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#of things happening including today being the 4 year anniversary of a certain email lol. and i can FEEL the difference. the way my stomach
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feeling misery and despair about going back to work btw. im trying to suppress it and i did a good job but the inevitable is inevitable
#purrs
#i had like 3 massive breakdowns at the end of the week incl one on friday when i was off. and then i was like ok. i am literally weak and sh
#shaking from all of that let me just pretend none of it happened. and i did!!! i pretended so well that i have felt basicslly normal all
#weekend. i played a lot of video games and i even went out twice.. once to a chorus concert on campus (which is big bc being on campus ummmm
#is deeply agitating to me rn ♥️) and today to home depot w my family to wander around the plants and hear the birds. i am suppressing things
#and i know i am but if i don’t think about thst i feel so normal. except now it’s 11:16 on a sunday night and i have work tomorrow. and i
#know most of the horrors are over but there are still so many more fucking horrors ahead. saying goodbye to people i love and anniversaries
#of things happening including today being the 4 year anniversary of a certain email lol. and i can FEEL the difference. the way my stomach
#is in knots bc weekends are only so long (even long ones) and i can only hold back the horrors for a little while. it’s all temporary. augh.
#i literally need like a whole month off i think. idk. work stuff has fucked up my mental health beyond belief this year and it’s so sad bc t
#this is my dream job but im in so much mental pain and physical exhaustion constantly and they beget themselves and by the end of the week
#im miserable. but the semester is about to end. but what if it doesn’t get better bc EVERY single god damn time we talk about how it’s gonna
#get better it quite literally gets worse lol 💖 i can’t im not strong enough. coming up on 5 years here and im not fucking strong enough!
#but i will heal eventually i think. i just need the horrors to cease for long enough for me to catch my breath (and other redacted things ♥️
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