#oh and i had to play tennis half ill 🙃
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How being sick messes with your mental health is sometimes worse than the illness itself honestly 😕
#i mean it depends on what kind of illness you have if it's serious or just a bad cold#but i just had a very bad cold and it sucked so much#the symptoms were not nice but i could handle it#but i had to stop sports for a whole week and that was hard#i also didn't get anything done for uni really#sports just help me sm to be in a good place#and then you don't get things done you need to do for uni/work bc you can't concentrate well#and that makes you stress even more and beat yourself up because of deadlines#i just missed my routine and structure so much because normally i have some things i do almost everyday#and it keeps you motivated / disciplined#and just being outside getting some sunlight or also meeting people#without that i just got into such rut and i felt so disapointed in myself because i couldn't finish anything#like maybe i should have tried harder#and you miss your life because these days just suck#oh and i had to play tennis half ill 🙃#because we had no players left bc of injuries no time or being ill even more#i did not even play that badly against a strong opponent and got a few points#but did not feel 100% and i wonder if i was fit maybe i could have won that set in which i got those points :((#and then who knows i might have even had the chance to win the match#maybe not because my opponent was great but also i wasn't even that far off in that one set#well it's pointless#rant#and now i'll have a very stressful week of catching up ahead 😔
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