#npd posting.... when my entire existance is based on makign myself feel safe and happy and Better. its very strange
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fresh voice. why is you being happy something that make smehappy. stop thjat. evil. qhichcraft. evil spell you've cast. make it stop.
honestly this is the whole basis of my fresh n cb story . its npd all the way down
#really silly hting.#not a fersh thing. its the npd. real emotioanl tonight.. happy emotional#but also weird. feeling odd#npd posting.... when my entire existance is based on makign myself feel safe and happy and Better. its very strange#when that's shifted and there is Someone. . who's happyness is a priority. even past the easy [easier to be entertained when they're happy]#that I suually fall back on when I need to... motivate myself into wanting otthers to feel better#but the fact of happyness itself. making me happy. of the other person's happyness. which I normally don't give a shit about#scary stuff out there. the latest thing on the streets. its called “caring about another person.” heard it really fucks you up#I do like it though. maybe its cus it makes it easier.. to make her happy. and as I've said above. her being happy makes MEhappy#evil feedback loop... what if we both make each other happy... that's fucked up....
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