#now my asshairs are on fire bc i can't get a grip on everything else

[niicevibe]

*sigh* every time I go to work on a wip, I go through several very different stages of grief:

I'm almost completely unimpressed with the outcome and must scrap it; I must start from scratch or damn the entire piece.

I think up a new idea and obsessively work on it until I've lost all motivation.

The wip stays in limbo until something triggers my stupid brain to rationalize that it actually looks good? Huh???

My ADHD kicks in to help (read: whatever the opposite of "help" is) fuel my most recent hyperfixation and distract me from what needs to be done.

Actual irl things need to be done and begrudgingly, I go and do them.