#now i just gotta get ready for this j9b interview

[panspaming]

I've had two proper meltdowns over the course of the past few weeks and even tho they've been short (only feel the fog for about half an hour thank god) it's been so overwhelming!!!!! I hadn't had one for a long time before that. My life luckily isn't super stressful atm but the social expectations placed on me rn really are getting to me. I'm trying to be there for my friends but sometimes that means I have to stretch myself a bit thin. It's just a shame that I have to choose between being fully stable and being as present as I'd like to be in my friend's lives ✌️😔