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mars-ipan · 1 year

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being asexual is so weird sometimes bc i will have an experience or feeling that isn’t sexual or horny like i /know/ it isn’t but if i tried to explain it in words it would just sound like a sexual/horny thing. and like it is at first glance but it really isn’t at all

#like. ok.#i’m not gonna super delve into my personal relationship with sex #(trust me i wrote a bunch of tags and went ‘hm. no i don’t wanna share this’)#i’m calling it ‘pseudosexual.’ in my head #bc it’s the best way i can describe it #it’s sorta like. mimicry. but with an emotion #is horniness an emotion? i don’t know i’ve literally never experienced it #i don’t think i’d be able to properly explain it bc i don’t fully get it myself #hey fellow aspecs. do you know what the fuck i’m talking about #obvi our experiences are all varied n shit but like surely someone understands what i mean #even tho i hardly understand what i mean #bc it’s REALLY HARD to translate into words #idk. may decide this was an overshare later n delete it #i wanna talk about being ace a big lot but i don’t wanna talk abt my feelings on sex at all #bc that is. more than i’m comfy sharing #idk. i’m not worried abt it in an insecurity way but i /do/ want to understand it #it’s mainly frustrating when i’m looking for fanworks ngl #sigh. guess i gotta make the content i wanna see in the world. idk if i wanna make it tho

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