#oc: rafael estrada

[belorage]

I was tagged by @adelaidedrubman​ and @strafethesesinners​ to assassinate some boys in this quiz! Thank you, babes. It was nothing if not crushing. For them; I’m thriving!

Tagging: @florbelles @unholymilf (so thrilled to type this, you have no idea) @heroofpenamstan @multiverse-of-themind @confidentandgood @dihardys @jackiesarch @roofgeese @risingsh0t @shallow-gravy @indorilnerevarine @teamhawkeye @shellibisshe and anyone else who wants to torment their faves.

NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS // behind the mask

you aren’t slick about whatever you think you’re hiding. glass shatters in your midst, blood spills, children scream. like some of your friends, your personality of choice is entirely artificial. the difference between you and them is that you can get away with it. you’re unknown, perhaps even to yourself, and your goals are complex. anyone stupid enough to fall for you is setting themselves up to be frustrated and confused, owing to your being ultimately unknowable. i hope you can find an identity that makes you comfortable.

RAFAEL ESTRADA // acerbic wit

you’re a mentor — an old scarred wolf, an injured soldier, a disgraced paladin. your teachings read as shamelessly pretentious, speaking in rhymes and biting down hard into anyone stupid enough to make the wrong move. this isn’t your first life, nor your second, nor your sixth — you’ll make the most of your time shackled to this world, no matter how many loops it takes to get it right. with every defeat, you reincarnate; a little smarter, a little quicker, crueler and nastier. will you choose to be brutal, equalizing, that final strike in the face of your enemies? will you go soft, become tender and domesticated? the choice is yours. it’s not like i can stop you.

WESLEY BROOKS // silent admission

in tarot, the fool is numbered 0 — the number of unlimited potential. as the protagonist, he is ever present, and therefore needs no introduction. the world revolves around you in ways that i can’t begin to describe, though you’d shrug it off if i were to begin to explain. i need you to know that time is running out. if you want to get this done, you need to start now. sloth is your greatest enemy in this world, and you can only run so far from the opposition when you start with such a disadvantage. keep your head high, yeah? the kid you were is still in there somewhere. you need to show him that it was worth it.

[heavensmark]

WESLEY BROOKS (FC5), RAFAEL ESTRADA (FC5) NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS (UNCHARTED), LEON VALERO (CP2077)

doll maker sourced from here 🤍

[herbalwarlock]

somebody: male OCs do get a lot of interactions! me: SIT THE FUCK DOWN rafael estrada is a male OC of color who gets ignored and lost mutuals regularly back when i have him as marvel/mcu OC, doesn’t receive a lot of asks and threads, which is why he’s no longer tied to the fandom and i made him fandomless best fucking decision i’ve ever made.

[consumedkings-archive]

[1/3] GRAPHICS COMMISSIONS » wesley brooks x rafael estrada

"kissed your whole mouth clean? pressed you into the quiet concave of the earth? pinned your wings there? i loved you before it happened. that soft un-stripping of yourself. how they poured concrete into your hollows. pushed you into every river they could find."

— for @belorage from @blissfulalchemist

[strafethesesinners]

🤑 from wes and 💋 from raf!

🤑(a large amount of cash. Couldn’t find a gif/pic I liked for this one) “Hell yeah bro! Damn! Where’d you get all this? Wait...I probably don’t wanna know. I’ll try not to blow it all at once but you gotta let me buy you a drink.”

💋(a kiss) “Oh wow thanks! I can’t say I wasn’t thinking’ about this for a while, but I never thought you’d got for it if I’m bein’ honest. I’m real flattered, man ;)”

[florbelles]

RAFAEL ESTRADA ‣ the s a i n t

— for @risenlucifer

[nightwingshero]

AND 🖊🖊 EACH FOR JANE, WHITNEY, AND ROWAN IN ANY VERSE YOU DESIRE. (Yes, I put all these requests in separate messages to spare your sanity, why do you ask?)

Thank you, bby! 😘😘😘

🖊 Whitney is very conservative....definitely in the closet—both with sex in general and her sexuality. She says she’s straight, because she’s been told that’s what’s right. Honestly? The girl is VERY bi. And Wren and Jane fucking know it. They love Whitney, and the feeling is returned, but god, those girls...listen, Wren and Jane’s jokes are the dirties with Whitney. A lot of sexual innuendo, very direct sexual conversations, and they’re not afraid to pelvic thrust dance to a song to make that woman blush. That being said...in LyraWhit verse, Ly picks up on it pretty quickly—Wren’s scheming okay? It doesn’t take long until Lyra is whispering sweet nothings in Whit’s ear while running a hand up her leg. Needless to say, her marriage with Joseph ends tragically for him. Boo hoo.

🖊 In WrenWes ‘verse, Wren works alongside Whitney at the school. Wren doubles as the psychology teacher and the music teacher while Whitney teaches art and English. They’re pretty good friends, and Wren gets her out of her conservative she’ll, because well...Wren’s sex life seems interesting since she’s with the motorcycle riding deputy of Hope County. 👀 (Whitney has a thing for bad boys, okay?)

🖊 Mike is honestly one of the few people Jane emotionally let’s in that she gets involved with (in their verse). She has always had issues with attachment and getting emotionally involved. Very much hit and quit it, if your lucky enough for her to show interest at all. She tries really hard to keep that shit locked down, but Mike breaks down every barrier she has and it scares the hell out of her. And even though John dies, she knows Mike was the best choice for her.

🖊Jane doesn’t like to admit it, but she actually has a lot of respect for Wes while the shit with John is going on. Jane is itching and eager to fight him, just to see who’s pride will win out in the end. She’s eager for a challenge, and for that challenger to be the enemy? OOOF. But that aside, she really does respect him as an opponent, because yes, her sins are pride and envy, but she knows better than to underestimate. In fact, it’s because she knows he can match (probably more than match, but don’t tell her that) that makes her respect him. Eventually she becomes less hostile, but she’s the one that once dibs on Wes.

🖊 In the no-cult AU, Rowan still watches the games at the Spread Eagle from time to time, making it an eventual tradition that her and Randy do from time to time. That’s how they first met (in all canons), and since she lives in the Whitetails, it’s really the only time run into each other. Most of the time she’s in the woods hunting or doing her ranger thing.

🖊 This ray of sunshine is always open and warm to her friends. And in the other ‘verses, that includes Wes, Jo, Mike, and Raf (and many others, though I don’t think her Lyra would get along, she would still go out of her way to be polite). She’s extroverted but she doesn’t force others to be, she’s just there to enjoy herself and to enjoy everyone’s company. She would talk bikes with Wes, ask about photography with Mike, compliment Jo’s Hawaiian shirts (much to Wren’s distaste), and ask Raf multiple questions about art culture. She’s genuinely interested and loves to learn things.

[belorage]

I was tagged by @dihardys​ and @adelaidedrubman​ to take this hilarious little quiz for a few unfortunate boys. Thank you, my dears!

Tagging: @florbelles @blackreaches @heroofpenamstan @multiverse-of-themind @confidentandgood @roofgeese @indorilnerevarine @shellibisshe @shallow-gravy @strafethesesinners and anyone else who wants to get into it!

NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS // the secret recipe

The perfect hero to whatever story they've been put in. This is a character who is unpredictable, hard for readers to pin down, and yet constant in who they are. They can be a perfect saint one moment, then making hard choices that can make them seem like the devil's spawn the next. Stuff probably weighs hard on their shoulders. In other words, they are human, and that's all you can ask for.

WESLEY BROOKS // the grapefruit

Probably they are crucial and healthy for the plot, but lets face it; you'll never find an angstier SOB anywhere else. World weary, spiteful, and perhaps even sadistic, their main goal is to make sure that everyone will taste the sourness that pervades every aspect of their own pathetic lives.

RAFAEL ESTRADA // garlic

Everyone's favorite who lightens up almost every situation they touch. While they might not be the most "interesting" character, the story wouldn't be the same without them. They are what it means to be baby and don't deserve a single bad thing that comes their way. Of course, that makes them the perfect target for angst. Go figure.

[belorage]

I was tagged by my beloveds @adelaidedrubman @shallow-gravy @indorilnerevarine and @strafethesesinners to craft some babies in this hilarious Picrew! Thanks, babes! Definitely a favorite. 

WESLEY BROOKS (FC5), RAFAEL ESTRADA (FC5) LEON VALERO (CP2077), “SHE” (FREEFALL)

Tagging: @florbelles @heroofpenamstan @blackreaches @blissfulalchemist @confidentandgood @astarkey @jackiesarch @ravenschampion @redroci @teamhawkeye @foofygoldfish @bluemojave @depyotee and anyone else who wants to play!

[belorage]

I was tagged by @multiverse-of-themind @dihardys @adelaidedrubman and @strafethesesinners to take this quiz for some of the usual suspects (plus a bonus Jharon)! Thank you as always, babes!

Tagging: @florbelles @blackreaches @heroofpenamstan @jackiesarch @shallow-gravy @risingsh0t @roofgeese @indorilnerevarine @confidentandgood @teamhawkeye @shellibisshe and anyone else who wants to torment their progeny with godhood.

NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS // poseidon

you somehow manage to balance perfectly fisherman vibes and i will pursue decades of vengeance for a single slight vibes, so that’s very cool! just keep doing your yoga or whatever it is that keeps you cool. and maybe warn the people in your life that your wrath is legendary and not to be messed with.

RAFAEL ESTRADA // dionysos

you literally invented wine, the theatre, and having cats. unfortunately you also invented madness and maybe sometimes encouraged your followers to tear people apart. well... anyway, you’re one of those mostly chill people who really know how to party. though everyone does very slightly worry about you. but it’s probably fine right?

WESLEY BROOKS // ares

ok i had to really search the myths for some positive ares rep... i did not find any. regardless, you are not some meathead or the embodiment of rage or whatever. you’ve just got your thing, which ok is a little bit to do with war/anger/wrath etc. but so do the rest of these guys. you’re just as good as the rest of them and you have an incredibly hot aura so congrats on that. there’s more to you than some people bother to see. fuck them if they don’t.

JHARON FALLGLADE // hekate (ft. valanthe)

double, double toil and trouble. yeah you don’t really get much facetime in the myths but you’re literally the god of magic and dogs so stay winning. mysterious goth energy. does she really do complete dark rituals or is that just her vibe. no one knows and you’re not telling.

[belorage]

RAFAEL ESTRADA (FC5), “SHE” (FREEFALL) NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS (UNCHARTED), JHARON FALLGLADE (D&D)

[belorage]

I was tagged by @florbelles and @strafethesesinners to fill out this spooky meme for a few boys! Thank you so much, babes! ‘Tis the season!

Tagging: @blackreaches @heroofpenamstan @adelaidedrubman @multiverse-of-themind @confidentandgood @dihardys @jackiesarch @shallow-gravy @astarkey @roofgeese @indorilnerevarine @risingsh0t @zakryah @teamhawkeye @shellibisshe @foofygoldfish and anyone else who’d like to play!

NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS

bloodied knuckles | tear stained cheeks | rust | a busted lip | claws | fangs | a bloody nose | chattering teeth | a dark space underneath the bed | scratching noises on a wall | creaking metal | dancing under moonlight | blood dripping lips | heavy breathing in the dark | a feeling of unexplained dread | a figure in a dark corner | dirty peeling wallpaper | a bloody handprint on the wall | sobbing in the dark | bite marks on the skin | eerie whispers | a hood covering a stranger’s eyes | the growl of a hidden animal | the sound of a blade being sharpened | a deep, dark forest | walking on the streets alone at night | a cobweb-filled, abandoned building | eyes darting in paranoia | a heavy beating pulse | the feeling of being trapped | struggling to get out a scream | boards covering broken windows | a quiet graveyard | a gas station in the middle of nowhere | a road that never ends | heavy fog rolling in | the scent of blood in the air | eerie old photographs | walking along traintracks at night | a chill going up the spine | gathering crows* | a dusty, dimly lit study | mist over a deserted cobblestone street | ghost towns | shadows around a campfire | the sound of chanting | church bells tolling | an orange harvest moon | a broken down carnival | a dirty stuffed animal abandoned | wiping bloody hands on fabric | nightmares | waking up in a panic | a power outage (thanks, nate) | heavy lightning storms | a secret trap door | the feeling of being watched | fear from trauma | a ouija board set out on a table | an eerie doll | a scream of anguish and pain | withered plants | a room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust | owl eyes in the dark | curled, dead tree branches | a ritual altar | flickering candles | a lantern held up in the dark | fear of being followed | creaking floorboards | repressed, horrible memories | clenched teeth | soft, echoing piano keys | an old book covered in dust | many pairs of glaring eyes | stumbling in pitch black darkness | being stranded in the middle of nowhere | tarot cards on a table | a trail of blood

*particularly in the rossi family corvus oculum corvi non eruit sort of way

WESLEY BROOKS

bloodied knuckles | tear stained cheeks | rust | a busted lip | claws | fangs | a bloody nose | chattering teeth | a dark space underneath the bed | scratching noises on a wall | creaking metal | dancing under moonlight | blood dripping lips | heavy breathing in the dark | a feeling of unexplained dread | a figure in a dark corner | dirty peeling wallpaper | a bloody handprint on the wall | sobbing in the dark | bite marks on the skin | eerie whispers | a hood covering a stranger’s eyes | the growl of a hidden animal | the sound of a blade being sharpened | a deep, dark forest | walking on the streets alone at night | a cobweb-filled, abandoned building | eyes darting in paranoia | a heavy beating pulse | the feeling of being trapped | struggling to get out a scream | boards covering broken windows | a quiet graveyard | a gas station in the middle of nowhere | a road that never ends | heavy fog rolling in | the scent of blood in the air | eerie old photographs | walking along traintracks at night | a chill going up the spine | gathering crows | a dusty, dimly lit study | mist over a deserted cobblestone street | ghost towns | shadows around a campfire | the sound of chanting | church bells tolling | an orange harvest moon | a broken down carnival | a dirty stuffed animal abandoned | wiping bloody hands on fabric | nightmares | waking up in a panic | a power outage | heavy lightning storms | a secret trap door | the feeling of being watched | fear from trauma | a ouija board set out on a table | an eerie doll | a scream of anguish and pain | withered plants | a room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust | owl eyes in the dark | curled, dead tree branches | a ritual altar | flickering candles | a lantern held up in the dark | fear of being followed | creaking floorboards | repressed, horrible memories | clenched teeth | soft, echoing piano keys | an old book covered in dust | many pairs of glaring eyes | stumbling in pitch black darkness | being stranded in the middle of nowhere | tarot cards on a table | a trail of blood

RAFAEL ESTRADA

bloodied knuckles | tear stained cheeks | rust | a busted lip | claws | fangs | a bloody nose | chattering teeth | a dark space underneath the bed | scratching noises on a wall | creaking metal | dancing under moonlight | blood dripping lips | heavy breathing in the dark | a feeling of unexplained dread | a figure in a dark corner | dirty peeling wallpaper | a bloody handprint on the wall | sobbing in the dark | bite marks on the skin | eerie whispers | a hood covering a stranger’s eyes | the growl of a hidden animal | the sound of a blade being sharpened | a deep, dark forest | walking on the streets alone at night | a cobweb-filled, abandoned building | eyes darting in paranoia | a heavy beating pulse | the feeling of being trapped | struggling to get out a scream | boards covering broken windows | a quiet graveyard | a gas station in the middle of nowhere | a road that never ends | heavy fog rolling in | the scent of blood in the air | eerie old photographs | walking along traintracks at night | a chill going up the spine | gathering crows | a dusty, dimly lit study | mist over a deserted cobblestone street | ghost towns | shadows around a campfire | the sound of chanting | church bells tolling | an orange harvest moon | a broken down carnival | a dirty stuffed animal abandoned | wiping bloody hands on fabric | nightmares | waking up in a panic | a power outage | heavy lightning storms | a secret trap door | the feeling of being watched | fear from trauma | a ouija board set out on a table | an eerie doll | a scream of anguish and pain | withered plants | a room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust | owl eyes in the dark | curled, dead tree branches | a ritual altar | flickering candles | a lantern held up in the dark | fear of being followed | creaking floorboards | repressed, horrible memories | clenched teeth | soft, echoing piano keys | an old book covered in dust | many pairs of glaring eyes | stumbling in pitch black darkness | being stranded in the middle of nowhere | tarot cards on a table | a trail of blood

LEVI XIAO

bloodied knuckles | tear stained cheeks | rust | a busted lip | claws | fangs | a bloody nose | chattering teeth | a dark space underneath the bed | scratching noises on a wall | creaking metal | dancing under moonlight | blood dripping lips | heavy breathing in the dark | a feeling of unexplained dread | a figure in a dark corner | dirty peeling wallpaper | a bloody handprint on the wall | sobbing in the dark | bite marks on the skin | eerie whispers | a hood covering a stranger’s eyes | the growl of a hidden animal | the sound of a blade being sharpened | a deep, dark forest | walking on the streets alone at night | a cobweb-filled, abandoned building | eyes darting in paranoia | a heavy beating pulse | the feeling of being trapped | struggling to get out a scream | boards covering broken windows | a quiet graveyard | a gas station in the middle of nowhere | a road that never ends | heavy fog rolling in | the scent of blood in the air | eerie old photographs | walking along traintracks at night | a chill going up the spine | gathering crows | a dusty, dimly lit study | mist over a deserted cobblestone street | ghost towns | shadows around a campfire | the sound of chanting | church bells tolling | an orange harvest moon | a broken down carnival | a dirty stuffed animal abandoned | wiping bloody hands on fabric | nightmares | waking up in a panic | a power outage | heavy lightning storms | a secret trap door | the feeling of being watched | fear from trauma | a ouija board set out on a table | an eerie doll | a scream of anguish and pain | withered plants | a room that’s been forgotten and gathered dust | owl eyes in the dark | curled, dead tree branches | a ritual altar | flickering candles | a lantern held up in the dark | fear of being followed | creaking floorboards | repressed, horrible memories | clenched teeth | soft, echoing piano keys | an old book covered in dust | many pairs of glaring eyes | stumbling in pitch black darkness | being stranded in the middle of nowhere | tarot cards on a table | a trail of blood

[belorage]

I was tagged by my beloveds @adelaidedrubman and @preachercuster to drag my sons to dirt via their rage languages. Thank you! If they don’t want to self-reflect, we can always do it for them. 🤍

Tagging: @florbelles @cameronburke @heroofpenamstan @blissfulalchemist @shallow-gravy @foofygoldfish @confidentandgood @feywildchild @jackiesarch @redroci @chyrstis @teamhawkeye @indorilnerevarine @strafethesesinners @bluemojave and anyone else who would like to play!

NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS // the regina george

someone hurts you or pisses you off, and you don't do anything. at first. but you hold that feeling of rage in your chest for weeks after the fact, acting nice but silently hating their guts, pretending like all is forgiven until you can ruin their life and hurt them the way they hurt you. it's calculated. but when you've executed your revenge, will you be satisfied?

WESLEY BROOKS // men, raise the drawbridge

when you're angry, all your defenses go up. the unfortunate person or thing that managed to piss you off is suddenly talking to a wall. on the inside, you're screaming and crying and cussing them out, but somehow you can't express it. you're blank. emotionless. to anyone's knowledge, you could be zoning out of a lecture. because of this, it's hard to express how you're feeling when the person asks for your thoughts. you've choked your feelings down, and they won't come back up.

RAFAEL ESTRADA // the full read

whoever pisses you off is in for a rant that exposes every single one of their deepest insecurities and issues. your rage gives you the clarity to hunt for weak spots in a person's mind. your brain works fast, firing off insults at a rapid-fire pace that terrifies everyone within a ten mile radius. this is usually followed by buckets of guilt.

[belorage]

I was tagged by my wife my life @adelaidedrubman to assign some kids a jewel via this quiz! Thank you!

Tagging: @florbelles @unholymilf @heroofpenamstan @multiverse-of-themind @confidentandgood @dihardys @jackiesarch @shallow-gravy @risingsh0t @indorilnerevarine @roofgeese @shellibisshe @strafethesesinners and anyone else who wants to. Please drown me in blorbos!

LEON VALERO // star sapphire

well hello, beautiful. how does it feel to have their eyes on you all the time? do you like to perform? do you like the way their hands reach for you as you turn in the spotlight? do you wish they would stop? they won’t. they can’t help it. is that the reaction you wanted? you want them to laugh, to cry, to moan, to yell at you maybe. you only exist in the lines spreading across the faces of others, right? if nobody thinks of you, you aren’t. so you make yourself headline news and they won’t look away. attention won’t solidify you when the sun comes up and love won’t fill that hole inside. you might want to install an alarm system. just because they want you, doesn’t mean you have to give yourself.

NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS // pearl

you are a bit of an open wound. the pain won’t kill you like you think it will, let yourself bear it and you’ll find you can. you might even find that the world is a lot more than your oyster. reticent (unwillingly so), passive, introverted. resilient, generative, adaptable. you hold the ability to create and recreate the world around yourself.

RAFAEL ESTRADA // amber

you hold in your heart fragments of everything that has ever passed through you. the good, the bad, the utterly mundane. you catch it all and keep it. you have a singular talent for holding on tight. collector, scavenger, hoarder, keeper. core: memory.

WESLEY BROOKS // onyx

reserved (by choice), decisive, self-sure and self-contained, selective, resolved, close-minded, intuitive, deliberate. opaque - my secrets are not for you. scrying - i can see more than you know. sharp - i know where to cut.

[belorage]

I was tagged by the always lovely @preachercuster to demolish the clowns in this quiz! Thank you, my dear! Always a pleasure to force them to look at themselves. 🤍

Tagging: @florbelles @cameronburke @adelaidedrubman @heroofpenamstan @blissfulalchemist @jackiesarch @confidentandgood @indorilnerevarine @astarkey @aceghosts @feywildchild @strafethesesinners @teamhawkeye @foofygoldfish and anyone else who would like to play!

NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS // windy

you don’t know who you are, do you? when the lights go out tomorrow, who will you be? do you like that person? it might be easier to wear a mask, but be careful of it becoming all you are. who is the real you and why are you so afraid of them? you’ll never rid yourself of this loneliness if you refuse to let people really see you. you can start again, try again. it’s not too late for you.

WESLEY BROOKS // storm

anger is a double-edged sword, you know. be careful or you’ll cut yourself and everyone you love on it; or have you already? it’s okay to be soft. it’s not weak to let others see you as you are. you don’t have to be strong anymore. let go. you’ll never move on from what hurts you until you stop hiding from yourself. you are not who they said you are.

RAFAEL ESTRADA // snow

you’re either numb inside or you feel everything. you want to feel like a kid again rolling in the snow with your friend, but you’ve grown up. living in the past will do you no good anymore. remember that version of you and strive to make them proud. you’re not them anymore though; move on. make new memories.

[heavensmark]

WESLEY BROOKS (FC5), RAFAEL ESTRADA (FC5) NIKOLAOS DIAMANTIS (UNCHARTED), LEON VALERO (CP2077)

doll maker sourced from here 🤍