laying around but I was struggling to get them to work #and I definitely dont have the motivation to finish them now #If youre curious the chapters were going to be Slaughter avatar miss Power and Web avatar Mr Big #and possibly Flesh avatar Butcher but I never got around to starting that one #The Miss Power chapter was basically going to be about her having kind of lost her thread #I wanted to leave a lot of ambiguity as to what happened with her home planet #but she hadnt been in contact with them for agessssss and her radio is damaged and her ship is in bad shape #the chapter was just going to be her being like 'pfff I dont interpersonal connection Im doing great out here. Murdering. All on my own'#Well she has her little squirl thing but she treats him like an animal #mr giggle cheeks or whatever #anyway I wanted it to imply that whatever happened her bloodthirst was destroying her #The Mr Big chapter was from Lesley's perspective #She would have been one in a long long line of assistants that Mr Big went through like candy #Lesley is his favorite though because. while she is terrified of him. shes still willing to push him. to be honest with him #but she also knows exactly when to step off. when to lie to appease him #( its always a tossup as to whether he wants a sweet lie or the harsh truth that day. He can always tell either way #its a gamble he does to be cruel. She always picks right though. or maybe he's more lenient with her than he should be)#He likes that she knows exactly how to push him without ever stepping over the line #He likes that her guilt and revulsion are slowly eating her up inside but shes too selfish to leave #She likes being special. She likes the idea of ruling the world alongside him #She'll always be second in command but shell be so much higher than everyone else #and shes willing to do anything to get that #Mr big doesnt think shell ever make it that far #but he likes her anyway #shes the one assistant he'll be sad about dying #OK damn apparently I did still have things to say about this old fic DAMN #still not gonna finish it tho. they call me the struggler becaus.e writing is a struggle...

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 6 months

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my weekend is abt to be so lit

#the literature major urge to waste all my money on books so i can watch them slowly rot on my shelf #I’M EXCITED TO READ THESE THOUGH #i also have mickey’s sugu fic to eat hehe #and niku’s merman series #:333 excited excited!!!#ari noises ✩

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aftrskool · 3 months

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i havent consumed MEDIA in for ever..... no tv or movie or book series in OVER A YEAR !!!.although i still listen to music of course on my own...so wat is there left to blog about? well beautiful pictures and funny things of course ... but i have lost touch with my dearest INTERNET FRIENDS i fear...!!!!!!!!perhaps this is a sign of me maturing (FINALLY) but i do love the bisexuals i keep in my computer.</3

#notepad #I HAVE Not purposefully watched a tv series or movie in a few years howeve.r #YA.......and then some of my lovely web friends a few months ago decided to UPROOT me and leave me behind without warning which was so WEAR #but maybe not much different than my slowly growing silence .. I MISS PLAYING AND TALKING TO PEOPLE ON MY COMPUTER THOUGH #To combat this i have stopped eating cookies and have replaced them with sudokus and learning how to rollerblade

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mesmerizms · 7 months

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ohhhhhhh i get it now. working 40 hours 5 days a week actually destroys you from the inside out, huh?

#shapes.txt #i wanted to maybe do things today but i can't even do anything besides chilling and eating and watching youtube right now #i've only ever worked part time retail before #and now i'm working in a call center full time #like i'm getting trained now which is good #and now i'm getting paid above minimum wage #but like #my god #i have no free time now #the free time that i technically have is spent recovering from work or thinking about work #and it's going to continue like this #i'm not going to last #i don't think that i can physically handle working full time #ok ok ok ok ok plan: i suffer through hell and get lotsa money #but not for too long #and then once i'm no longer working here #i'll slowly try and find a nice trade job or apprenticeship #idk though!!!!!#i've enjoyed it so far it's just now on the weekend that i'm like ''ugh''#i think it's because we (the new starters) got an actual taste for it on friday with all the accreditation stuff

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uncanny-tranny · 1 year

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A big aspect of my magical thinking was the idea that I had to Justify every little action, that everything "negative" I thought or felt needed to be Explained and have a Good Reason behind it.

I see this in other people, and I just want to come in to say... it's okay to not like someone or something for "dumb" or "petty" reasons. That's just human nature. We try to give the benefit of the doubt, we try not to judge, but that's only going to get you so far. You're going to be petty because humans are petty sometimes! You don't need to magical-think your way into concluding that being petty makes you a Fundamentally Bad Human Being.

The universe is not going to punish you for acting according to you being a person.

#mental health #mental health support #magical thinking #it is so exhausting too to always have to Justify yourself #and it's hard moving away from this line of thinking. identifying it can help you understand why you feel the way you do though #the first time i learned what magical thinking was i felt so much less insane #because i've struggled with this for my whole life and it's slowly eating the rotting carcass that is my soul #and personally i have found that magical thinking for me has led to it becoming an intrusive thought-level problem

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pochapal · 6 months

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went outside and exercised normally for the first time since The Incident and i felt fine outside of the expected Hasn't Exercised in several months feelings. against doctor's orders btw but i would rather be dead than forced to spend all my time at home not doing a single thing that could exert me in any way <3

#:)#like it's so funny that they mandated i cannot drive leave the country vigorously exercise or eat snack food maybe ever again for no reason #fully my medical notes read like i'm in the managed decline phase of a terrible chronic illness even though i'm literally chilling #i feel no worse than how i normally do a couple weeks after a rough covid infection like babygirl i have no debilitating symptoms.......#PLUS my kidneys are slowly unfucking themselves anyway like. do i really need this much independence taken away for my own protection......#longterm housebound for a short term Silly Incident??? please be serious for more than two seconds #cranky about this because it's been a month and there's still no diagnosis but they have the room to tell me what i can't do #my appointment a couple days ago was supposed to clear me to do certain things again but they denied it and i've been sulking for days #literally the only thing wrong with me is that my blood tests are saying bad things and some really annoying side effects of my meds #and i can guarantee that me resting and doing nothing is not the reason i'm not in pain or otherwise suffering in any measurable way #even when i was actively in a state of dying in hospital i wasn't in pain like get with it!!!#sometimes if i think about this too hard i end up feeling like a caged animal lmao

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comixandco · 1 year

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thinking about little molly finch, the baby on a boat that tugged a house across the ocean

who grew up hearing bedtime stories based on tales from her family’s old country, of shapeshifters and seamonsters, and the story of the night the sea rose up around them and dragged that boat down to bottom of the sea bed

who could see that giant house and boat at low tide at night

who drew a picture of a princess in a castle at the bottom of the sea besieged by a sea monster

and died sure it was coming after her

#what remains of edith finch #wroef #molly finch #i do think that edie would have sensationalised and told molly all about that ill-fated journey to america #i think she told it like a big and tragic adventure so often and so vividly that molly sometimes felt like she could remember being there #even though she was less than a year old at the time #and i think the first generation of finches but especially molly were brought up on the same stories and myths that edie would have been #and somewhere in that little child mind molly sewed the two tales together #it wasn’t a storm that killed her grandpa but a sea monster #and there were sea monsters out there creatures in the sea that people just hadn’t found yet #and the night she ate poison and slowly died her thoughts latched on to that and dreamt of the night the boat sank #from the monster’s point of view. and became convinced it was going to try to eat all of the finches starting with her #eh idk ignore me i’m just having Thoughts

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dutybcrne · 5 months

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Thinking abt Taru fresh out of the Abyss, out with his siblings and spotting a rabbit or small animal. Instincts & habit kicking in ( those seldom lasted long in the Abyss, get it while he can, bring it to share with Master- ), him immediately setting to hunt and kill the creature then proudly bringing it back to his family, all smiles and blood-spattered, and being utterly thrown by the fact that he was not met with mildly disinterested praise, but sheer horror instead-

#hc; tartaglia #blood mention tw #animal death mention tw #//Happens only ONCE #//Bc ONCE was enough to really make him realize he can't HAVE what he had in the Abyss anymore #//In some ways; it's a good thing; he supposes. He now won't have to worry about what & when he'll eat next #//Won't have to worry abt being stalked and ambushed by creatures that would give most anyone nightmares (he sure as hell has them)#//But now; he's just been so Altered from how he used to be #//He's restless; body honed to attack and defend from the monstrous threats he's dealt with all that time #//He's got a battlelust no one could ever hope to match; bc those harrowing experiences truly got to the point of THRILLING him #//He MISSES the way his Master looked after him; being treated so softly is just TOO much now #//Prolly had moments where he just had a total disconnect from his family; just couldn't really bond with them again until after he enliste #//Though I like to think maybe he was able to with his younger sibs; bc they were too young to Get the rammifications of what happened #//Lil Teucer always smiling so bright like the sun; when the others look at him with hopelessness or despair; always asking for stories #//Anthon; always trying to get in his arms; whenever he starts dissociating or makes a face bc the elder family members upset him some way #//Tonia; helping fix him up when he comes home after a brawl; her scolding the only he really listens to; him pledging to be her knight #//Him damn near resigning himself that they might be the only ones who love him after everything (he doesn't realize that's not true)#until he gets enlisted & becomes a Harbinger. His more 'behaved' self in their eyes being palatble enough for things to slowly return to #'normal'; even if they can all tell (save maybe the youngest ones) that something is still Off about him. But it's FINE; all FINE; now #//'Better than before'; they would say #//Which is why he would place SUCH value and favor on a partner that GETS that part of him. Who would ENABLE him rather than restrict #//He wouldn't ask for them too; but he will NOT let them go; EVER; once he realizes

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keeps-ache · 3 months

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you know what. i Do think it's vital for the continuation of my existence that i have a donut. the world is small and chocolate sounds promising

#just me hi #I haven't had a donut in like........ a bajillion centuries hfbshs #downside is that if we go anywhere out here they're bound to be stale and stuff ykno #hmmmmmmm #glazed + powered + strawberry (am I a sucker for strawberry or What hfhsb) + chocolate #those blueberry muffin ones are Awesome !!#eclairs?? hi.. hfhsh #/fun fact abt that one i almost made my internet name Éclair lolll #I still think that slaps. watch out here's éclair hfhsb :3 #/mm ye anyway. donut.....#i Have Not Eaten yet today either so there's that hfbsh #/and on the topics of Foods I keep saying was wanna learn how to make chicken fettuccine and I AM going to get to that this year ! ! !#chess (sibling) is slowly morphing into an amateur chef that is the Terror if the kitchen so I will employ his aid lol :>>#though the Terror of the Kitchen is well-earned he has Yet to make a complete flop lmao #//okay I needa go eat or I'm gonna turn into a dry moss ball #ouhhhhrrr... cioader lol :33

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meownotgood · 1 year

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Thank you for your kind response! Now that I’ve built up the courage, I must request:

I’ve been having horrible IBS flare ups this entire past week(currently in agony as I write this lol)… I need Aki to (gently) hug me, wrap me in a heating pad and blankets, smooch me, just some comfort from him-

~ 🐌

awe... I understand that, I'm sorry you have to deal with it... 🥺 aki would want nothing more than to take the best care of you. he'll bring you a warm heating pad, he'll make sure you're drinking plenty of water, he stays with you in bed when you're too in pain to move and gently rubs your back until you're feeling better and relaxed.

#I relate to how you feel... 😭#I have a sensitive stomach so I can get really bad stomach cramps sometimes...#it's mostly when I eat something my tummy can't digest like fruit or if I eat way too fast #when I eat I'll imagine aki telling me to eat slowly... lol #though I couldn't imagine dealing with it on a regular basis...#me and aki are sending you love #I hope you'll be able to get some relief soon (hug)#ask mags

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artisanalpeanutbutter · 1 year

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didn't realize how much fat i lost on my hips/waist since starting to work out until I put on a pair of looser pants today that i hadn't worn in a while and they almost fell off